Sleep? lol jk. Lots of things, life, possibilities. I like to float there, it is nice and comfortable.

I am thinking about errands and wondering how my friends are today.

I know

Right?

You know how a relationship ends, and then the two you, because you love each other and it's so painful, try to talk yourselves into different modes of bargaining and denial so you can believe it isn't really over, and then one of you sends an email that's like 1,000 words long with very few paragraph breaks, one dense chunk of rational yet irrational, measured reasons for giving up and admitting once and for all, it's over? That's where I'm at, and I'm the one who received the email, not the one who sent it, though it doesn't really matter which one of us took that step and gave the horse one final shot to the head. My ears are ringing and something is out of its misery but it isn't, just yet, me.

Mind
 

Wonder if anyone has ever trained their cat to cook breakfast? (lol)

This marriage deal going on in the courts. The Prop 8. DOMA etc.
I have not been abreast of what transpired yesterday ,except for the "news hour" bit.
Make the act of marriage for heterosexuals a commitment of love to one another on paper.
Minus a few items...
Take away the legal and social benefits. Societal recognition and acceptance, health insurance, tax laws etc...
In this way...we would achieve equality for all people (who vow to commit their lives, their love and devotion to one person) and there would be no reason for heterosexuals to feel threatened and there would be no reason for same sex couples to argue for equality and justice for all.
Right?

Just take away the rights and privledges that recognized marriage provides heterosexual couples now;and all will be equal.
Right?

Separate the church and state...take away the state privledges for the few that already have them. And then tell God that you know what love and marriage is ,better than he.

Grrrrrrrrrr.

hmmm
 

I'm starving . I wonder if those pizza sliders at pizza hut are any good ?

I am hoping that a friend isn't being too hard on themselves and that they txt soon.

I am thinking that today has been a really busy day and I can't help but wonder how the rest of the night is going to go.

Bittersweet day
 

Yeah i got bummed out today because my nutritionist released me as a patient today...said i no longer needed her services. Lol

Camping gear and repurposing found objects.

Trying to sort out my family snarl, I mean tree. I wish I had all kinds of time to untangle distant cousins and tantalizing names that dangle out there, like "Crosby", as in Bing, and "Mowry", as in Tia and Tamera (their father is white of English descent). I already spent a great deal of time finding out that I'm a first cousin removed a bunch with the founder of the Pillsbury Baking Company. Another ancestor owned a tavern in which some of the Salem Witch Trials took place. I love this hobby, but it sure can get complicated and woe is me if I take a wrong turn somewhere.

Seriously? What part of the 14th amendment don't you understand?
How do they tip toe around this? Roberts trying to rid the court of this DOMA cases existence. Scalia too.

Equal protection under the law. Federally, it's a no brainer. It is discrimination plain and simple. There is no argument.

Makes me want to have my logic ethics and philosphy classes fresh in my head.

The prop 8 hearings were messy.

I am thinking about the way things happen sometimes.

My mom is on my mind. We've never gotten this close to the end before. She's always bounced back in a way. The bouncing not happening. I get to be there for her. It is her ending she wants to write it. :typewriter: as much as she can write it. I will help her.

Mind
 

A 2 hour session with my therapist today.

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