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You. And how much I miss you at times. Right now being one of those times.
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What's on my mind??? The dog just scared the living hell out of me and I'm contemplating wringing her neck (not really).
I was at the back of the house playing an audiobook and organizing some clothes in the closet. Where I was standing in the closet I had full view of Gracie as she lay on the edge of the bed. All of the sudden, she stands up on the bed and starts barking and growling with bared teeth and pointing down the hallway as if someone is there. And of course there was nothing out there but my heart is still pounding!!! LOL |
what is on my mind is how wonderful it felt to be completely stress free and relaxed this weekend during a BDSM self identified womens camping event. There was a wide variety in attendance.. trans, gay, queer, bi, femme, butch, leather dyke, boy, boi, girl, grl, Daddy, Sir, Maam, Mistress, he, she, they... you name it there was representation...
It was so wonderful to be able to be that open and free... I saw people I hadnt seen in a year and some I had seen just last month.. I am so super stoked to get out and meet people more often now. I also met some wonderful people from California.. so I want to get to visit them soon as well.. |
Time. I feel like I'm constantly running out of time. I need more time in the day, or something. I don't know how to explain it, but more time or less things to do would both be amazing.
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Even though my kids are going to be gone most of next month, I still have SO much to do. I really hope I can do it all without feeling overwhelmed.
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Right now Friday night
Late night decisions are on my mind. Do I fall asleep listening to It on Audible or do I fall asleep with a Netflix horror movie on in the background. Also I can't believe I finally have a girl that wants to watch horror movies with me...now to figure out the distance thing or learn patience. The later as some of you know has never been one of My better qualities*chuckle*
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SS if you have started to read, STOP!!!!, you can read after the wedding lol
What isn't on my mind nowadays :blink: lol My girl (f), our wedding, getting everything done (8 weeks away), a letter that had to be sent in the province I live to validate her US divorce, which if for whatever reason we don't get anything back from them/or they don't validate, we can't marry (that letter is sitting in a post office waiting to be claimed UGH!!!!), hotel room misbookings on the management end, the script for the ceremony and our input, a surprise I wanna try to do for my girl (f) at the wedding, my surgery (remove a cyst/abscess from my eyelid that I have had for 3 months), will I still have this job (contract) at the end of the year (hope to become permanent), so many things are on my mind but will stop at that....... |
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The same thing for the last few bed times. I miss the pups even thier bed hogging ways at bed time. Riley curled up at my feet on top of the covers and peppa between my legs under the covers. That is until she decides there just isn't enough room and she moves to stretch put by her momma causing Riley to move between my legs so I can pet her head until she falls asleep. I try to fool myself by surrounding my body wih a body pillow on ine side and a smaller pillow on the other side. Just not the same!! I miss those damn dogs |
So, I'm throwing this surprise birthday party for someone....the party planning? No problem...now the gift is another story...I mean, I'm beginning to sweat because it's this weekend and I still haven't even figured out a present for this picky prick...:twitch:
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All this research, that I so graciously volunteered for, to help out my Uncle with our family tree!
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My new baby nephew. He was born yesterday. 9 lbs 5 oz. :) He's just so cute and chubby. I have baby fever.
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what is on my mind is the changes in my life over the past 8 months. I cant believe it is August already. Making healthy choices ranging from eating better to cutting out negativity in my social interactions to getting a membership at our local community center to continue my pool physical therapy.
It is all coming full circle with the job promotion I received at work about a month ago. I havent been able to begin the job yet because we are still finding a replacement for my position, but I have my first official meeting tomorrow and I am so looking forward to it!! And I am already making the new pay grade so I am a happy girl. I moved to my new office space today and that was great. It is quiet and peaceful. I am getting to know someone I have been friends with for years. I am getting more active in the kink community in my area in fact we have our Pride Leather competition this weekend and I hope to be there for most of the events. Life is really good. They say if you surround yourself with goodness you will get goodness in return. So far it seems to be working. |
How I am going to get a break from work! Without sneaking around to get it.
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What is on my mind... I'm supposed to be asleep.. but I can't sleep. .. maybe it's the 2 hr nap I took... maybe it's the 2 hours we spent on the phone... maybe it's storytime and the way the chapter ended and I know I have to wait until Tuesday to hear more. Ugh I hate not being able to sleep.
The dogs went crazy when I was almost asleep. That didn't help. I didn't bother getting out of bed I knew it was the upstairs neighbor taking his dog out. She challenged Riley once and that is all it took. Now they go crazy when she goes down the stairs. I just want to close my eyes and go to sleep.. hopefully that will happen soon |
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a lot is on my mind. I have been sick for the last week with an acute sinus infection and bronchitis,our youngest has been sick for the last couple of weeks with what we thought was just a cold.. but nope.. sinus infection and ... Mono. .
Ethan has been feeling bad lately but He is a trooper and is taking care of both His girls I feel badly for not being able to care for our youngest like I should, but, being so sick myself it is dang near impossible. On top of this, our daughter-in-law tripped and fell this week while holding our almosy 3 month old granddaughter, and granddaughter's head hit the cement floor so hard it fractured her skull and made her brain bleed a little. She was rushed to CHOA and is home now.. but.. still not out of the woods.. On top of that, The future is unclear in some things, a bit scary, a bit exciting, a lot of uncertainty. . So yeah, a lot on my mind. Come on pain meds.. ready to be knocked out for a bit to stop thinking. |
It's a bad feeling when you come across a photo of someone you went to high school with in a friend-of-a-friend way on Facebook and you go to check out their profile and friend them and realize they died last year.
She was 35. Thirty fucking five. Cancer? At thirty fucking five. I still have photos of us together in high school in all manner of fuckery. Photos of borrowing each other's prom dresses and doing each other's makeup. She was my friend and I can't fucking believe Cancer got her. MJ. I remember you. |
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