yes. how to properly breathe.

something similar

because I needed and wanted to heal.

What is the one thing you don't like about yourself?

My automatic response to the unendurable is to try to endure it.

What is the last social lie you told?

one that was of the "no, of course i dont mind" variety. but i do mind. i mind very much. so that's on me.


what hurts you most, right now, today?

MY heart ....for my lil sis.

What are you going to do for YOU...this weekend?

Not knowing of my ability to provide for my family after Oct. 15,2012

Are you capable of saying you are sorry ?

its going to be a wet weekend ,, soo decorating for Halloween

Hmmmm. Probably think about that question cuz I'm not used to doing for me.

What would you like to be doing right at this moment in time?

i'd like to be curled up on the couch, drinking coffee, having a good conversation with someone i care about.


who did you last disappoint and how/why?

A woman I care a lot about. I told her I couldn't continue with what we had under the circumstances we have.

What names do you love to be called?

-babygirl (i see it as an acknowledgment of who i am more than anything else)

- s***t***y (something someone else used to call me. no, it's not dirty. it's just personal)

-*** (the name my dad used to call me)

do you call random strangers "Dear", "Hon", "Sweetie" or whatever and, if so, WHY?!?!?! (finding this east coast phenomenon a difficult thing to cope with)

Truth
 

[QUOTE=Nomad;663308]-babygirl (i see it as an acknowledgment of who i am more than anything else)

- s***t***y (something someone else used to call me. no, it's not dirty. it's just personal)

-*** (the name my dad used to call me)

do you call random strangers "Dear", "Hon", "Sweetie" or whatever and, if so, WHY?!?!?! (finding this east coast phenomenon a difficult thing to cope with)[/QUOTE Nope I call them Maam or Sir we do that in the south. I also smile at people. Question: What is your favorite food?

[quote=StrongButch;663311]I have MANY favorite foods.

I love breakfast foods - anything with bacon is a treat!

I am the kind of person who has a favorite food at every restaurant I go to. At Outback Steakhouse, its the Victoria's Filet. At Olive Garden, it is the Fettuccini Alfredo. At McDonalds, its the cheeseburger with no mustard.

I love things like cheese sandwiches, oatmeal cookies and above all else a Coca-Cola. Sometimes my meal will consist only of a Coke and that is perfectly fine with me cause I'd rather have one as to not!!!

QUESTION: Whats your favorite sports team?

Thanks,
Jules with numbers

No one answered this one. Yes, as a matter of fact, as a consequence of growing up in a home where everything was my fault or I was scapegoated for it; I tend to apologize too much-even when something is not actually my fault.

True or false: have you ever faked an orgasm and why?

of course. why? because i'm a woman and it's practically required by my culture that a woman never bruise the ego of someone who has no idea how to blow her skirt up. (and G*d forbid you should offer them help)

have you ever faked interest in a partner's family?

I laughed when I read this because it is so true. Although now that I am older I have to say I don't bother.

No, I will be polite if needed, but I won't fake interest. I only had one partner this was really an issue with, I just never had anything to do with them.

Have you ever done something that shook your trust in yourself and how do/did you recover from that?

yes. and i havent recovered. sometimes we dont recover, we just adapt to the shift in our perception of ourselves. when we cant adapt or learn to embrace the truth about ourselves we're forced to choose survival rather than living. in the last 2 months i've discovered that the choices i've made have insured my survival but not an actual life. that truth is more painful and more disconcerting than my original mistake. an interesting study in karma. put another way, i got what i deserve.


have you found that you are more or less tolerant as you get older? why do you think that is?

I think it depends on the situation, really. But lately, I find myself more tolerant. Why? Because its just not worth it sometime, I think why would I bother to let myself get all worked up over something that probably won't matter next week.

If you could change one thing in your life -- what would it be?

no.

my wife.

Nomads Questioned, Answered:

I think it depends on the situation, really. But lately, I find myself more tolerant. Why? Because its just not worth it sometime, I think why would I bother to let myself get all worked up over something that probably won't matter next week.

If you could change one thing in your life -- what would it be?

That life could give do-overs and that I could turn back time.

picking up the thread
 

what do you wish other people knew about you?

That while it might seem great from the outside, sometimes, often really, I feel that being considered attractive by many is not all it's cracked up to be.

Do you have a particular fear that you know is irrational yet it still holds you back?

"irrational: adjective; from Latin irrationalis; in - "not" and rationalis - "reason".

1. without the faculty of reason; deprived of reason.
2.without or deprived of normal mental clarity or sound judgment.
3.not in accordance with reason; utterly illogical: irrational arguments.
4.not endowed with the faculty of reason"

given a clear definition, yes. bugs that insist on suddenly occupying space that belongs to me at that moment (ditto spiders, bats, rodents, teenagers and perfume models)

i also have one or two fears that do not involve a lack of reason but a lack of cojones. sue me. :huhlaugh:

do you deprive yourself of something vital to your well being and if so, why?

yes, because she's my mom.

how do you space yourself from negative people?

i dont. i never learned how.

how do you offer yourself forgiveness?

I don't know if I offer it or simply work through the issue and take it as part of the whole difficult process. Excellent question thank you.


How often do you set the "ego" on the shelf.

Not to damn long lol unless you want to see someone cranky as hell.

Do you climax easily or does it take awhile?

***depends... if i'm fucked like a jackhammer then yes i'll come early. if not, it will take a while...

what style when having sex do you like best??

Depends on my mood, arousal, and who I am with (or thinking about).

How do you find that balance between selfish and self care?

Do I have to have a favorite lol? Guess if I did it would be taking her from behind.

Can you do acrobatics in bed ?

Not sure on that one I'm a pretty giving person. I usally think of the other person needs first . I have learned not to be as giving as before but it's hard for me lol.

What do you really want out of life?

to be a good dad

How old are you?

To old lol 53.

Do you have 20/20 eye sight?

Actually 20/15 since my surgery.

What do you do to make your self feel better when you are sad?

I don't think so --
but I don't wear specs

I communicate when I am sad and/or do art and/or eat and/or sleep. But never all at the same time.

Did you relax any today?

***NICE!!! I love doggy style :D

i cannot do acrobatic in bed...

what is the First thing you do right after having sex??

Try to go out and be around friends who lift my spirit.


Do you cry at sad movies?