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~ I wish I knew more ~
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the sadness i felt when I woke up and the compounded sadness I feel now.
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she is.
It's been a while but I am still hopeful. |
What is on my mind....
Coffee...
And a cigarette... And yeah... a cigarette. I have the coffee, but I'm waiting for my ex to bring me the car so I can go obtain some cigarettes. Until then, please confront with caution. I am not a morning person. :slapfight: Couldn't resist. The "slapfight" ani-thing makes me laugh. |
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(ducks the slapfight) smiles sweetly and exits quietly..... |
Mind
Her eyes and the way she moans.
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It is a beautiful day.
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What's on my mind...
speeding down a back country road, with the windows rolled down, screaming until I can't scream anymore! then sitting at the ocean's edge, letting the gentle waves wash it all away. |
Indeed... much more functional after "breakfast". And no worries-- I'm not really the "slapfight" type, but I do like to "wrestle".
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Haha...not worried....I'm not that type either..."wrestling" on the other hand....can be some kind of fun! ;) |
I love the beauty of the silence in the house this morning. Oh yes, with the occasional dog bark now and then. lol.
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I know everyone dreads Mondays, but they really arent so bad to me....
Its all in how you look at it. |
Knowing that both me & my dad now have jobs and we can breathe a little easier :)
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So my ex shows up....
So my ex shows up this morning after being caught in yet ANOTHER lie. I swear-- sometimes, I don't think she can tell her distortions from the realities around her. Not even if they climbed her face and humped her left eyeball.
She cleaned out the car (for the most part) and gave me the keys finally. Of course, the car is on empty. Twelve years of never ensuring there was gas in it and ending up on the side of the road for me to come save her-- and why am I surprised? I even tried to apologize for being less than cordial when I caught her in the lie-- that much I COULD apologize for to keep the peace here since we have mutual friends amongst my roommates, but she wants to be "the offended one". So be it. Nice guys finish last. </rant OFF> |
....1 week until seeing and possibly meeting Maya Angelou. I'm giddy.
....Now, if we could just get this damn snow to stop. :) |
not sure...
can I do this AGAIN? I'm so tired. emotionally, physically, mentally. I'm trying so hard to keep my happy face on. It's slipping off. I'm trying to pace myself. do a little, rest a little. If I can last for another hour I will have accomplished quite a bit today. I need a nap, but if I do, it cuts into my do time. so................:pirate-steer: |
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Katniss~~ |
I need to improve on the art of listening.
I need to improve on the elimination of interrupting (that nasty habit that can creep in) others while they speak. |
Work, work, research, projects and then organize before repeating. Eventually sleep will be thrown into the mix along with showering and some self care time.
It is so peaceful this evening, I am really enjoying that. |
Just life in general :)
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