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Do I really want to dish out all that money to have someone do something that, in theory, I can do myself?
Do I really want to waste all that time trying to do something that is not in my wheelhouse and that I would likely bring someone in to finish anyway, causing additional cost in the end? |
I wrote my roomie a "dear Jane" letter....
I'm thinking I should wait til I'm home from work to leave it. You never know who can be a bunny boiler and both my cat and my poodle are bunny sized.... But I'm looking forward to reclaiming my house and life and I'm getting a tattoo like on Xfiles NEVER AGAIN....like ever |
Lighting Candles
I'm up early waiting for the sun and thinking of someone who passed away many, many years ago.
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Lil buddy is thriving again for today at least. He is getting better at positioning himself during meal times, aggressively going after food, and pecking back at his sibling now and then. He's also working on self feeding which is amazing at this age. Is also getting better at distinguishing between pieces of stick and actual food. He is definitely growing well right now. There has been a lot of food today. Both crops are full and look ready to burst. Food comas should commence shortly. The violent attacks seem to have subsided. Been a good day. |
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Ack. Spoke too soon. Brutus must have had a pellet i.e. eagle equivalent of a furball that was making him more docile and sharing. Pellet gone. Brutus back to being a dink. Dad doesnt feed standing in between them. Mom does. Removes lil guy from being a target. |
Life in general. Knowing the rodeo is here soon I can't wait to go see Miranda Lambert. Then celebrating our 1 year anniversary near the end of March.
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How stressful I have allowed my life to get.........
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My finances right now.
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Back to looking at homes for sale ... that deal fell through on the offers I made, my realtor and a banker both commented separately "those owners do not want to sell that home"... I am seeing more and more of what I want coming out for market now. One is so enticing, all good - 14 freaking acres even! But the increased drive to and from work is not feasible. Wish I had not seen this one! *laughing*
Be so happy to find the right one and get moved. I am finding house-hunting to be a major stressor. (or would that be "stresser?") Happy Wednesday to Everyone at BFP! *smiles and waves* |
Over It
Do you ever have those cycles where shit just keeps happening? I'm in one. I wish it would stop. Maybe by writing this out, I'll break the cycle of one crappy thing happening after another.
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On to better things.. :) |
OMG... I can not walk in heels anymore! I just tried to walk in the new 6 inch heels I bought, this was not very successful. So he went on Amazon and bought a new pair of shoes that looked similar with a 3 inch heel.
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I've been having weird dreams lately. Last night I had a nightmare about cats and I love cats! I was swimming alone in a pool and suddenly I realized there were hundreds of cats downing in the water. :( I was struggling to save them and getting scratched like crazy, but I couldn't save them all. :(
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Vegas Vegas Vegas!
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My father will be turning 90 soon. :-)
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A meeting I'm having later today is on my mind. A middle manager gave me some guff last Friday and I gave it back right to her. It may come up in today's meeting.
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All week I've had tried to deal with three issues that, for various reasons, all couldn't be addressed. I am hoping that today--before the weekend begins--I can get some resolution and move forward (to deal with more fuckery next week I'm sure).
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Missing my girl. She is at a church women's retreat and I'm keeping house while watching the said rotten child.
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A bizarre dream I had last night about a young woman who deliberately, (or so it felt) encapsulated me with an almost magnetic gaze before hurling herself over a walkway railing to a polished concrete floor below. She landed with all of her weight on one foot. The leg was mangled, yet she smiled. As the crowd gathered, I ran for help. When I returned she again kept her eyes glued only to me and maintained her smile. The smile held no signs of pain, more like an eery achievement of sorts. Finally as, the EMTs has her loaded on a gurney I asked her softly, "Why?" No answer, only the eye contact and that smile.
Then I woke up. This dream has sat heavy on me all day. |
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