Date is set
here we go
Smiles

On my mind? Where I should look for another job. Not in a hurry, but looking around for somewhere to move. I dig Jersey, but I want to see what's doing out there. Any suggestions?

:)

Lot of things on my mind and heart tonight. Not usually one for putting much of my business on the internet but here goes. I went to see my most recent ex today apparently the only lie she didn't tell me is she does have cancer. She lied to me about other things figured this was a lie too. Guess I will be there for her as much as she will let me. She has a teacup chihuahua( think that's how it's spelt) that loves me and I'm very fond of too. L considers me her daddy and apparently so does the dog all you have to do is ask her where's her daddy and she will come right to me.So when the time comes I will take our fur daughter lol my cats may not like it much but oh well she is part of my life too. Sorry about the babbling on but my heart is really hurting tonight.

Joined 750words.com, as I have seen it talked about. I will make an effort to use it more often, if for no other reason than to empty my mind. :bunchflowers:

I want a nap! Essay done and submitted, critiqued two essays. Everything will be a breeze after this. Right? Right! Now I need to type up the wife's resume :praying:

A pretty scary and intense work assignment.

My ferret Smokey. He went blind in his left eye a while ago, but last week I noticed he went blind in his other eye too. He also has a tumor on his tail that has been bleeding frequently. He went to the vet last Friday, where she confirmed he was completely blind and needed surgery to remove the tumor. He is kind of adjusting to his blindness, we just have to be careful he doesn't fall off the bed. We also have to remember to call his name before picking him up, or he gets scared. I will bring him in for his surgery tomorrow and hopefully we won't have anymore issues for awhile. Now, I have a deaf dog, a blind ferret, and a bitchy chihuahua. Quite the combination.

I love my little guy, it's hard seeing him age and have these issues. :(

Soooo much going on right now! Nothing bad, just a lot to juggle!
School - finals week! :: scream!::
Vegas trip - might postpone, which kills me to wait but later is better, timing wise
Writer's retreat - was planned for December, might have to change to different date
Travel plans for next year
Keep my car or start planning for a new one?
Changes at work, including an office move! Ughhh
Dr appt next week - I'd be happy with physical therapy, I don't want surgery!

I agree, family is made from love not blood!!

on my mind
 

afraid that i'm losing it, afraid that history is going to repeat itself, afraid that i'm opening doors that should have remained closed, tired of hurting the person i love most in the whole world, really hating that i allow myself to have that thought because if i were really so unhappy about it i'd just stop doing it!

on my mind is the fear that i suck and that my suckage will make the lives of others suck as well

trying to catch some zzzzs but my new position has been consuming my mind. I'm so friggin excited! LOL :canadian:

Oy!!!
 

I'm about to dump a big ol' rant down here so bare with me...

So, my daughter has been with concerns about a health issue with her youngest (my newest grandbaby). Seems she felt it important enough to research and then bring it up to the pediatrician. It was confirmed today that the baby has what's called Pectus Excavatum, otherwise known as, funnel chest. It's where the breastbone grows inward instead of outward and can (in some cases) cause heart and/or lung issues later in life. Right now the baby has a mild case of it and may only have this level but it can increase in seriousness as she begins to go through puberty and adolescent growths. I did a little research into it through the Mayo Clinic's site today while at work and, yes, I do have concerns... of course I would, but where I am really concerned is with my daughter. She tends to get so into the negative of things that it brings her into depressions. Yes we will keep a check on the baby and keep up with the doctors if we notice things changing and they haven't made efforts to do anything but right now... it's my daughter that is my main focus. Ugh! :sigh:

Then I come home to a note wedged in my mailbox. First thought... the landloard! Nope it was from a complaining neighbor with poor timing and a pathetic attempt at sarcasm. It went something to the affect of:

"Dear 202,

I am asking that you control your need to stomp on the floors. I am a hardworking tenant and I am unable to sleep when this is happening. And, your role-playing is also too loud! Might want to try to control that!

Thanks,
102"

My reply was something to the affect of:

"Although I appreciate your efforts to maintain a quiet atmosphere, you may want to research who you are complaining to first of all. See, my apt "202" is NOT above your 102. In fact my apt is NOT above or below any other apt. I have a two-story apt and it's located over the stairwell and foyer. Furthermore, I am rarely on my first floor and I too am a hardworking tenant so I would appreciate that you get this matter tended to OR we can all take this up with our landlord. Oh and btw we really need to find out who it is that cranks up the crappy music!

Thanks,
202"

Not a good day to be messing with me when my thoughts are with my babies and grandbabies!!
:mohawk:

Chocolate.


That Is All,
Brute.

Speaking of chocolate.....did you take the chocolate that my mom bought?? I can't find it. I'm also a little worried it's gonna melt all over your truck.


Sorry, derail!