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The challenges I am facing next week and my strong desire to overcome them all.

10:30 tomorrow morning...

After looking at a friend's Cathedral pictures she recently took, I'm feeling a little homesick for a morning of sitting through Mass. I'm not a practicing Catholic anymore but still feel attached to it at times. When at the hospital I still say I'm Catholic and would still feel right having a priest come in for my last rights. It was so deeply ingrained into my every fiber growing up that no matter how I say I am not a part of any organized religion, I have moments like this where I desire to be around it. I think the last time I sat through Mass was about 10 years ago. I have no intention to make it a regular thing... and this may very well hold me for another 10 years, but for now I just have a sudden need to be present. To be wittness. To go through the motions. To have that old familiarity. To walk in quietly, sit by myself, attend the service, say all the prayers that I haven't said in forever but would easily say them as if I had never skipped a Sunday, and leave. I don't want to speak to anyone, be recognized or even acknowledged but I know that isn't so. That if nothing else, when it's time to give peace to others it's inevitable or when I walk out to leave the priest will be standing there to see each and every person off and will extend his hand to me. But if this is all I have to do to have an hour or so (depending on how winded the priest is) to get that moment of homecoming, I will. Oh boy do I hope the homily isn't a rant that is going to be a disappointment. Guess we'll see...

my furkids they are so cuddly jules is on the arm of the couch phoebe on my feet grace is snoozing on the other couch

Cuddling, Valentines and how many beer it will take to get me through the game tomorrow. Oh boy.

Late night randomness...

Wishing I could find my center again. Knowing it will happen just life has taken everything I have to give and depleted it. I lay here all alone with my thoughts wondering what today will bring. This is so different than what I had expected, imagined. there is a reason for everything. I just need to be patient.

Sleep is eluding me. Guess its time to get up. Maybe the pups will sleep in. That would be nice so I can have some coffee. Lol

Nothing today im resting body and mind!

A mountain of homework.
When I need to leave tomorrow for doctor.
Hopeful outcomes from this.
To do lists.

Friends and floating. The rest I can tune out.

When I say to someone "do not contact me" "do not call me every again" or otherwise, leave me alone, they continue to call, contact me and bother me. It is my right to have only healthy people in my life and when someone crosses boundaries with me over and over again, can not respect my life, my wishes or my mind, the door gets closed.

Oddly when a masculine identified person behaves this way to a feminine identified person, this is seen as totally inappropriate, but when a feminine identified person decides to trample all over the boundaries of a masculine identified person, this is ok?

No is No is NO, coming from a femme, butch, man, woman, Transperson, anyone.

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Sun-

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I'm a good girl.

:praying:

Valentine's Day. It has been a very long time since I've been able to say with confidence that I'm feeling happy enough to celebrate it beyond myself. I love having friends to remind me how beautiful things are.

He is... always...

Wondering how the training of my new coworker is going to go... She seems very sharp and picks up things quickly..

Glad my cold is slowly letting up... I just might be better soon.. yeah!

Watching Riley the sweet lab and CoCo the bouncing schnauzer sleep while Peppa The Holy Terror beagle stares at me deep in thought... it is those moments I wonder just what she is thinking.. be afraid... very afraid!! my mind says lol...

an old oasis song... theres so many things i would like to say to you but I don't know how...maybe I really do know how but maybe you just aren't ready to hear them....maybe not but hedging my bets is on my mind....:blush:

WHenever I see this thread title I just want to come in here and type....

Georgia....

soooooo

GEORGIA...

:)