if it is...so what??

I'm only hurting myself....figuratively speaking..

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Now that Im no longer living alone, I realized how much I count on having my things where and as I left them....

If it is, I prefer weird! LOL!

I honestly don't believe anything could make me "weirder" than I already am.

Well I dont live alone. But i do isolate myself alot.and yes thats possible ive done it since i wS a teenager. I can say iam very weird in.comparison to others in my house and outside.

Ive hidden my strangeness completely from my housemates amazingly. And the following list is sure to make all you think im insane..

So one thing i do and have always done is have a conversation with myself. I even did this as a kid. There was no other children in.my neighborhood so i played alone how boring.

I could be playing a video game or looking for something in my room , or just laying in bed. Now i know what im doing and that nobody else is there. But it stems from my lonliness. Im just lonely and when i try to have a.conversation with other people it just..meh. they either dont get me or its super short lived. Iam completely myself with myself , no misunderstandings and no weird stares lol. And i known its a strange habit but stops my lonliness for a short time. When im super lonely i write myself love letters to.

I also talk to my cats. Heck ill talk to any animal or fish. I love goldfish.

Iam religious although not A crazy zealot . But i sleep with a bible on my bed. Like next to me. I have nightmares and.when i wake up i can just reach grab it and i feel better and go back to sleep.

Hmm what other oddities... i play mincraft on xbox in my underwear does that count?

I had some good answers that disappeared. So I just want to answer this one:

~washing vegetables while showering

I wash all of my body in the shower thoroughly, including my derriere. What if a tiny flake of fecal matter fell on the celery I had already washed for snack time? "Hep, this is Cholera, have you met?" Uhhh. I don't feel so good...:(