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Time to make some changes!
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Not having a connection with You is driving me crazy!! i love You baby... i am so glad i can put a smile on Your face.. always.. i miss You like crazy not having contact sucks! |
I wish I could touch her. I need to feel her close.
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What is on my mind...
Wishing my SAD wasnt rearing its ugly head... and wishing more that the sun would shine soon. Hating that my phone is dead and i have not heard from Him since before my nap.. Yahoo messenger doesnt help when He isnt logged in :( The fact that Peppa is finally sleeping. She is once again in heat and driving me nuts.. yes I know.. she should have been fixed by now. Trust me! It will happen before the next heat! Wanting life to settle down again. I dont like feeling like my world is spinning out of control. I know that is the depression and that it will be ok... It is just hard sometimes to deal with my high pressure job and life when it is out of control. I miss my therapist in Missouri really badly right now. She was so helpful with my SAD. |
I wish that I could tell her the truth but I know that I just couldn't...If she only knew...
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learning that sticks grunt....okkkkkkaaayyyyyyy:seeingstars:
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The tick tock of the clock...really tonight feels like it is on pause
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greasy grimy gopher guts
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What's on my mind? Regrets -
I regret that I didn't sell my shares of Gateway before the "dot-com" bust. I regret that I never asked my father (now deceased) what his father was like. Was he warm and friendly? Did he have a sense of humor? Was he a happy man? I regret that a recent relationship that had so much potential to be "the one" never came to pass. I regret that it is 5am and I am sitting in front of my computer. |
Goobers or Raisinettes ? ~~~~ :))))))))
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caterpillars . . . I know, right?
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Mind
Think im gonna give my mind a rest.
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Taking a vacation soon...... thinking I wanna go somewhere snowy!
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What is on my mind?
I still need to order more tea, project design, cooking, daydreams about crushes, this snow, what to wear for the first day of work and how to possibly get myself okay enough to attempt to watch more than two minutes of the creepy "walking dead". I am sure there is a lot more going on in there but my energy is full of flutter today so I am just in a state of floating. |
Gaige seems more alarmed by the possibility of me having coffee breath, then she is by the bloody piece of meat I'm holding in the Walking Dead Thread (she thought that was sexy). :|
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I have noticed recently... that I go through stages of time when my thoughts do not flow as easily into words. I stop talking so much them... I spend a lot of time in my head and sometimes forget about the rest of the world... I never really thought about it before. I'm not depressed, or upset.... I'm just content to be in my head for a time...
I hope that my head time doesn't make any one worry... |
I have a lot happening in my mind lately. I too can get lost inside and then emerge again open to share all of the thoughts that have been fluttering around.
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The universe always answers....sometimes not what I expect nor want ..... But accepted. I am so grateful for all I have....
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I just spent an amazing day with my precious grand baby Aimee. I miss her and my sweet daughter so very much. I ache for them always. I want more time with them. I will find a way to get more time with them, both. I love them so very much. :praying::praying::praying::praying::praying: |
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