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RockOn 11-30-2017 06:53 PM

gayandgray
 
I am sincerely sorry this is happening to your spouse.

Kobi 12-15-2017 11:32 AM


My Mom died a year ago today.

My head keeps replaying the last few months of her life - the fall, the hospitalization, the rehab, the assisted living, and finally the hospice.

My heart says watch the home movies, flip thru the photo albums, remember the good times.

My emotions are all over the place.



~ocean 12-15-2017 03:08 PM

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Quote:

Originally Posted by Kobi (Post 1186974)

My Mom died a year ago today.

My head keeps replaying the last few months of her life - the fall, the hospitalization, the rehab, the assisted living, and finally the hospice.

My heart says watch the home movies, flip thru the photo albums, remember the good times.

My emotions are all over the place.



(((((((( kobi )))))))))) I wish I could tell you that the emotions all over the place goes away but it doesn't ~ you just learn to cope. Every Sept. 1st I still cry like it was that day ~ I stay to myself and reflect, I was her care giver and all the days, weeks before her demise all plays back in my mind. I know you and your mom were very close . Just think of happy she would be looking at you at Christmas time happy that you have someone new in your life :)

JDeere 12-16-2017 12:56 AM

How my ex is going to react when she sees me for the first time in 3 months, I am going to be wearing a binder. I am kinda looking forward to her reaction but at the same time, kinda stressing over it.

Gayandgray 12-16-2017 11:16 AM

How commercialized Christmas has become over the years.

Medusa 12-16-2017 12:56 PM

On my mind: I spilled 1/3 bottle of lavender essential oil on the arm of my giant chair and it’s putting off some intense fragrance and chill vibes.

I don’t mind :)

homoe 12-16-2017 01:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Gayandgray (Post 1187099)
How commercialized Christmas has become over the years.

AMEN!!!!!!!!!

Mopsie 12-18-2017 09:07 AM

I am feeling very anxious.

I'm sitting here waiting to have a mammogram done.

My anxiety is completely irrational, I know it is, but I'm still a wreck.

My mom died when I was a kid. She died at age 41 from leukemia. So many people used to tell me how I was "just like her." They were trying to be comforting.

Unfortunately in my little kid head that got a bit twisted. I came to believe I was also going to die in my 40s from cancer.

See what I mean about irrational?

I know intellectually it's not true, and yet every time I have a test done my anxiety sky rockets until I get the results back.

So I'm sitting here focusing on my breathing and waiting my turn.

JDeere 12-18-2017 09:18 AM

Friday and im anxious about getting my binder in today....

Deborah* 12-19-2017 06:32 PM

What the doctor told me yesterday.

Deborah

Clyde 12-19-2017 06:53 PM

Cream puffs.

Bootsandheels 12-19-2017 07:04 PM

Wondering if after 7 years of friendship my best friend is going to let something pretty stupid break our bond.
Hope not...patience is not always easy. :watereyes:

JDeere 12-20-2017 12:33 AM

That i need to stop eating after work.

FireSignFemme 12-20-2017 05:07 AM

That I'd rather watch reruns of I Love Lucy than reruns of the L-Word and what that might say about me.

kittygrrl 12-20-2017 10:49 AM

pnw...........

homoe 12-20-2017 12:00 PM

What an idiot Tucker Carlson is........

JDeere 12-22-2017 12:21 AM

How im going to feel when i put my new binder on.

Kenna 12-22-2017 02:48 AM

A Cob house and Cob pizza oven and a Cob building workshop next April.

easygoingfemme 12-22-2017 07:20 AM

Snow. 6-9 inches today? I wouldn't mind if I had a day home but that's not the case. I really really really do not like driving in the snow.

Also, when I leave work today I will officially be on vacation and operation "finish getting ready to host Christmas" will be in full tilt boogie.

Cheers!

Mopsie 12-22-2017 03:15 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mopsie (Post 1187509)
I am feeling very anxious.

I'm sitting here waiting to have a mammogram done.

My anxiety is completely irrational, I know it is, but I'm still a wreck.

My mom died when I was a kid. She died at age 41 from leukemia. So many people used to tell me how I was "just like her." They were trying to be comforting.

Unfortunately in my little kid head that got a bit twisted. I came to believe I was also going to die in my 40s from cancer.

See what I mean about irrational?

I know intellectually it's not true, and yet every time I have a test done my anxiety sky rockets until I get the results back.

So I'm sitting here focusing on my breathing and waiting my turn.

Just got the report in saying "no suspicious abnormalities." :) Thanks for the support y'all!


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