On my mind
 

I have the same thoughts Ms Bluem.

The last date I had was in 2007 or was it 2006? Who can remember ?
Of course I was in a relationship for a long time. Still I do miss dating.

I often wonder how much is too much...
when is something consider broken beyond repair?
is everything fix-able?

Life is feeling a little overwhelming again. It seems that as soon as I feel like things are settling down enough that I can do a little something for myself... the whole world explodes around me. Life is hard right now... emotionally and financially... and I am feeling like my support system is almost non-existant.

I just have to remember to take a deep breath and keep moving. I can get through this, just like I have gotten through everything else the fates have thrown at me.

I'm bone weary tired...tired of being sick...tired of just being today.

I know, I know, do you want some cheese with your whine?

A layer cake of spiritual awakenings


:tinfoil:

The colors of the leaves as they start to change. My drive to work is beautiful. I will miss the colors later. Yet right now, the colors are just beginning.

:praying:

The
 

Pain I Bring

Teaching....

I always seem to end up in a position where I am asked to teach someone something... I have decided this is both a blessing and a curse.

*sigh

So much needs to be done right now that I can't plan ahead - like, apply for jobs.

Thank goodness I have my own (company) car but it's tough living with someone else in their house.

I need a holiday. A proper holiday that consists of cocktails and a big fat novel.

Sex....not quiet in the middle of the night tame stuff, but loud, sweaty, Gatorade needing , putting holes in walls,wild middle of the afternoon where ever the impulse strike sex....

Must have our own place soon or rent a freaking hotel room..

A dear friend who passed away 16 years ago today.

I love you and miss you buddy.

But when I watch you in this video, I know that you happy, home and at peace.

Until we meet again...

After a few "can't find time to breath" days of juggling a heavier than usual work load (yay!) plus the teenager, school, etc, I'm sliding into the easier part of the week.
Which means that this morning is paperwork time and cleaning my house, and then, at noon, taking my daughter to her first day at her new volunteer job. Which is a dream job, working at the coolest historic theater in the world, then picking up my mom for her birthday to take her to see the play that my daughter is working, then home for a little regroup time. Then take the kid to her new late night dance class (makes me feel really old) and then home by 9pm to collapse.
Tomorrow is our homeschool group day which we love. Then it's the weekend with my guy! My daughter is working at the theater again Friday night so we get a little date night time. This whole working teenager gig isn't so bad!:hangloose:

My son. He is having such a hard time in school... he's so very smart, but its just not an environment he is comfortable in he doesn't understand how other people think or what is appropriate socially. Every year its getting worse... I really just don't know what to do to help him any more.