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A co worker on FB posting how she is just tired of single parenting on the weekends.
Ya... try it full time for a while. And then I realize for her this is hard. Perspective. :tea: |
on my mind
curried lentils in a mason jar and company to go with it...:bunchflowers:
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I am still thinking about my great evening and I have yet to get out of my dress and into pajamas.
I am thinking about work and all of the details to make my project sustainable for longer than a few months. I am thinking about my friends and their weekend. I am thinking that sometimes I think too much and I should just sit and look out the window to enjoy the view with a cup of tea. |
My mind is starting to float and wander around thoughts almost as if I am walking a path through a garden, admiring the flowers, trees and fountains.
I see glimpses of ideas, dreams and plans but I only stop long enough to smell a flower here and there. It's beautiful in my mind tonight, peaceful. |
On my mind....
Expectations, wants & needs....
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12 days and counting.
Egads! 12 days! lol. |
It must be time to go back to bed.
I feel like hell again. I want .... Several things. |
finishing my taxes ~ to Etta James ~ it's that kind of morning ~ :)
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that i never knew it could be like this,,, i keep waiting for the other foot to drop....
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confusion....utter confusion *blank stare*
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This particular song that's playing makes me ache.
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My trashiest neighbors moved out today. When I fed Obi his dinner, at about 5pm, they were still loading stuff into their U-haul, and banging around. For the last 6 hours, there has been tons of banging going on next door. I thought it was the people moving furniture, and all the piles of crap they keep in their living room (this is visible to the neighborhood from their sliding glass door without a curtain).
I was wrong. I just let Obi out for a pre-bedtime tinkle, it is about 11pm, and I saw 4 vehicles out front, and about 6 people in the home next door. All of the carpet and tiles have been ripped up and are in the carport, there are people painting, scrubbing, and carrying construction supplies in and out. I can't believe how quickly they had ripped up all of the flooring! Wow! While I applaud them, am excited about having a nice family as new neighbors, and understand their eagerness (the home will be nice, once it is gutted, cleaned, painted...etc), I sure hope they stop the banging, and realize that most of us have to work on Monday morning. |
Mind
Its time for me to find a woman who makes me feel loved and who is supportive of me. Ill do the cooking. (lol)
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A random bp check at the doctor's while waiting on cholesterol meds to be filled at the pharmacy had the nurse schedule ANOTHER apt to see the doc next month.
More than likely I'm gonna be put on bp meds for sure. This is the 4th reading that has them raising an eyebrow :eyebrow: Blah!! :( |
Blood sats.
Gratitude for less coughing and the first day in a fortnight without a sinus headache. |
Sorry. I moved this post to the Random Memories thread. I guess I got lost.
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My web of thoughts keeps multiplying today. I am sitting here, perplexed at the amount of things I need to do.
I got my taxes filed, at least. Step two is sorting out what I can pack, what to sell and what to leave unpacked for now. Step 2 1/2 is getting everything set up and ready to go, including lists for what I think I will need by the time I am ready to finish up this job. Step three will be taking care of the business project details as much as possible I already got a bubble bath today so I can check that off and I made enough food to have a good meal today. I still have day dreams floating and thoughts about decisions, feelings about timing, etc. I still can't shake my nerves. Maybe my friends can help me work through that one, after I do everything I can to feel better. |
I think I am actually getting sick again. This isn't allowed.
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The wonderful weekend we had and how much i miss Him when i am at work..
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11 days left. :seeingstars:
So much still left to do! It will all get done. Luggage arrives tomorrow so packing is finished, except for a few necessities, then. |
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