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This paper is going to kill me.
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Done and finished ....
.... the job, that is! However, I need to REPACK my suitcases due the lovely gift of art I received from my co-workers :| This journey in Viet Nam has been a challenge but I have learned about myself - I do have inner strength and I can make a difference in the lives of others. Now, just to psych myself up to teach 4th graders! I thinking I will be drinking a lot of :tea: lolol
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This paper is going to kill me.
I typed this an hour ago I think. I'm turning in damned paper. If anyone says business plans are easy to write, they are wrong! |
The thought that my floating has been able to bring new hope and just maybe that hope trickled elsewhere into the universe and created these last few days.
Holding onto the wish to float, just a little longer until I can touch down on my path. |
peanut butter and jelly
damn Landlord ..
it shouldn't be that hard to replace a bathtub spigot but I'd waited long enough ..then the damn thing wouldn't thread correctly. as someone used to say.. aga-damn-vating! Where's my peanut butter and jelly DIY buddy when I need them? |
I haven't had blackberry arbor mist in ages, I could not find it anymore until tonight somebody mentioned it again. I have to see if it's possible to get some. That would make having cramps this weekend/on my birthday much more managable LOL
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Some questions that were proposed via my source of spiritual guidance
-What good is here I presently cannot see? -What opportunity am I presently blocking out? -What grace is happening here that I am presently ignoring? -What manner of magnificence is trying to happen in my life that I cannot even contemplate yet? -How can I expand my perception? |
...it was the past. Lets leave it at that...If I mean don't touch me...i mean don't... Stone is for a reason...
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Gratitude for friends that have made the last few months much more livable than they would have been otherwise. A painful breakup is one thing, but losing what was once a beautiful relationship and family life, is something else entirely. My concept of love has shifted and grown, I can look back and love her, love what she gave to me, love that she brought a magnificent daughter into my life, love the memories, and even in many ways, still love her. Yet the type of love has shifted and I am more at peace each day. What I desire for us both is health and happiness on our separate journey's. A few months ago I never thought I would say that. Those who knew us in real time or got to know us as a couple on Facebook always said we seemed like the perfect couple.
For a moment in history in this vast universe, there was perfection. Perfect love casts out fear. I was fearless. I would have done anything to make her happy. It was nice to have been there. Now I am glad that I am in the place in my life that I am at. I can look back, smile at the memories and wish her all the best. Letting go was beyond brutally hard, it seemed impossible. Thank you friends who walked with me through the darkest nights of my soul. I love you all. |
The future, possibilities...
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Just got done watching "The Neighbors From Hell" segment on 20/20 and let's just say not only am I shocked but I have a new appreciation for my neighbors who occasionally argue loudly.
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Even though my job is not prestigious and it doesn't earn a lot of money it is very satisfying to me in ways I never expected. For example, someone will call in about a phone that can make but not receive phone calls. Initially the customer is angry and all business, but if my tone is empathetic and I promise to stick with them until we find a resolution their tone changes. Before long they're telling me they need this phone to keep track of their elderly mother with Alzheimers. At that point I can connect by relaying my own experience with a relative who had the same condition. By the end of the call the customer is asking for my direct line and almost in tears because a technical support agent had never cared so much or done so much to help.
It makes me feel that even though I did not complete college I can positively influence someone's life and help...So that's what's on my mind right now.Of course I get some weirdos too, but they keep it interesting. I can handle so much more than I thought I could a year ago. |
Racing through my mind..
Do I or don't I? Seems like when I do, it goes unnoticed. Keep on working at it, it's what I do best....work. Maybe it isn't the little things after all.
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I am thinking that there's not a whole lot to celebrate right now so I should just climb back into bed and wait a little longer.
My friends are on my mind along with so much business related stuff and traveling idea questions that I should probably put on some kind of protective gear. I am not sure how to think about anything else. Maybe I just need to stop thinking. |
I have a very dear friend that was told a couple of weeks ago that she has to have her gall bladder removed. She's been sick for such a long time, they're finally going to do something about it.
Now yesterday she was told by a neurologist that she has to have surgery on her neck. She's had really bad pain in her hands and arms for a long time and now it's getting into her legs. She also told me that things aren't going well at work and she's having a hard time working with the pain. They're giving her a hard time about it and writing her up. Why is it that some people (really, really good people) get pounded on all at the same time? |
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