How did I get here ?????
Everything happens for a reason.......
I want the answers now Please ??????

She was my best friend. A dog that didn't care if you smelled or not. All that she cared about was getting love. I couldn't take her for a quick walk because she wanted love from everyone she met. Everyone loved her but I loved her the most. I will miss you Lilly, more than you'll ever know.

Great big huge hugs to you...so sorry to read this....it's a horrible kind of pain...(w)

just screwed up.plain and simple.screwed up.feel like an as#

I don't want to leave for work. I know I am going to be interpreting in front of a huge crowd with no "real" consumers, so it's all dog pony. I'd much rather just watch TV and chill... but gotta do what I gotta do... **peeling myself off my office chair**

Thank you!

I'm going to tear out all the carpet in our house. Then sand and paint the sub-floor until I can decide what type of flooring I want to put down. (I have been "deciding" about the floor for two years)

On my mind is that I'm thinking I might be crazy to try to tackle this all on my own. But two years with the funky carpet the house had when we bought it is way too long. And since I can't seem to decide how to match the new floor to the old hardwood, without spending enough for a new house, I have to do something. Maybe I should stop *thinking* about it and just do it.

So, tomorrow, me and a box cutter have a date. Oh gosh. Pray for me!

I know I can not talk you out of it so just please please please just take care of those fingers!!!!! I need 'em to feed me! :praying: Lol.

Seriously, just do one little section at a time and just take it easy. Do NOT overheat. :worried:


Your Daddy,
Brute.

Are you stalking me??


I promise I will be careful.........ish!!


And I will NOT let myself overheat. That IS a promise.

......No. Well.....maybe. It's allowed cause we're married.


Off To Read Rules Of Planet,
Brute.

A Dr appt in a couple of days with a heck of a lot riding on it.

I really hate needing anything medical and work hard on taking care of myself.

I have to accept that I can't fix everything myself.

:thinking:

My friends upcoming surgery and me helping take care of her.

My invitation to a party on the 4th of July and worried about leaving my doggie home alone. He gets so scared.

Missing my girl a lot, while she is away for her Memere's funeral, but glad she is surrounded by loving family. Had a great visit with my favorite kids and 4 year old last week. I miss those squeeezzzeeee hugs and cuddles. Chaos at work, oh my.

That I really don't like coming anymore. My best friend won't be there. There won't be a tail wagging or little grunt noises or barks at the leaf that just went by. I know that I will have to pick her up from the vets and I'm looking forward to it. All I know is that I will stand strong and continue to love her even tho she's not here. I love you Lilly. Thanks for being the best dog I ever had and for loving me for me because I love you even tho you had stinky piggies.

Sorry I didn't look at my post. It's I'm NOT looking forward to picking up because then it will be final.

looks around for honesty ** is it under here nope >> behinde here ? nope >>>lifts up cushions stuck in there >>> nope ~ hmmm... ok who hid it ? :)