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Having to leave the beach. I just love the beach. It is my heaven. |
What made me sad today...
Seeing pictures of a friend that had recent plastic surgery (a face lift).... and she is only 35. It makes me sad to think that she doesn't cherish each & every one of those laugh lines ~ they are part of her beauty. |
It is noon. It is 85 with a heat index of 93.....so far.
I live on a freakin island off the coast of Mass......we dont do heat. Mumbles about God roasting the world grumble. |
The stress of our upcoming move, and the cleaning out of 70 years of my Mom's stuff is getting to my Kasey. This makes me very sad.......
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Seeing my mom suffer in pain with her illness and there seems to be no led up with other health issues coming in to play. Whenever I think there isn't an ounce of tear drop left in me, it proves me wrong. My heart is heavy...
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The heat - it is going to be in the 90*'s to 100*'s this week. The homeless, animals, those w/out ac sure do need our prayers for rain and cooler temperatures. The people and animals affected/effected by the Gulf Oil Spill. |
The fact that even in 2010 there's so much discrimination.
Watching someone I love fight for hys life, while other people try to take their life. It saddens me very much to see all the bitterness in people. |
exclusionary/divisionary rhetoric.
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Sometimes I hate being home alone...
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I miss Pete. :stillheart:
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Tried desperately to be understood. Some people refuse to see anything but thier own point of view no matter what you say and how many ways you say it. I was nothing but kind, gentle and compassionate and she thought I was being judgemental. Anyone else who knows me knows this is NOT who I am. I take far too much blame on myself so the other person won't feel bad. Getting a drink! :seeingstars:
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My heart is heavy...
...My beautiful cat, Macavity (yes, right out of T. S. Elliot's Cats) is very, very ill. He is 18 years old and he has been my best friend since he came into my life when he was 3 weeks old. He has severe arthritis and an acute onset of cateracts. He has become incontinent of bowel and bladder. As per my wonderful Vet...I can only try and keep him comfortable right now. Kitty hospice, anyone? I have moved him next to my bed. I bought him a nice comfy bed today and have lined it with water absorbent pads. I am feeding him by hand and then we have 'potty time.' I once said in jest...I love my cats more than most of my human family. I know now it was not in jest. Please send comfort and peace to my little man, Macavity. I want his passing to occur with grace, ease and comfort.
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my dog urinated in the house again today, this time, looking right at me as she did it, not a clue on her face that she was doing something wrong.
Her dementia is getting worse. I wont have her much longer. I cannot bear to think of losing her. Its not fair that her body is in such excellent shape but her mind is not. I will stick it out as long as I need to, until it is time for her to leave me. Trust me, it wont be over bathroom accidents. But these accidents tell me the time is coming closer... |
Making a decision in the past that is now effecting my present and future that I made without a full understanding of some very vital and essential information.
It is bringing so much pain and I don't see a good way out. |
I really think today that people are strange. So many things have happened to make them so hard. It is all about them first and foremost. It is sad. I get it, Spirit Dancer. |
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One of my pre-teenage niece's wants to have plastic surgery (think boob job). Oy. |
Slumdog Millionaire. Like The Color Purple, it always makes me cry from the opening scenes...
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Waking up at 3:45am for work today :(
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Being a bitch when I went into work. Well, not at first. At first, it felt kinda good. Then I started to think about it once things calmed down and realized I acted kind of like a snitty snot. Then I apologized to the recipients and I felt better. :)
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Looking down at my love sleeping soundly... realizing its 330 am.. I need to go to sleep... we need to check out of the hotel by 11 to head home...
I had such a WONDERFUL time today.. it makes me sad it has to end... BUT... I know it will happen again soon.. we have made this our home away from home I think.. I wonder if there are frequent flier miles for hotels?? :giggle: |
Dealing with other people, being confounded by their behavior, & even though I don't want to join in, feeling like an outsider
Alone I am happy with myself, when with others I see my oddities in stark relief |
It's sad to lose family members because I'm gay (well, trans) and because of my PTSD. I thought of them today and wondered how this could happen.
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Hearing news of cancer metastasis about my IG cousin. Shit, we just find each other again and this happens to her. As if she hasn’t gone through enough. But, she does have a great partner which helps me with this quite a bit. |
Never fails. It's a beautiful day, we go to the pet store to get all of our furies food and treats. On the drive back home "and this is about a mile stretch" we encounter a Nutria rat, snapping turtle, raccoon, and armadillo all road kill. That really saddened me. There building so quickly. We use to have lots of trees, ponds and wooded area's in my 3 mile radius and now. Every single unused spot is being plowed, bull dozed, and built on. The animals have nowhere to go, and yet we the intruders complain about all the wild life invading our space. Our space?! Hell it was there's from generation to generation, migration, to migration, who the hell are we to complain??!!! Yet we do... ~Shakes head~ this is tragically sad...
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I had a moment of sadness when an older, long time guest who's developing dementia was on the phone with me and, "So, you'll be there to take care of us, like always?" and I had to tell them no. I heard the pout through the line.
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Watching a show about the murders and rapes of young South African Lesbian women.
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People that are just inherently mean.
As the bumper sticker says: Mean people suck. Let us be thankful we do not reside in their worlds. |
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Watching and selecting video interviews of survivors for Hiroshima Day (August 6th Hiroshima time - 8:15 am)
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I wanted to call my Mom so much this morning....I hope the pain isn't always this bad.(w)
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The thought that I might be alone for the rest of my life made me sad today.
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the oak tree and its resurrection fern
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My roll being down to .14 on PokerStars!
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sadness for things I can do nothing to change.
overwhelmed overworked wondering if ANYONE that is honest, caring, etc... will ever find me attractive or desirable. sad that no matter how much I try, or what things I try to do, to change my present circumstances...... somehow... they never work... |
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