what is crappie . blade . no pun intended lol

I miss the sound of my Radio DJ friend who decided drinking herself to death was better than living. We were great friends and though I tried, there was nothing that was going to stop her from ending her life with a bottle of booze. My only regret is that I got mad because she kept drunk calling me and I erased her last voice mail where she was actually sober. Rest in peace my friend Lisa M.

I miss the 5:30 am walk to the bakery

I miss that sound you make when a kiss is about to become something else

I miss the morning coffee moment

I miss the cats

I miss feeling useful

I miss the way you smell

I miss the way things were on the train

I miss the way things were before they weren't that way anymore

I Miss
 

I miss playing slots with my mom.

I miss watching football with my dad

I miss hearing my father's supportive voice saying "That's right, Baby, that's right."

I miss knowing that my mom is only a phone call away.

I miss hearing "I love You" from my mom and dad

I miss my mom's cornbread and peas

I miss sitting quietly with my dad on his favorite cement bench in front of the Black Warrior River.

I miss hearing my mom say "I know you can do it."

I miss seeing, hearing, and feeling the love between my parents.

That last shot in the corner packet that wobbled but didn fall in the pocket.That onery ball cost me team the chanch to play in the city pool league championships,I replayed the shot a zillion times,I know I couldnt have done anymore to make it.
But,next Thursday the last game for the ladies teams we play for the right to
play in the city tourney..one more game.I'm told its only game but as I see it lots of people get really hot about the game winning and loseing can be quite a statement.

....
 

I miss seeing my lil sis having fun.

I miss her being physically able to do life.

I miss seeing her have things to look forward to.

I miss having to watch her animals cuz she is going on vacation.

But i cherish my time with her.

Catching a wave
the beach
deep sea fishing
drift boat fishing
skim boarding the wake at the beach
latenight bonfires
Sun Fest and the concerts
sometimes I miss Fla

Smell
 

The smell of a femmes neck as I pull her close...

I miss the little things. The looks, the hugs, the cup of coffee out of the blue while writing my papers.

Being called Honey, Sweety or Babe.

What I miss.......


The twinkle in her eyes
The sound of her laughing at my jokes
The feel of her hand in mine as we walk
The closeness of being in the same place

Waking in the middle of the nite just to move closet to her to tell her I love her
The way she kisses me
The way she smells after a shower
Seeing her smile when nothing is happening but us just talking

I miss her more and more by the minute
But knowing she will b here soon helps me thru

Time

That sensual feeling as someone special is standing behind me, just inches away.. .hearing and feeling the care in their voice...I could close my eyes and not touch them, but feel their presence ...

My son's laughter and jokes and beautiful blue eyes...

Daffodils

Random romance (that I intentionally no longer allow myself)

And...Skyline Drive

I miss the Femme attention.
I miss flirting.
I miss being with a Femme.

i miss my favorite nail file .. has anyone seen it ? ~~

Only you .... lmao ... you're my kind of gal ... luva you sister friend:wine:

I miss my Mom and my Aunt . Family is so important . I know sometimes we get irritated when they tell us what to do ... but I miss that now .

Can't say I miss someone to love , I've never had it, it was always what I could do for someone , so now I'm concentrating on me! I miss me !!

Is it ok to post something I've never had and have wanted/wished for?

I'd love someday for someone to be waiting for me, excited, when I finish a marathon, ready to hug me and congratulate me.

I miss So.California. The palm trees, the ocean and esp. the beaches. It has a special 'flair' I also miss so much!..waaaaahhhh, I want to go home!

Home and Hearth
 

being a crazy Femme Top who loves and lives in the world of D/s and 24/7 service I really really love making my person feel adored and cared for in my home... so I miss

cooking something with them in mind
changing my sheets just to know they will smell of our sex soon
waking him up with my mouth
putting him to sleep with my mouth

I miss living close to the shore. The sandy beaches, the smell of the ocean air, the gentle breeze, the boardwalk, caramel apples....ahhhh.

I miss the voice calming me through the storms of life & the arms holding me as I drift into sleep

mmmmmmmmmmmm
 

I miss going to the beach and wa lking the boardwalk in the evening sunset twilight hours. Feeling the breeze ad smelling the salt water air. I miss enjoying an ice-cream cone while on this summertime adventure. :sigh:

saturday mornings.
 

waking up gently with no alarm, having a hand run up and down from my thigh to hip to waist to breast, and back again. being pushed onto my back and having my thighs opened for a sleepy morning's dose of lovemaking. the smell of warm covers and mid-morning sun mixing with last night's cologne or perfume and sex. tasting salty skin before a shower. seeing the goofy half-smile that says "good morning. we look like a mess, and i still love you more." knowing each other so well that not a single word needs to be spoken. hearing morning whimpers and feeling wrapped-up, knowing i'm safe and being watched over.

Red is gone for another week! I miss her.

I miss my dog Matty....hiking just isnt the same without her... :(

Wellllll...
 

I miss being able to grab him and throwing him around whooping on his ass at anytime I feel like it...

*twitch*

What do I miss??

Right now I am missing a good hardcore thump session with someone that can give it and take it till there's nothing left in either of us to give or take just so I could release all this infuriating energy!!
:training:

I miss...
 

Lying in the dark with "her" on warm summer nights like tonight... her breast cool against my cheek... while she ran her fingers softly through my hair.

I miss having a buddy to fish with, and crazy friends to go camping with.

I miss being partnered.

I miss the beach in February ..feeling the awe and loving every minute I spent there.

.... back rubs
.... picking up seashells
...taking pictures of the sunrise and sunset