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is there really such a thing as peace of mind?
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I really want to watch Sweeney Todd & Edward Scissor hands tonight. Other Tim Burton films are acceptable. I am also thinking about the unexpected change of events that happened today, the smell of this tea, shopping and laying curled up feeling at ease.
My projects are still on my mind, food, friends, etc. |
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my head shave fundraiser is on my mind....just want all to go well and make alot of money to help...
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Have you ever had a day when you just wanted to get away? Not just a mini-break or vacation...away from all that you are? I have those from time to time. Today is one of them. I'd like to step out of myself, out of my life. Just be someone else, or even better, no one...just for a little while. Almost a sort of mental holiday, I would say. Just...a break. No worries, no fears, no longings, no desires. Nothing negative, just neutral. Just for a short time......
I don't have these days much anymore. Once in a long while, in a blue moon. Yet today I'm having one. Maybe it's just me. |
Some really precious moments in time.
A few memories that sparkle & shine like little diamonds of yesterdays. Dreams that came true even if for just those few moments. |
Got a call from the hospital, saying my son is back in there with pneumonia. About to go over to the ER :(.
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You might be amazed if I listed even part of what id on my mind right now.
I wonthbut I will say the predemonant thing that is on my mind right now is the dream that woke me up |
How much I am missing Him. How I have been gone only 24 hours and I am so home sick it brings tears to my eyes. Thank goodness its only 2 more days and then I will be back Home with Him. Yes, He is now my HOME, Indiana will only be a place where my friends and family live...with Him and our furkids is where my heart is, where I am happy, where my life is lived, where I am loved and love, He is my Home. I love you baby
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Told my goose last night that I did not get the permotion and that I am no longer a corporal she cried in my arms it about broke my heart. She knows what it meas and with the changed to my days off and her school I will not be able to see her as much. And I will be having to work overtime to make up for the large pay cut. Today she and I are going to see our horse Skyler to say goodby Sky is going to a new home where I know she will be loved and spoiled it makes it a little less had to take but ... Still do not know what shift I am being assigned to my commander was to have called yesterday to tell me but when he did call he just wanted to have me make a appointment to have my uniforms get the stripes off and arrange at time for me to clean out my desk area when I ask about the shift and days off he said he did not have his notes but he was going to make sure this wan not hard on my family I started to laugh god he is a pompas ass
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trying to put "pieces" of this house back together ~ not knowing where to start ~ a child's ?'s I cannot answer ~ breaks my heart ~ his little heart so confused ~ he looks up in my eyes and offers his help ~ and begs me to pick up the phone ~ I take the blame for his missing pieces ~~ I remind him of this weeks sign up for little league :) ~~ a diversion to heal ~
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Waiting for the other shoe to drop. |
On my mind...
thinking about the frozen-in-time aspect of online communities. Love is documented in all its phases, from discovery to disentangling. Arguments can be revisited, jokes relived. |
This is so true...how it grows and changes right before our eyes.
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Im missing a certain little man. I wish he could go with me today and ride horses. I miss you little man !
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What to make for lunch!!! I'm thinking red velvet pancakes...
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the journey and being ok with knowing I am on it although not clear on where it'll take me
how much I love my itunes collection if you can get dehydrated from crying how one moment my heart can ache and the next I can be clear and joyful and feel blessed even for the pain |
A new job offer, daydreams, sorting/packing, a talk I know I NEED to have, conversations I want to have, going dancing, doing things for ME and quietly keeping my attentive eyes focused while I let my energy out to play in a constructive way. I am also thinking it will give me great pleasure to enjoy a home cooked meal all to myself.
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I'm at a place in my life right now that I never would have foreseen even a year ago. It's so incredibly exciting and new and different. It's not exactly what I hoped or planned but that's ok. I'm not afraid. That's a really, really good thing. I have this deep sense of calm and knowing everything will be alright. :)
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I didn't get to go to bingo but I did get to go out to dinner. Sitting in a Greek restaurant, waiting on my food and looking around, I noticed the folks sitting across from me. There were two sets of adults (one set on each side of the table) and two teen girls (sitting side by side). What caught my attention was the two teen girls, roughly around age 14-15. One was dainty, long blonde hair, and dressed in a red floral dress. Beside her, the other girl was taller, dressed in a sweater, dress pants, and dress shoes, with hair buzzed fairly short.
I didn't think much of it at first. Then I noticed that each time the parents were involved in conversation amongst themselves, the taller one would turn to the blonde, wink, and they would both share that "knowing" smile. I'll admit, I'm a nosey person lol Throughout my meal I would occasionally glance over at their table. Most times, the two girls would be holding hands under the table. Then, towards the end of the meal, the taller one became more bold and placed her arm around the shoulder of the blonde. The blonde froze for a moment and looked almost fearful, glancing at the parents. Then, both sets of parents smiled to the girls and (not knowing what was said) the whole table was laughing and cheery. The girls both seeming perfectly at ease then. This surprises me so much. In my area, where those in our community are so frowned upon/bullied/hated upon, these two sets of parents gathered in a public restaurant so that their teen daughters could have a date night. You could see the support from both sets of parents. You have no idea how very much this warmed my heart. THAT is my idea of a Hallmark moment. <3 |
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