Did you just know
 

We have been talking for years. I enjoyed all of our conversations. I have not been in love in years. I can honestly say ive only been in love once. I have loved but it wasnt deeply. I walked away from them. I am ready now to take her hand and give her my heart. I knew and know now shes the grl for me.

I've been there, yes. I've been there on my end and been told no from the other they aren't ready. It's all good. I believe in putting it out there and seeing what lands and what sticks.

I've known u since u were Harley to me , funny sarcastic humor , a deff. bad boi *winks ** ,full of adventure stories , wich always left me shaking my head ~~ now I intend to take your hand forever more. ~~
Yours Only,
~ ocean

Yes.
Only once.


Happy Thanksgiving 2012 to all you BF-ers!

There were times when I THOUGHT I knew...and a time when I REALLY knew... :)

I knew once before but it was short lived cuz if disease. I spent years thinking I would never find that again. Settled for what I THOUGHT was it and tried like hell for it to be.

From our first chat that lasted what 5 whole minutes to me driving up to meet her a week early I KNEW she was different.

The moment she got out of her car I was blown away but the moment we wrapped our arms around each other I KNEW that what I had had years early was something special but THIS exceeded it by ten fold atleast.

My heart finally found its home full of happiness and joy. Things I had never really known till her.

I thank God daily for her and that he keeps the wool over her eyes

Yes! I have had those "instant" spark connections several times in my life, but only a few did I ever think more would come to be. Occasionally I find myself half hoping I am overthinking it so I don't fall further and the other half is wonder if the feeling is mututal. Most of my relationships have developed through long conversations and lots of opportunities to interact through shared interests.

I know what I know ~ the rest is a mystery ~:)

I felt that one time in my life....I was at a night club that had two stories to it. I was about to climb the steps to leave at the end of the night. I looked up and saw her just as she saw me. our eyes locked. My heart was captured. We had a wonderful month together. Unfortunately she had life to deal with as I did....Our paths crossed one more time but I had just sobered up and was trying to live an honest life. I was with someone and had to tell her. We parted that day and never met again. Sigh.....

Knowing doesnt make it happen. There are matters that keep people apart, even tho they Know.

in saying that, there have been several moments/people in my life when I KNEW we would become or were already connected.

My Samarai was the strongest. Before she stepped out of the car, before I even laid eyes on her, my face was literally turned to face her coming, made to open my third eye, felt my heart chakra break open its stitches, and when she came close up to me, the air between us waved, the significance of our meeting was palpable and generations of lives tilt awhirled around us making THIS life so significant/insignificant in the score of where we had already trodden...

yes... we never so much as kissed or even held hands, but just her hand brushing up against my arm while reaching for the same thing or vice versa was enough to make us both stop in our tracks.......it was unspoken between both of us, but was just known...if that makes sense...oh how I wished I would have just kissed her, just grabbed her and kissed her and whispered to her how I really felt...just so that she would Know without question......

Gosh...Regrets have a way of trying to eat you alive

I can say YES, although it must have been knowing for whatever the time we were meant to be- because we aren't anymore.
But I would still say YES

Yes, very much so... only once... and we are not together anymore.... but I will never forget what we once had ...amazing .... but ' bitter sweet' .

ohhhhhh ~bella, @bitter sweet ~ always lingers ~ lol

Oh ........ for about 4 years now. Never met in person. Just a photograph. Long talks on the phone. After all this time, now I'm having dreams about him and I together. Totally ridiculous. I have no idea what my problem is regarding this person. Must be a joke from the Universe.

I was jack lighted like a deer in headlights when I first saw his photo. He was jack lighted like a bull in rut when he saw mine.... and yet... nothing, nada, zilch, nunca, zero.

I cut my ties to him. Now the dreams have started. fuckmebuffy. It's worse than ever now.

The heart wants what the heart wants.

i'm so screwed :seeingstars:

Yes. Once Upon A Time over thirty-five years ago, when my gaze first fell upon my wife-to-be of thirty-five years, at the local lesbian community center. We were the only two in there when the director introduced us. I can't explain it othen then, it was like we were in star filter, that was surrounding us, alone, and I can still see the starry look in her eyes. There was an instant connection.Then, she asked me if I'd like to go for a walk...