Daydreams....

Boston. My heart and prayers go out to them. I used to live on the route and was lucky enough to walk out my front door and see it. This year I wanted to actually see the runners at the finish line. However just yesterday the friend who owed me money told me they could not pay me back til nxt week. So I did not get to go. So I now told my friend to keep my money. I am thankful I did not go.

Just wondering when the people here on the East coast, are going to get a fucking break already.

Not sure if you got your news on your exam yet but curious ME's want to know

:moonstars::vigil::praying:so much of the last few hours have been spent in prayer for all those in Boston and around the globe who have been affected by irrational destruction and hate may the be Peace in the hearts of all those hurting tonight

Wondering when past episodes will stop resurfacing for healing... :sigh:

I know things in our life present themself till the healing is complete, but 3 times in less than a week? Don't ya think that's a little extreme, Universe? :blink:

A few specific things and floating thoughts and ideas about my traveling project

I'm sick of drama and I'm going to finally focus on me...

As I've only stated about 50,000 times before, my daughter is getting into competitive swimming and found out she's officially on the summer league, yay! But with that comes all the body issues a 14 year old has. She worries that her shoulders and arms will be too big, like a boy's. She's self-conscious about her height-5'6 and growing (the pants we bought in January-forget it). I think she'll be fine; she's pretty self-confident anyway. My own daughter inspires me.

It is sort of bittersweet when I tell her the positive things and support her, muscular athletic build and all, when I'm prone to see only my body faults. It's been hard for me to listen to myself and put my money where my mouth is. But accepting myself and even loving my naked self is a journey that can only benefit both of us.

wondering what my dog dreams about
he's always barking and running in his sleep- so cute
maybe he's chasing squirrels like I let him in the park when he was a pup

Pretty excited to pick up my new puppy on Thursday!

My wife.
School.
The future.

And no one but my wife will get this one... the Civil War.

Mind
 

Finishing my website for my photography.

My husband.
The kiddo.
Our future.
A new home.

In the news again today a teenage girl took her own life because of cyber bullying. I hate hearing this. To make matters even worse, it was because she drank a bottle of gatorade with alcohol in it. I don't know if this was her choice or not, but being gang raped wasn't. Not only that, but they posted it on facebook and everyone in her school was talking about it. What I don't get is this...
1. Why were these boys so proud of something so disgusting?
2. Why was the girl (victim no less) the one that was embarrassed?
3. How do the parents keep themselves from ripping the f***ing heads off these
animals that did this to their daughter, I would have a hard time with that.
4. Where are the girls that should have been rallying around this girl?
5. When will it end?

I hate facebook for a number of reasons...this is just another reason to add to the list.

Here's something else I'd like to know. Why do a lot of people have to die
or be injured before anyone really notices?

Work, projects, gypsy soul energy, daydreams while staring out the window with a cup of herbal tea, friends, dates , self care, meditation and what to eat for supper tonight.

Music is big on my mind today too! I have been singing to the radio all day, even at work on my breaks. I think my boss was highly amused during lunch hour.

I would say coincidences but knowing the universe the way I do, its generally planned in ways I have yet to comprehend....