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Kätzchen 03-07-2013 03:55 AM

I have a few faults which have evolved over time. Some of my faults actually help me and other faults leave me in a state of emotional distress or impair my ability to act in immediate ways.

One “Fault” that can be helpful: I seem to have an ability to identify difficult-to-name behaviors. I have been told by others that I seem to have a ‘gift’ for identifying things of this nature, but what others may not realize is that it is not a gift: My ability to do this finds its roots in having suffered on-going issues of abuse in my own family (growing up) and also in a small handful of romantic relationships. I would say that the downside to this ‘gift’ or ‘fault’ is that it slows my ability to develop close relationships. In some cases of particular clusters of difficult-to-identify behaviors, I create an extremely wide berth of distance between myself and these particular individuals; because while their sets of behaviors can be very scary, I take great care to make sure that my personal sense of safety and well-being is least likely to be violated. But really, I see it as an upside to building safe and healthy relationships.

Faults of mine that are not so helpful: I can be rather quiet. I enjoy quietness within my own life at home, but I tend to temper the quiet side of life with random occasions of spur of the moment, over the top, loud and proud. But as I age, I seem to have to give more serious planning to the unquiet side of life. I tend to want it in small doses, repeatedly at times and I’ve been told that it’s annoying when I want to be quiet, rather than the opposite of quiet. I can be rather moody. Moody as in, I come across as rather a spoiled brat at times and if grapes are not peeled the right way with me, more than likely my spoiled side might get a bit out of control. My son’s have seen me this way before and usually call out my spoiled side; but also, depending on my mood, I have been known to make a mountain out of a mole hill and make it incredibly difficult to scale the precipice of my desires. If I experience fear, I will shut down immediately. And once this happens, it takes tremendous effort on my part to dislodge myself from what ever has caused me to become fearful. Sometimes I am able to help myself over come fear in a relatively fast way. Other times, it can be weeks to months – one time it was ten years; but time and distance helped in that particular case of fear.

Dude 03-07-2013 09:11 AM

problems with authority figures for $500 , please
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Ms Tinkerbelly (Post 762555)
I have a lead foot...vroooommmmmmmm

when pulled over
I growl at :police:

just this week
<enter motorcycle cop with lights-a-blazing>

I said to myself " please , control your face "
and for the very first time evah
I got a warning without an enormous ticket

it's not an attitude problem
it's a face problem? ;]

TheMerryFairy 03-07-2013 09:29 AM

Not being able to get out of my own head sometimes. Or the opposite, getting hung up that I can't figure out my own thoughts.

Spirit Dancer 03-09-2013 10:39 AM

Impatience
Hate being late for anything
When angry or upset i need space
Faults and flaws i own them, they make me who i am.
Perfectly flawed with faults.

dixie 03-11-2013 04:26 PM

Well....this could take a while so I might need to break it down into installments lol

- slightly egotistical/vain
- sometimes selfish
- feelings hurt easily
- pouty
- bossy
- harsh
- absent-minded
- sometimes lazy
- jealous
- picky
- obsessive
- dramatic
- overly excitable
- impatient
- anti-social
- moody/cranky
- distant
- disillusioned
- potty mouthed
- nosey
- extremely distrustful
- impulsive
- awkward
- sometimes talk too much, sometimes not enough...either way I usually say the exact wrong things


KCBUTCH 03-11-2013 04:32 PM

Impulsive
THINKS THINKS THINKS
can be too compromising
rationalizes others faults away

CA_BabyCakes 03-11-2013 04:42 PM

*Sometimes I expect too much from people.

*I lack a filter and find it hard to not say what I feel.

*Stubborn.

*Impulsive.

meridiantoo 03-14-2013 01:11 AM

7) I'm a shopaholic. Pretty things that catch my eyes and products seducing me with promise of a younger appearance get me every time.

