where is gone my singlehood wish for 2018? sigh ok a little bit freaking out here

A huge list of things...
 

Insulation
Drywall
Plumbing
Power (solar components)
Propane or wood stove
Floor plan (pick favorite)
Feature wall with live edge wood and hidden storage
Ceiling fans
Do I splurge on my claw foot tub?

To go to the clinic tomorrow for my infected toe or ride it out till Monday to see if it gets better.

It's a kind of weird snow day at work. It snowed heavy all night. I got up early to shovel and jumped in during a small lull in the storm to drive to work. Bare bones staff are here. Building residents are being super chill. I'm playing Grateful Dead a little louder than usual in my office and there's talk of a pizza party for the staff who did come in. My work husband is getting me a gluten free pizza. I can totally take this type of snow day.

What shirt to wear tonight. Long sleeve or short sleeve?

My brothers gender revile...My future and what I want... so many things too many to list

All I've got to get done in the next couple months.

Pride week is next week at my University, and I just read a poster that said Ivan Coyote is going to be speaking at my University! I would go, but I have a show to help produce during that time. :(

Gavin is on my mind. He is the Rottweiler I rescued from the highway about a month ago. The vet told me Gavin did not have a mean bone in his body. He also said I hope he will not hop your fence and leave.

Gavin ate a big dinner tonight. Then over the fence he went. Gone. Some dogs cannot be fenced in.

I gave him my very best. My heart is broken. I don't know, maybe I should think about rescuing those little fi fi type pooches

I have been riding the roads looking for Gavin with no luck. I had to fill out a late slip this morning at work.

I hope so much he is okay. Wish he could have been able to complete his heartworm treatments and stayed at least long enough to have eye surgery. His eyelids turn under, cause his eyelashes to scratch his eyes.

Gavin has been someone's dog for about 9 years. Not only did they beat him but they did not meet any of his medical needs either.

Gavin rubbed off his collar and rabies tag on a stump. I found it a little ways down the driveway. The boy does not like fences and collars.

Safe passage to you Gavin!! I will not forget you. Should you return, there will always be a place for you with us.

My wisdom teeth need to come out. The space for them has always been tight and caused problems. Them coming out isn’t a big deal but I’m really aggravated that they will only do one at a time. 1st is this week but that’s 4 separate visits. I would go somewhere else but this place is good and seems to cost a little less. Dental work can be expensive when it’s all out of pocket. I tried to talk them into 2 at a time but it was a no go. That should be up to me and not them, my mouth, my pain.

Alot of things i cant control or are out of my hands at this time.

On my mind - I am SO not ready for work tomorrow but this week will conclude some shit that's been on my mind for way too long.

So mote it be!

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18"+ of snow ~ :praying: winter please go away ~

Knowing that im not included in funeral arrangements for my birth mother when she passes.

i don't know what to do