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Several things spinning around in my head.
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I'm sitting here with a drink (okay a 6 pack), a stack of movies and blowing a party blower to celebrate the new year. I had a fantastic night out with a friend and now I get to come home, relax and enjoy having the bed to myself. What's on my mind? I never thought I'd be looking forward to a night away from my domestic partner. At least not like this. Tonight I feel free. I feel like the old parts of myself are starting to collide with the new woman that's about to emerge.
I'm thinking I'm greatful to have found new friends and a new way to interact with interesting people who can talk about random things and still manage to hold an intelligent conversation. I wish I had my puppy for company. There's still no feeling quite like couch cuddles on a cold evening. |
Renewal~Harmony~Health~Happiness~Love:moonstars: |
The future.
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Renewal, intimacy, a dream. Plans for the future both immediate and down the road. How much did I drink last night? :wine:
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Cycling in the chilly wind and rain to the meeting very shortly. :cold:
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The Pita Pit, dolphins, and.....ahemmmm....:)
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"Please respond the house is fully engulfed in fire and people are trapped inside"
worrying, wondering and waiting ..... |
She is......
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The good -
My sponsee-sister and her 5yr clean time celebration today. The bad - The parlous nature of some friendships. The ugly - Working out what's your 'stuff' and what's 'their stuff' in a given situation. |
whats on netflix 2 watch .....lol
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My surreal life
Being peaceful is not an option, it is a way of life. I had to set a good example for the kids. My ex went from our relationship right to her ex and now they are a couple. They kids are totally confused. I made peace with the situation and wished them the best. Our 23 year old college diva's boyfriend said to me "you are like some kind of Saint to me because I could never do that".
I said to him "No, son, trust me, I am no Saint, but I am someone who loves deeply. I love her and I love this family. I do not approve of her choices but I can still love her enough to have peace. Peace, health and happiness. If I am going to be selfish, I will be in anger. If I am going to walk my talk and practice what I preach, I am going to be in love. So by remaining in a place of love for all of us, I chose peace." The young man who is 25 and a Navy veteran just stared at me and said "but I know I could never do this I don't understand" I said "I am practicing Buddhism. None of this is about me. This is about her journey and she is on her path. It is not my job to try and change the direction of her path" I am not sure that he or I fully understood this conversation but I am not living through my ego I am living through acceptance and love. |
I'm thinking of a live I don't live anymore. I miss that life. |
Passion
Hunger |
I have terrible timing.
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cranberry cheese ....
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The Boy's oral surgery tomorrow morning. It's the first time he'll have anesthesia since his surgery 11 years ago. All the docs seem to think it won't be a big deal. So I'm trying not to borrow trouble.
Then I have to worry about what to feed a 6'7", 17 y/o, male for at least three days that's liquid and filling. bwahahahahaha I'm thinking I'm just going to keep him heavily sedated. |
How yummy these grape licorice straws are... :eyebrow:
I'm gonna have to try the strawberry ones soon :blink: http://img341.imageshack.us/img341/3646/slicorice.jpg |
...what isnt.
but to narrow it down :
work, play; work so I can play... friendships, not so friendships finances, splurges, work so I can play. retirement, salt mines, gerbil wheel, work so I can play health and wellness...throw in some buffalo wings for good measure fiscal cliffs, bungee jumping wallowing, climbing living, dying, reincarnation; living, dying, reincarnation....deja vu or groundhog day. you know, thinking about regular stuff. |
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