Mon i came to the hospital for a "routine" surgery .. I should have been home sameday. However, it became an emergency surgery and here i am Friday still at the hospital with 36 staples instead if 4-5 stitches. The hospital, doctors, nurses, ans cna's have been wonderful. I couldn' t be in better hands..In my option.

So, alot of things are on my mind ...encluding being released tomorrow if all goes well

Rockaby baby ...Lallalala:toothache: :onebutch::hk9:

I'm thinking about finally saying goodbye and having it be for real this time. My butch and I aren't what we used to be.

A good friend whose grandma just died. I'm worried about him and haven't heard from him.

Best wishes for a speedy recover. You will be in our thoughts.

Chad & FAS

Thanks! I am recovering faster than expected. I went in for a basic surgery but had an issue with an artery. So, the cut from sturnum to pelvic to repair it. Im up and walking..great team taking care of me and good visits from my crew. It causes a great deal of reflection

The weight I'm gaining even though I'm eating the same amounts of food I been eating all summer, doing all the same cleaning and scrubbing at the dog kennel, all the same running around at the nursing home, etc. The only thing different is I'm not sweating like I did in the summer when it was so hot. I wonder if that's it? Or maybe just hormones??

Frustrated at how long it is taking, for the 27th to get here.

Thinking bout moving furnture to get the area rugs cleaned. I need to stop thinking about it and just do it because the steamers will be here in a couple hours.

We have several contractors coming out next week for painting, flooring and other improvements so that we are ready for holiday parties, and the selling of the house sometime next summer.

I HATE to have messes, so I am already stressing on all the mess we will have during the next few weeks; maybe I'll go stay in the travel trailer!:pirate-steer:

Also thinking about what the ortho doctor said about my hands. First he did X-rays and said I have osteo and he suspects rheumatoid arthritis in both hands, pretty bad. Some carpal tunnel but no need for surgery. Then after blood tests and a nerve test, he says NO rheumatoid, SOME ortho, but SEVERE carpal tunnel in both hands and I need surgery right away. He wants to schedule it for next month. I told him hell no!!!!!!!! I'm starting a brand new job and can't be out of work that long! Plus he said one thing, then a few weeks later something different. So I will get a second opinion before I let some doctor I just met cut my hands. I've been dealing with the pain for a loooooooong time, so I will deal with it for another year before I have any surgery.

"I will get a second opinion before I let some doctor I just met cut my hands"

Absolutely!

All the people who sent me well wishes about what I was going through. It made me cry. I really needed it. I ended it with my Daddi yesterday, but since I'm visiting her in FL right now I'm here until Wednesday. It's so awkward. I thank every one of you for helping me with your comments. Hugs to every one of you.

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the cold North...

Greco

how much I enjoy the smell of my own pillows

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other ppl's ignorance is not your pain it's allll theirs ~ now stop looking backwards and face front and move on ~ (f)

sleep and wondering if I will get enough of it..... :praying: :moonstars:

sleep
 

sleep has yet to find me tonight...