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The nature of pissed up (drunk) hat rustlers.
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how fortunate I am at this time in my life, I can make changes w/o the hassle of worry.How happy I am that I have that to fall back on.
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i can finally get a hold of my ins...i hope its not a long,drawn out process..i do not wanna have to deal with another lawyer
that no matter how bad i think things are now they could be a lot worse |
what is on my mind ....................
is Fla justice system is stupid.... i just can NOT believe they let this idiot out on bail......... i mean WTF!!!! http://usnews.msnbc.msn.com/_news/20...ting-case?lite |
Decisions, decisions, decisions.
Also, I may not talk to people here but I have a place to come read and work out some of what I need to work out internally. |
Justin <3 <3 <3
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How easy the conversations are :)
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conversations that began with frustration and ended with understanding and a new outlook on how to make it bloom again.
I love you Sir.... |
listening to the breeze blowing the japanese wind chimes.. remembering "mom" brought those home from a vacation.. letting my mind relax an wander all over. praying my family has a safe ride down here for bike week. thinking im a week away from the 3rd aniversary of my ex passing.. wow i never though i could live alone this long. never though i would still be feeling it. wondering if the woman ive never met could be the next one for me maybe im making a mistake by not talking with her. thinkin i was lucky the doc gave me my injections in my back today(he usually only will on thru) so ill be able to ride this week. lol my mind is all over the place this eve.. does that mean it will be empty tomorrow?
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I am getting back to what I used to do...thinking good, positive thoughts, and looking forward, not back. It is time for my life to keep moving on a positive path....I want to be successful, I want to be kind, I want to be loving, I want to make people smile, and I want my heart to be happy.
My heart is very happy..it is my mind that is so busy trying to avoid that left at the fork in the road...I must stay positive, I will continue to tell myself every day that I am on the right path, and no one or no thing will deter me. My life is good. I am thankful. |
The yummy smells coming from the kitchen!!! Thanks Breathless!! :-D
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It hit 101* here in Tucson yesterday.....and I thought of this from 15 years ago...... Go Where It's Warm Ask yourself what are you really getting out of your behavior are you full or are you empty trying to empty others I did not know a kind person from cruel long ago so I asked my friend how do I know where to go who's nice who will treat me right go where it's warm she told me I had to stop asking why they were mean distant cold shitty and start asking why am I here what am I getting out of this no one is a victim everyone's a volunteer it may take a moment to figure out how to dodge the bullet but so long as you're trying you ain't a victim if I bang my head on a brick wall five times and get five lumps why am I surprised if I bang it a sixth time and get a sixth lump insanity doing the same things over and over expecting different results they may not treat you as you deserve are you making the choices you desesrve that's where backbone and spine come in I took her advice went to where it's warm started holding myself responsible for where I found myself my life if you have to wonder if you are loved, it's too cold if you have to sit in darkness too long, it's too cold if you are hurt, more than you are nurtured, it's too cold if you don't feel whole full secure it's too cold go where it's warm. |
Got alot on my mind right now, but all good :D
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I was sleeping so sound... now wide awake before alarm is due to go off... the thoughts on my mind are less overwhelming today, especially since a bank deposit has been made. ... I'm thinking how good it will feel to get home to my Peaceful Pond Cottage for a three day weekend and to meditate on my "fork in the road". ..things might feel overwhelming at times, but I must remind myself of just how much more positive things are than a couple years ago... thanks G, for reminding me to step back and be thankful for the positive.
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Knowing the lawn needs a haircut, and so do I~
, the roses big and beautiful, cut and arranged for a shut in, the kitten asleep on my foot, and knowing that I can do this, one day at a time. |
We should be closing on our house VERY soon now..
Our wedding is in 32 days.... :blink: Excited to see what our chaplain comes up with for the ceremony :rrose: Just sometimes it still surprises me... my sister texted me earlier "Dude...You're getting married in a month!" Hell to the yeah I am :cigar2: Now what the hell will I post about after we have purchased the house and gotten married? Egads..... |
I should be sleeping.
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The hotel ...so far away from home... feels so cold and sterile tonight ...not a comfy luxury welcoming familiar feeling ... with working so hard and spending so much time on the highway, how can I bring a bit of that home comfort with me? All wrapped up in my warm, fuzzy bathrobe missing my puppies and my own bed... the sounds of the country as I walk outside barefoot under the crisp clear sky... the comfort of my own surroundings and home, familiar sounds, feelings and sensory inputs .... .being free to walk about as I please without disturbing my neighbors ... I need to find temporary housing here, but am very hesitate to give up my farm house because of how safe and comfortable it is... good thing the airplanes aren't too noisy tonight and there's no rowdy neighbors slamming doors..
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That i can never sleep when She is out on a call, especially a fire call.
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back in da day...
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