My daughter just called me crying....

She had a bad dream about me and she woke up sobbing...

She's not sure what happened in the dream...

And all day I've had that "impending doom" type feeling...

I guess I better bubble wrap my happy ass and stay in bed...

:eatinghersheybar:

Staying focused and meeting my deadlines at work next week.

Planning my daughter's birthday dance for November. I can't stay off of Pinterest.

I did not sleep late, why am I not sleepy?

Surprised...
 

Everything.... and nothing.

Sleep and sleep and more sleep.

That I get to make holiday cards and send them out. I love the idea of sharing gifts.

The audit I've been waiting for, finially happens tomorrow. I don't know which one I'd rather have, this audit or an executive visit.

I just know I have 9 days of vacation left, that are somewhat being taken at various stages this month!

I slept so hard for almost 2 hours when I went to bed around 10:00 p.m. ... now wide awake ... cannot sleep! chit chit chit

Bet I will really be snoozing good when that alarm sounds off in a few hours.

:(

My girlfriend is on my mind, my babe is having depression issues and I feel bad that I can't be there with her because I'm taking care of my mom.

I'm trying to decide if I want to celebrate Christmas by decorating for the holidays or instead, maybe go somewhere during the winter holidays. I know it's kind of early yet, but I'm leaning toward taking 4-5 days off and stretching it into a holiday getaway that includes a weekend too.

I'm wondering how I'm going to get to sleep tonight.

Life... Which way to go?

Onions...red ones..yummy.Cleaning out my freezer,making way for fresh deer meat and fish.The spare meat will be donated to my nephew and his family..nothing in my house ever goes to waste.

The next episode of TWD...ohh yeah! :popcorn:

Still in my head about how short time really is...more specifically the loss of a grad school friend who had a remarkable bond with her 9 year old son. Her mom previously passed. One day she complained of headaches next day gone. So young. So many years missed since her life was shortened. The one who has seen her share of struggles but always put on the smile, gathered her strength, & fought harder to achieve her dreams. The girl who always found the positive and pointed it out to others. But back to time....we never really know the day nor the hour. Our feelings, thoughts & behaviors need to be on point every second if we are to live fully with those we care about. Would I have done things differently with her? Do I have regrets? Well I think I would have told her what a beautiful soul she had and that she had impacted my life by our joined paths and the time we spent together. I guess her passing makes me see loss is very difficult for me and it doesn't necessarily get easier as we age. Loss is still loss. So to those who have made an impact on my life I need to let them know how much I appreciate them. If it includes you....thank you for being you and being special in my life.

Seems like everything these days. Too much to even list!