I am getting married in 11 days. Count down time. But I am so busy moving my store that I have no time to ponder about the wedding. LOL

I am on my 4th wedding dress. I keep changing my mind. Thats what happens when you own a clothing store....

A fun conversation with a hilarious person

Are there really any Butch or FTM woman who like BBW
 

Years of being in this community I struggle with finding women who really do appreciate the curves.

Was really nervous about writing this post but finally said what do I have to lose.

I want someone to want me for more than my curves but can accept me for the beautiful sexy woman I am inside.

I make a statement that in 2013 I will find my sexy butch who will think I am the sexiest woman alive LOL

Anyway strange rant might not even be appropiate but here is goes LOL

A sexy voice,laughing and a cell that needs charging :sunglass:

Need or want?
 

I really want, and possibly need, another night like that one *points at calendar*. I really needed it then and could really use it again. :)

Also, I am thinking a lot about my grandpa who passed away this weekend. I didn't think it was a big deal and wouldn't upset me, given his history with my family and the fact that I haven't seen him since 1991. I was wrong. Very wrong. I'm more upset than I want to admit (and those who know me know I do not admit when I am upset or hurt). I just kind of want to be held for a little while (and that is not like me either).

Ok, I just have to get something out! I belong to another website where some butt head decided to ask everyone if transition is too easy now. His rant was Ridiculous and judgemental... My piont is... Don't we face enough judgement without being judged by each other? Yes, my boxers are all twisted and pissed!

That way too many Americans are without healthcare. The privatization of the healthcare industry means that most people are not immune from the lack of the best healthcare; regardless of health insurance.
Also, there is a big difference between hearing loss and vertigo.

Nelson Mandela is so much on my mind....in my prayers
 

I've been wondering, how many times do we read a post, don't "thank " the poster because we don't want to look like a stalker, or busy body, or we have a secret crush. I know I am guilty of that at times. Sometimes it's because I am reluctant to admit I feel the same.

Sometimes it's because the poster seems annoyed with my attention. In my excitement to share or be supportive I seem to be a pest.

Yes, just like in person. Oh well. Que sera sera.

Job interviews. applications and life

Today is the big moving day. Right now, it's quiet and calm and I'm having coffee but it's going to hit the fan in hours.

about what has happened this last week
funny what all you can learn by not saying what you really see.
what else on my mind is .. if My trust is gone whats the point?

soooooooo tired
yet soooooooo worth it

On my mind...
 

A new job within my work place. I was told last night about this opportunity. I have been waiting for this for months! Time to get out of the stressful and lazy people work area. With a small pay cut I will happily be on my way! Waiting on the process to catch up with itself I will be out of there in about 4 weeks. My small flickering light at the end of my dark work place tunnel.:candle:.