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It's October so of course to many depressing memories/anniversaries. That it seems wrong to call death dates of loved ones anniversaries.
My current situation and if I made the right decision. If I will be able to continue dealing with the consequences of said decision. My response to a message I received. The potential of making a new friend. That if I would put on my glasses or at least zoom out my phone screen I just might have fewer typos to correct. And And And Did I say it is October? |
Just thinking aloud....
Well, I'm having a problem; hmmm...maybe "block" is a better word. Anyway, it is significantly impacting my ability to move forward in the way that I need to and I'm not exactly sure how to go about fixing (or working with) it. It's not the sort of thing that has a cut and dry solution.
Luckily, I know someone who might have some insight. In the meantime, I will just keep going. Anyway, I had fallen asleep and when I woke up I saw I was still logged in and that was on my mind and here was this thread. So, there's that. |
How cold it feels compared to how cold the weather man said it would be. Yep, I must be getting old bcs my circulation sure isn't reaching my extremities!
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The application I'm going to put in tomorrow after my spouse's doctor appointment. An old school paper app, not online app! Ive decided to just go for it!!!!! Take a chance!!!!!! Im scared but I'm excited too. I need a change......:blink::blink::blink::blink::blink:
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It just now occurred to me..
My dogs probably don't know my name. They know their own names and each others..but no one calls me by my name. The girls call me mom when they're here. And no one else is really around. |
The fact that is October, which means a lot of deaths and death anniversaries for me. I had a lot of loss in this month, so it can be hard for me to deal. But, I do my best. Also thinking about how I have made a couple new friends on here and that makes me rather happy. Then also of course, everything else. My YouTube channel, and how I need to get back on track with my videos.
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Today my niece would have turned 26. So what's on my mind is how unjust this world can be. Since my niece only lived to see her 1st birthday and I can't imagine how painful her last 6 months were. She had a rare muscle disease and the last 6 months of her to short life was filled with her slowly loosing control of her mussels till finally she just couldn't breath anymore. Yet, to many asswholes thatr also my buofamily ate still breathing and hurting others
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Hoping to get over this hump in my relationship.
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Cinn,
When I read this, I realized the same was true with Sadie. So I tried having a discussion with her the other night. I asked her if she knew who Jesse was and drew a blank stare from her. Then I realized that maybe she knows my name as daddy because that's how I refer to myself when talking to her. So when I asked her if she knew who daddy was I got puppy kisses. Lol Quote:
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On my mind
Tonight my friends in Florida are on my mind. Hunker down friends and stay safe.
Please check in when you can. Chad |
I talked with my friend and he has packed up and left his beach cottage. It will be interesting to see what shape it ends up in. He isn't expecting it to survive. Not far from the coast in Melbourne. Let's see if their will be enough power tomorrow for a check in.
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My friends in Florida and my girlfriend flying out tomorrow to NY.
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I am getting really tired of everyone deciding whats going on in my life without consulting me... GRRRRRRRR....
... I play all the fucking bills for EVERYONE... yet... my things are free for anyone to use without talking to me... and my time and space are not really mine at all... I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW... |
Brisa
My Sis is on my mind :(
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On my mind
We are planning a family party and the menu is on my mind. Smoked brisket, sausage, and ribs are my job. Veggies and fruit are my sweetheart's job. Oh and dessert.
Lots of work to come. :cowboy: |
Having drywall and shelving added to the garage.
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Having my co-manager get promoted to her own store. Funny, she didn't like me at first. She thought I was to quick to correct her. She realized, I was teaching her the correct way to do things. She is sad it's happening so fast. We didn't even get to prepare for this. Again, tis the life of retail. I will miss her as we have become good friends. It just won't be the same spending so much time together.
She is the fourth person for me to promote since I've been here! |
The amount of money that will get spent tomorrow on the truck.
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Death...and music by Rob Dougan-Clubbed to Death (kurayamino variations)..I don't know, they just kind of go together.
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On my mind
My stomach is on my mind. I am having a little medical procedure this morning so I can't eat and that part stinks.
My lady is having too much fun teasing me about being a baby. Haha!! :annoyed: |
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