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That i hope She hasn't killed anyone in there
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Just sitting here, thinking... - i applied to take a Nursing course, finally.. the lack of self-esteem has prevented me from doing that for years... To finally submit & pay for my application, and be waiting to find out if i am accepted, makes me smile big.. Even if i am not accepted, it's a win for me because i have taken the step to TRY.. And, i have the confidence to reapply because i don't take no for an answer, hehe.. - i have actually taken the steps to start my own weight loss support group at work... i approached management, and the wellness committee, who totally went for the idea, and asked me to lead the project, which ... okay, i'm petrified, LOL.. but, where did this confidence come from? And to know i will help inspire others, and also gain inspiration from them, is such a tremendous honor..And so, this week i will be working on some projects to get it underway, and will be choosing a date at the end of April.. And the feedback from co-workers who are excited for this to start, has me over the moon excited.. - Our future, plans We're making, Our reality - i can't wait.. The steps forward we make, the time We are taking and serious downright planning of Our lives, together - ♥ Our children, Our friends, Our families, everything coming together - being a part of one another's reality.. And while the distance is difficult, We make the best of Our everyday until We will be together.. finally... The countdown is ON.. i'm an excited, happy & very blessed girl, to be His, completely. Life, is really blossoming for me, in SO many ways.. If i would have said any of this were to happen a year ago, i wouldn't have believed it.. To think, Our love began with a container of peach sorbet.. To think, after years and years of battling my own inner demons, i would have the strength, determination and ability to not only push myself but to not even recognize myself, who is this girl? lol.. i really like her though! |
It's been a crazy week #2 at my new job, and I got my first paycheck. Justa $49 more than my last job at the shop with my dad. I am frustrated because I busted my ass for 2 years at school and left my dad at the shop alone to move on with my life....for a whole $49 more a week. I still don't have health insurance or any type of benefits. I am still gonna struggle. It will get better, and I am moving in the right direction with this new job...it will quickly become a career, but I am going to have to struggle even longer. This ain't my first rodeo!
Chin is up...pushing through! I am blessed to have this new job and opportunity...gotta find the good!! |
5 days and 7 hours from now.. I get to sweep you up in my arms, I cant wait
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Sagittarius: Although romance may be in the air today, it's difficult to make it last. You're so eager to engage your heart in an interaction with someone special that it's tricky to separate your fantasies from what's actually happening. Talking about your feelings helps, but don't expect a miracle because there could be very real differences of opinion between you and another person now. Nevertheless, you can respect an opposing point of view without having to agree with it.
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All the chores I need to get done before starting my new job
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my peace and calm these days.. It feels wonderful, to let things roll off of me..
Not taking on other people's stress and worrying about myself for a change, the love of my life , Our children, Our family and what's in Our own backyard.. i always worried so much about what other people thought about me, and know now that there wasn't any need for that.. nor was it healthy. What matters, is that i am happy with the person i am, that i am good to myself, the ones i love and am a kind hearted soul to humankind.. And also, that at the end of the day, i can say i am proud of who i am, what i've done and every step forward i have taken for me and the people i love.. While i love my friends, and love getting to know people around me.. We are all different, unique and wonderful in our own ways.. and there is simply no room to judge or think others are wrong because opinions aren't like my own, & vice versa.. So i really feel i am in such a good headspace.. Because a year ago, i was so negative with myself, and often took on other people's negativity as my own too. Also, in worrying about what other's thought of me, i felt i couldn't be myself or do the things i loved, to make other people happy.. Being confident enough to see myself as a unique and wonderful soul is so, so, SO many steps forward for me.. i am very proud of how far i have come.. And i am happy, from my head down to my cute 'lil toes.. *wiggles them* - my heart & soul is smiling, constant.. |
How tender sweet and wonderful I find you baby. I wanna wrap you up in my arms
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my stuffy headachy head... I am over this chest cold.. and the sinus pressure that comes and goes.. I thought I was getting better but not yet.. grrrrr...
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how quiet the house is,I like quiet coffee time. Waiting for my sexy girlfriend to wake up so I can hear her sleepy sexy voice... enough to make me go *thud*
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That i am leaving later for work this morning because i need to stop at the Register of Deeds office to be sworn in for my Notary renewal/reappointment...
How much i miss Clay and hate leaving to come back here on Sundays... How we both had that hinky feeling at the same time about my former route to/from the Island... How much better/safer/quicker the new route is... What an amazing weekend we had...especially yesterday... The strength and depth of our relationship...i love you Honey! |
...beating a busy week
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...waiting for the phone to ring, knowing that the hospital will be calling when it's the end...and how weird it feels to swing in and out of "normal" until that happens.
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Jo,
you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Also, her. How adorable she is. My babygirl makes me soo proud. I hope she gets the good news she is waiting for. . :love1: |
whats on my mind shouldnt be posted here http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v652/rubydoo2/694.gif
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I have this one friend that's right into politics and tells me all the crooked crap that goes on and how bad things are getting, but no one will listen. And even if they do hear what's going on, they don't care because they don't think any of it will affect them, but it will!
The worst part is knowing that this crap is going on and there's not a damn thing I can do about it. |
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As they say...sometimes you're the statue, and sometimes you're the pigeon. ;) |
The sudden surge of new cases at work...
Found one of my cat's fangs on the bed this morning...poor thing, lost her left lower... my Beloved... |
Communication is on my mind....
I enjoy being able to have deep talks with you. I enjoy how willing you are to be open and communicate. I enjoy how you are able to recieve the same level of open communication from me. thank you for being the woman you are |
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