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I attended My first Al-Anon meeting today. (when I posted in the other thread someone sent Me a note and suggested it - and My girl thought it would be a great idea as well).
I have to say I really loved the meeting. I even spoke at it (which was huge because I was nervous about even going - though I took a friend with Me). After the meeting was done, a woman came up to Me and handed Me her card and said "I really liked a lot of what you had to say today, I think we should talk." I was speechless. I fully intend to go back to that meeting AND to call that woman. Thank you to those who left Me notes after My post - and most of all to My girl - who makes dealing with all of this - in a word - better. I love you. (f) |
Trying to remember where I sat some darn paperwork...I remember putting it somewhere thinking this will be safe here but now of course I can't remember where the heck that is.
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How sweet my coworker was knowning I was crying she followed me into the bathroom and sat with me while I screamed out my pain. Today just sucks royally.
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Today my mind is buzzing with a million thoughts, as per usual.
*Shiny Nickle Syndrome* as Daddy puts it. LOL! I am so proud of Him for taking the big step that He did today! It pays to be brave! This was such a good move for you, and for your sanity. Definitely a step in the right direction, and I will continue to be by your side through it all. I was also thinking about how incredibly lucky I am to have found Him. The smile on my face is nearly permanent these days. I can't remember the last time I was this happy! I love you, Daddy! Oh look SQUIRREL! *scampers off* |
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Loose gas cap = check engine light =frustration!
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It's the middle of May and there is a frost warning for tonight. Not cool. Not at all.
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ok... now that made me spit my coke out all over the place... girl pull that halo up from around your ankles... and you may want to polish the tarnish off a bit also... *smirks* |
Going on break with a coworker only to discover in our conversation that she also is a submissive... interesting... what a small world
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Beautiful day for ...fishing. Dang.
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So glad today is a better day... :)
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What's on my mind right now...
I'm ready for the workday to be over! I wanna get home, put on my swimsuit and clean the pool. Yeah, it might sound like a chore to some, but getting some sunshine and seeing the water sparkle makes me happy :) |
Tying everything together for this adventure, the summer and floating while keeping grounded walking the path. I feel really comfortable today.
I am also thinking that having company makes my gypsy soul happy. |
Tomorrow afternoon I get to see my oncologist! I fucking hate seeing him!
Just get the feeling that he doesn't care about me or the tumor that lives inside my spine. I know he see's people who are dieing every day. I get that more then anyone because of my father. But I just want a little compassion from him and his team! I also have a funny feeling that my tumor hasn't changed at all. He will tell me this and it will be the end of my appointment. *sighs and lights a smoke* |
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