Luckydwg07 03-18-2013 06:49 PM

I'm an extremist and then I'm not

Girl_On_Fire 03-18-2013 10:37 PM

Hmmmm....
  • I'm very literal
  • I get confused easily
  • I'm clumsy as all get out
  • I'm extremely emotionally sensitive
  • I either don't notice you or I imprint on you like a baby duck :blink: (I'm working on this)
  • I shut down and "disappear" when frightened or overwhelmed
  • I'm easy to agitate
  • I don't heal, I scar (physically and emotionally)

I understand some of these are just sort of character traits but they can sometimes cause conflict with others and be perceived as faults.

~ocean 03-18-2013 11:10 PM

~ I do know exactly what my fault is ~ gets me in trouble alot ~

fever 03-19-2013 04:12 AM

Pondering
 
The brain of a Gemini never stops. As you can see, I am up late again tonight.

I lend money very foolishly sometimes, and that is a fault, because sometimes my children or even myself have suffered because of it.

I adore younger butches. There is an energy of a guy around 42 - 45 that fascinates me and draws me in. (However, butches in that age category go after femmes in their 20's). So, call me foolish rather than faulty. lol

I live on femme time, or have been told that is what it is called. But, for the love of me, can't find that chapter in the femme manual. I may need a prodding now and then, but maybe I just enjoy the prodding? :seeingstars:

I procrastinate. I do believe it is bedtime...........

Daktari 03-19-2013 06:55 AM

Depends what day it is...:|

Character defects and faults fluctuate depending on so many variables.

peachy 03-19-2013 08:28 AM

When I'm upset I lose all control and swear like a navvy. I get very foul mouthed and unladylike and launch into a tirade of insults, but it's just a front so no one will see what a soft little kitten wrapped around your finger I will be with the right word or a smile from you.

Basically if you get me swearing at you it means I REALLY like you lol

Gráinne 03-19-2013 11:25 AM

I realized in my counseling appointment today that given a situation in which I need to act, I'll get all convinced I'm right, have great insight into situations and what I should be doing, have determination...then start second-guessing, doubting, and wibbly. I started doing this a lot in my marriage, and it just became a bad habit.

It's probably first cousins with my dumbing myself down and clarifying every statement or action I take.

little_ms_sunshyne 03-19-2013 01:57 PM

Sometimes I just can't say the things my heart wants to. My heart is more compassionate and forgiving but my head is stubborn and makes me put up a wall. I withdraw then. I could sit there and wrestle with my thoughts for what feels like hours. In the end, outcome is the same.I become temporarily mute and thus appearing as if though I am an ice princess. I really wish that was not the case.

MsM 03-19-2013 02:08 PM

1. Impatient
2. Capricious
3. Domineering (the boy says I'm dominant, not domineering. I say connotations aside I'm both)
4. I tend to want to reward myself with food. I'm not a dog, and that's a terrible habit. (almost done with this flaw, worked hard on it for 2 years now)
5. Vulgar
6. I expect too much of myself, and am then too hard on myself when I fail.

Ascot 03-19-2013 02:34 PM

I tend to set pretty high standards for myself, and I am apt to let them slosh over on to other people. It's easy for me to lose sight of the fact that not everyone can or even should be expected to meet them.

In my excitement to share new ideas and knowledge it is quite possible that I sometimes come across as pedantic. What can I say? I was a Humanities major as an undergrad.

As someone else mentioned, there's my whole bouquet of issues with authority. No doubt they play a large role in my being self employed.

TheMerryFairy 03-19-2013 03:07 PM

If I am at work and we are busy, I cannot turn the other way to go on lunch or my break until we have taken care of most of the customers. While this may be a good thing in most cases, it can sometimes result in my internal clock being thrown off.

s0litude 03-19-2013 03:42 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheMerryFairy (Post 770099)
If I am at work and we are busy, I cannot turn the other way to go on lunch or my break until we have taken care of most of the customers. While this may be a good thing in most cases, it can sometimes result in my internal clock being thrown off.

I get hyper-focused as well. Made me hell-on-wheels when I was supervising in call centers because I was so dedicated, and it showed. BUT... I also learned that you'll get better results, perform better, feel better, etc. if you also tend to your own needs... oh, like EATING and take a moment to get some fresh air.

Just a thought. ;)


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