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Cijs- I don't understand why people complain about people judging people Then turn around and judge someone so quickly. Did that make sense?
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my full truck that needs to be unloaded. Spent the day at auction yesterday.
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a feelin'...
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I got to thinking about some of my old client's from South Carolina yesterday...I couldn't remember the last name of one, and the spelling of the last name for the other. I finally did figure it out, and I found the obituaries of all four people.
It deflated me so much...One person actually passed 2 months after I left. He was in fairly good health (for mid 80s) when I left...His wife died in a facility nearly 2 years later, not in her own home as was hoped. My other couple, my lady died in February, her husband didn't make it quite 2 months without her. They were so devoted to each other... It made me realize, as much as I love what I do, it can be heartbreaking. I miss working in the hospital where I see people get well and go home.(for the most part)..I think once my license is up to date, I will seek a hospital position. It's given my heart a change of mood, to say the least. |
On My mind: How we really do have freewill. I woke up this morning feeling sadness given the day it is. Then I was struck by the thought of freewill. That we truly can choose. We can let in the good, and keep out the bad. We can make choices, without someone holding a gun to our heads. What comes from the choices is why we should have the process of decision making beforehand. Granted we do not always make the best ones, but we are human afterall. But, I think if we realize that sometimes we create our own bed.. then we have to remember we have to lay in it afterwards. I say let go, and move on.. no matter the choice that you made. Live and learn. Why carry the nonsense in your head? What purpose does it serve? In the end it just ends up being a very BIG Louis Vuitton. :|
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blech
whats on my mind....isss..how i continue to let you manipulate me and convince me that when YOU are selfish...uncaring and cruel..i some how deserve it..or brought it on. I shouldnt need to ask my wife/gf/partner to be there for me in a stressful time. You knew exactly how stressed i was and yet..you couldnt bother yourself to be there for me...yet..somehow..this is all my fault. Im done making excuses for you...and done making excuses for me, as to WHY i keep letting you back in after you run away. Run away....run as far as you can...i have chased you....taken you back in 2 times!! I love you, im sure i always will. But today...im moving on...without you.
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Turning in my boss for being an Ass.
Yep that is what is on my mind. |
How beautiful a North Dakota sunset is <3
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SUMMER starts in just... 2 1/2 days!!!!!!
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on my mind ...I shouldn't have done it. but I did.
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2 1/2 months off... and I am so excited.
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What's on my mind....
Last week, there was a home invasion right around the corner from my house. Then they carjacked someone on the next street over. One of my friends that's a police officer, called me last night to tell me that they had caught 3 of the 5 guys involved. Come to find out, all the the guys live on my street... seriously only 10 houses down from me. 2 guys are still on the run... |
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... and thank God for the femmes who appreciate them! :)
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Is that I think it is a good thing what happened, because now I see .. I was feeling things I shouldn't have lmao WHEW!!!
Now to think about why I shouldn't to help let it go, right :winky: isnt that how it is hindsight right? I knew a enjoyed em but hell SMH lol |
Hmmmmmmmmmph!
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While I am super content with the relationship dynamics of what I have with my best friend/primary partner, I really need a date. They've been going out and meeting people and I'm just here...working all the time with little to no social life at all. I try to connect with people around here but nobody seems interested. I'd like to think I'm a good conversation partner/friend/lover...but my lack of meeting people nearby is starting to make feel otherwise. Not a very good self esteem day for me.
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The Uncle's Day Party. Happy to be one and lucky too.
Gratitude is on my mind. |
The Uncles Day celebration was started, and invented by my niece and has become so popular that we now need her to start an annual Aunts Day. She started it because "Uncles need a day too".
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