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My kitties, with my oldest kitty in hospice at home these days so everytime I come home from work I am so stressed out about the kitty's condition.
I had to go on an overnight business trip and was terrified about what I would come home to. Luckily, the kitty was the same as I had left her. I am force feeding her now so I hate to leave the house. A special shout out and big thank you for all the support from friends here. |
Trying to shut my brain down so I can sleep ... I don't think we can close on the home by May 31st. It took longer than expected for the well water test to come back. It came yesterday and the water is fine. Still, it threw us behind anticipated schedule. I am trying to turn it all off and not wait for any tid bit of info because it is making me nuts. My loan originator assures me the home is mine. I believe her. I would not ever have believed all the hoops one has to jump through to buy a home. At any rate, it will work out and be a done deal eventually.
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I feel inadequate as a woman because I'm not a slut.... I don't let my friends or my friends' grabby butches put their hands on me. What more I am disgusted by the audacity! I will slap that hand right off of me and make sure that the massage is heard loud and clear! I am even more disgusted with femmes who claim to be someone's friend but when their friend's butch feels them up they just stand there... Lack of disapproval is the approval or even further an invitation yes please more of that. I know that I'm way too zipped up.... I'm a horrible human being but my policy is Hell No!!! I'm a lady and if I am your friend I will ALWAYS respect that! On the note of grabby butches, I do not blame them, theirs is to try, ours is to slap the shit out of the mare idea of such act and draw the line, making sure that the line is Very sharp! Maybe this is why I will never have gay friends... I just cannot deal with this sort of sleazy drama... I cannot even stand to watch it from the sidelines it disgusts me...
Being a slut is of high value it's top priority must have feature in this world...I'm sorry that I lack that. I'm a lady I crave deep emotional connection and all my relationships were based on that and deep respect. I am not judging anyone... I just vote for transparency... If you're not for commitment don't fake it! I try to be a good friend but I cannot watch this shit go down and stay silent... So I must detach and let them all fuck each other any which way until it all goes up hell... I don't feel safe being unprotected like that. A single girl with scrupulous has to watch herself. I'm ready to be attacked and torn apart with words now. Fire off! |
My 5:30 haircut after work is on my mind. I have been so busy and have neglected myself by allowing hair to grow unreasonably long. People at work love it. I hate it! Going to have Terri buzz it short! I am excited to be rid of this mop! Hot weather is here to stay and it ends up wet when I work outdoors.
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you can count me in on a haircut. Must be butch week for cuts. I go today TG
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Why would you not blame grabby butches for trying to put their hands on you? Everyone is responsible for their own actions. That whole 'blame the girlfriend/wife/mistress and not the man/boyfriend/husband/butch' thing is played out and outdated. It's just another projection of the propaganda to pit woman against woman in this world. Also, I'm pretty sure my gay friends would be insulted by the sleazy drama comment but you are not alone in promoting that stereotype so it is what it is. I can't blame you for being pissed. If someone that was partnered tried to get freaky deaky with me, I'd definitely have some serious issues with that as well. What I wouldn't do is blame anyone but THAT PERSON for their actions. |
There's a lot on my mind. For instance how I keep having ex friends and roommates still attempting to cause drama and my ex girlfriend and how she keeps going back and forth and getting my hopes up. I've got sleep on my mind because I haven't slept. And I'm just all over the plasce
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I'm with yall got a haircut today. We did a #1 back and sides, I do have about 2 or 3 inches left on top
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Beer :byebye:
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I started making lists today because I have too many things on my mind and cant keep them all in order... too much to do, not enough time to do it.
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Today's update from CROW: Today, Lil Guy received a second radiograph (x-ray) since the eaglets operation on Saturday, May 14. His condition was upgraded to guarded based on blood work and clinical condition but protein levels are still dangerously low. The fracture site and pin placement from the surgery look good and today he was able to stand and walk normally but still spends a majority of time down and sleeping. The eaglet is responding to intensive care and is moving from a predominately liquid diet to a soft solids diet. ( Yes, Jesse I will save you from hearing todays menu LOL). Body weight has increased but he still remains extremely thin. He was at 6.4 lbs on admission. He should be at 8. Although Lil Guy still has a lengthy recovery, it was encouraging that the eaglet was willing to bear weight on its leg and use its foot and claw in a normal fashion which indicates normal nerve function. |
Lol! It's okay Kobi. I made sure to not be eating dinner when I read today's report. :)
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Taking Brandy back to the vet tomorrow. She has gotten better but the stroke has really slowed her down on some days. I guess as we all get older we have good days and bad days?????
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Little Guy continues to show signs of improvement. This morning the eaglet was bright and alert during surgical wound care cleaning and blood work. He ate some fish fillets on his own yesterday and weighs approximately 8.5 pounds. The eaglet was fully standing this morning and vocalizing after treatment. He remains in guarded condition. We will have another update on Wednesday. Fish - his favorite. Vocalizing - his specialty and his way of saying more food! https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com...67adb06666.jpg |
The Mountain Laurel in Virginia....and hunting for wild raspberries and blackberries.
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Can three days go by quickly? Or will they drag on, cause I'm looking forward to starting vacation Friday night! !
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It can go by in flash. I'm already on my 2nd day of 3 off. Yesterday flew by and it's already mid-morning today. Eek! |
Todays update from CROW: Lil Guy's condition has been upgraded to fair. He is now routinely standing and using the right injured leg, but still won’t perch and spends a lot of time lying down. He is bright and alert and eating a diet of semi-soft fish fillets and meat. The eaglet requires assistance during feedings but has been slowly eating on its own. Blood work abnormalities have resolved and are back to normal. ----------------- The not wanting to perch yet is understandable to me. He had and internal fixation of his broken bone, plus has external hardware on the leg to hold everything in place. The thought of perching, to me, sounds like major "ouchie" time. The "spends a lot of time laying down" made me chuckle. With the exception of learning to fight for meals, he was always a bit of a slug. Between the malnutrition and being the younger sibling, he was not a great initiator. He was slow to perch and to fledge. And, he loved his down time in the nest bed. Glad the dangerously low protein has resolved. This is one tough lil bugger. |
This weekend, I'm off at the nursing home and working at the kennel!!! Can't wait!!!!!! And I will work in the yard tomorrow. Got a few tree limbs to cut down.
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