Now that I've downloaded lots of more music....

My playlist is now up to 259 songs....

And now it may be bedtime... I think.

wondering what little munchkin stole the box of kleenex that was in this room?
Anyone want a beagle?

I really can't believe I am up right now... However... I can't seem to go back to sleep.

I really can't believe what I just read.

Wow

Seriously ?????

Not a damn thing. And that's just the way I like my sundays.

deep cleansing breaths ....remembering to hold onto the good & letting go of what i cant control .....wishing for something i cant have.....though i may very well have a version of it the next few days ....determined to find peace in the rest of my day.....smiling thinking of good times & hoping that while im taking steps towards my own happiness...i can make others smile & happy as well ....that i can offer comfort & friendly affection .....
.....then i wonder about smaller details ....what she smells like....if i'll get my thai food tonight *laughs* ......what my dear ones are thinking....if im in a good enough place to be what she needs right now to help calm her anxiety about changes....if i'll randomly get a txt saying im being thought of....
im on my path....i have growing to do ....and im seeing things more clearly
im going to be the guy i want to be....and embrace who ive become in the last 2 yrs...im a better person because of those i have close in my life & their support gives me strength

The dog is spoiled and taken well care of. Sadly, I have never not liked an animal...this one is exceptional and I am not alone in this sentiment. That is why it has had so many homes. And yes, seriously, this dog is that bad. I have had many dogs...this one is a Lucky dog.

Euthanize ...I wouldn't. So...no worries. I can understand why you asked.
It's a harsh post of mine.

...energy...

Having to get back out on the road and not having a mom here to give my kitties love while I'm gone. The neighbor tries lol but they just aren't ready to give their love to her yet.

The song currently playing. A couple of simple verses make me ache.

...I should've kissed you. I should've pushed you up against the wall. I should've kissed you like I wasn't scared at all... ...You should've kissed me. You should've pushed me up against the wall. I was right on the edge and ready to fall...

New Years is on my mind. Today is an important day. Its time to clean, everything, whether it needs it or not. Some traditions believe that by cleaning a home on the eve of the new year (or other holidays) you prepare the home and its residence to experience positive change and blessings.

So today I am how much cleaning and cooking I can cram into a single day!

I am also thinking about my resolutions for this year, and my bucket list... Where will my path lead in the coming year? What can I accomplish? And how do I stay focused on my long term goals?

What is on my mind? Boggle in the brain I tell you. I wonder much time I'll have to explore here. I keep changing the outfit I'm putting together for this evening but I've been told my plans aren't set in stone.

Just getting through tonight...:seeingstars:

--Why do people call me and say "well, I was bored, and I can't reach anyone, so I thought Id call and talk to you." WTF! Here is what you can do with your plan C--- :thefinger:

The weather changed again. My ears are telling me quite painfully and sharply.

Hy is