As I lay on my back in the hot night heat of a not yet "June Summer" - I think of you and lay my heart open...and whisper softly to the skies so open and wide above me - still and quiet.

_____________I love you in a way that there really are no words that exist to show you...just how much. -G'nite. I love you. I miss you.

when you lean over my bed to kiss me good bye in the early morning darkness...i roll over and hug your neck, still sleepy...i pull you close and kiss you...as you walk away i grab the hem of your shorts...i will miss you this week...

I wont sleep much with you gone. I can't wait for your return on Friday. I hold u in my heart and thoughts

UNCONDITIONAL. just always. yes, just always.

___________But tonight...tonight, all I remember is: Exactly when you entered the deep, the unknown forest of me...and great bells rang like sunrise Easter Morning (-Walter Benton)

----Tonight I whisper to the stars above that they shine down upon you - that a warm, gentle summer breeze caresses your soul and spirit while the moon casts a beautiful shadow across your face - and you feel the warmth of my love in the deepest part of your heart -strong.steady.unconditional. always.

I love you. I miss you. And yes, still and always take my breath away and those great bells of Easter Morning Sunrise that Walter Benton speaks of...yes, absolutlely...still. always.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBvVZ5WsN_s

thank you....for always being there...for being patient...for waiting for me to figure things out....

thank you for never walking away...even when I pushed you to do so....

thank you for knowing me almost as well as I know myself...

thank you for being you.....youre my touchstone....

The way we talk for hours about nothing but yet it means everything.

I wish your lips could meet mine...slow and tentative but first, and then an explosion. Clothes flung everywhere, fingers flying across each others bodies...exploring, lusting, fulfilling your every desire, your every want, your every need...

I hate to leave in the morning. You laying beside me makes me want to stay. I leave only to think of U all day. I cant wait to hold u again,to see your smile and to hear you laugh at somethingoff beat from me

I'd be the one falling, not you. It would be me bringing down the walls for you.

You make my head spin.

As the moon rises in the sky and I watch the first stars appear I

*whisper*
I will find you...be Katie and know that when I do find you I will pull you into me, look deep in your eyes, and proudly say see I told you I would find you, you my love, you that challenges me, you that compliments me, you my one....leaning in to kiss you for the first time as I have each and every night in my dreams during my journey to you

*whispering*
I will find you this I promise

I haven't felt this way in so long...and these feelings are only getting stronger. I know we said, 'just friends' and 'no sexual stuff' but it's so damn hard for me NOT to go there and see you that way. You're everything I want in a woman. I love it when you surprise me....I love it when folks keep me on my toes.

People tell me not to go looking for you , they say we will find each other in time. But I cant help searching for you . All the years alone , sometimes I wonder if I even know who Iam anymore , all the years ahead wondering where you are. Cant help but to keep looking or you . I wonder if you ever look for me...

I'd like to see you without boundaries. I bet your dominance would surprise both of us.

you give me the energy I need to get thru the day and nites. It surprises me at it all. Spark me baby