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why do I keep doing this to myself ?
I am stressing over this trip
-is my gear right -is my conditioning good enough -is the weather going to hold out -is this insane that I keep doing this? but I stress over every trip...like I dont have enough to really worry about. |
Stressed? Who, Me? Do I look stressed?
Yeah okay I admit I'm stressed, My surgery is in two days and I admit I'm kinda freaking out here :bolt: |
The tips of my nerves are frazzled and starting to spark.
Should I be concerned? :blink: |
What stresses me out? Lately, everything! lol
I was approved for a $6000 education grant, and was approved to 3 different schools. Normally, this would be a good thing. But for me... I'm terrified! lol Firstly, I don't know which school to pick...one is a local community college, one is a really good tech school, and the other is the University of North Carolina. All three are good schools, but I'm confused. I have three different areas of instruction that I'm interested in, but I can't seem to choose. Also, the biggest fear is this: I'm almost 31. It's been ages since I've been to school. What if I can't hack it? I'm scared of failure... I have other various daily stresses, which I really need to find a good release for! lol |
Hey Dixie,
I get what your saying about not sure you can hack school again at a later age in life. Heck try being my age, which is several years older than you and having to do it. I"m in the midst of doing that now, and yeah, I have good and bad semesters, mainly due to physical problems with my back that interfere and then the drugs I had to take for my back causing problems being able to focus. I decided almost a year ago not to take those heavy drugs anymore so I could focus better, and wella, the anxiety has taken over my focusing ability along with my depression running amock, and not to mention my PTSD going haywire. It's hugely an interference for me at times. So, I get what your afraid of. Hang in there, you'll be alright. Just take it slow, get your feet wet a bit, then work yourself up to more classes. Good luck. |
Yep, had more stress added to my plate yesterday. It's just not going to end like it needs to. I am so done you can stick a fork in me.
Signed, CrispyCritter |
The MOD and the FD Manager went at it yesterday at our staff meeting. Awkwaaaaard and stressful. Hopefully, they will resolved the issue when I come back from my days off.
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Big ball of stress here.
So much to do, so little time to do it all in. Grieving, cleaning, moving...trying to hold everyone together. Now our cat is sick. Whaa whaa whaa........ |
Stress uggg Is it possible to implode from stress Hope not, or there will be a mess:nailbitin: |
I don't think my stress level is going to drop anytime soon dammit. In fact, I know it's not.:explode:
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Tomorrow, I shall be stressed. Today, I rest.
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Still stressed out, but meds are here now!! YAY !!!
I saw the New Doc today!!! |
I am VERY stressed out. Let's see what is on my plate...
*My sister Jo died a year and a few months ago. I had to help her die from skin cancer. *My Godfather died less than a year ago from brain cancer. *I may have cancer - I am still waiting for the report to come back in. *My bio-parents moved in with their favorite daughter, my sister. They have financially wrote out all of their other children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren from their Will. My one sister will inherit everything, and has no intention of being fair with any of her siblings. *As I am aging I am finding out who are my true friends are. *As I am aging I am finding out who my true family is. *My car is ready to die. It is 11 yo, but has 200+K miles on it, and needs all kind of work. *I have to keep my home up (staining shutters, deck, etc.). *I am constantly worried about how I am going to pay for my healthcare bills, and pharmacy bills (and even more so if I do have cancer). *Internet rumors. I am frustrated that they still come up. What is even more frustrating is that people actually believe them. Sheesh. :fastdraq: |
I'm stressed out about a talk I will be giving in front of my department on Saturday. It's kind of meant to be a hazing, I think, for first-year grad students, and the professors are known to ask lots of really tough questions. And I'm very nervous about public speaking even in the best case scenario.
That said, I have resolved to give the presentation with confidence, if I can. If it's panned, that's okay -people have far, far more important things to worry about than this, I understand- but I don't want to be shaky, uncertain, to come off like I'm terrified, even if I am. Fuck it. That's what I say, fuck it. No more being petrified of stupid things. Life really is too short. Phew, thanks for listening :) Just had to get that off my chest. |
Stressed? Who me?
:bigcry: You better believe it! :wtf: |
Its only 12 more days till the end of the school year....
... My students are freaking out ... My kids are freaking out ... I STILL dont see any sunshine ... AND... I want it to be the end of the year as much as everyone else! |
Do you ever get so stressed that you just can't even write about it?!
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Like Gemme I do something similar when super angry...or frustrated beyond all limits. |
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