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I think I'm staging a coup against myself as I am still here online instead of being in bed.
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The Group of African American Dykes on Bikes I saw on my way onto the island this afternoon. They were on some gorgeous hogs, trikes and very nice crotch rockets...some had a woman, some did not, about 20 of them... The patch on their leather vest said DEM GYRLS.
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I somehow injured my pinky finger on my left hand and no clue how it happened.
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How my work ethic does not change even on day's off. That is not necessarily a good thing.
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Autumn
It's just too hot to be outside and I fear this may be a record heat Summer for us. I don't remember the last time it was this warm this soon. I Googled coolest weather city in the Summer yesterday LoL Seattle and Portland win. I should seriously think about relocating. Sorry for the whinefest, it's just a little hellish around here. {117 days until Autumn}
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Some days, people are a giant pita. My new housekeeper cancelled the day before she was to start. Then the chiropractor made an adjustment booboo that necessitated a second trip. And then the USPS delivered my package to the wrong address. I miss the days when people showed up as scheduled, did the work right the first time, and didnt make foolish errors. |
Taking stock of my life has been on my mind today. Sure, there are dark parts that I wish weren't there.... liars/users/abusers/etc... but overall, I'm good.
I have a roof over my head, food in my belly and clothes on my back. Of course, it could be better. I could win the lottery or suddenly find myself in the midst of a windfall. That would be great but it's seriously highly unlikely to happen so I can't sit around and wait for it. Instead, I've made a plan that will help me get myself where I want to be financially/physically/emotionally/etc in time. It will be a journey to get there, but like everything else in this world, the journey is what makes it what it is. Also, I'm thinking about whether taking someone to court would matter in the scheme of things. Basically, deep stuff. |
I will never understand why people lie.
The whole push you away. Only to pull you back in and when they get caught. Their famous line is. It wasnt me. In fact. They gaslight. It was them. Its never me. I wouldnt do that because it is crazy The lies we spin today are remembered in the futures of tomorrow. It's what you're doin in your tangled web. And I must say. Your past is damn ugly and twisted with all those lies. I dont know how you sleep at night with all these games. Life is too short. Go out and enjoy peace. Enjoy nature. Look to the stars. Love unconditionally. You will be happier. Right? Isn't that what they say? |
That its gonna be another hot ass day outside. But I remind myself that this happens every year.
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It's gonna be miserable for the first few hours of the day. I'm going to do my best to limit my time outside, but really only because my hair is on point and I don't want it to get ruined by the humidity.
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On my mind
Home repair.
Looks like the fire alarm on my high ceiling is malfunctioning. I am pondering trying to fix it on my own or call an electrician. The main issue is that I hate climbing the extension ladder when I am alone. I am not a young buck anymore. Ugh. I am pondering the situation. :deepthoughts: |
My son's, my mom, family stuff. Mostly my mom and my boy's.
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Casper
I believe at times Beasley thinks I'm a ghost because sometimes she tells me that she can see right through me.
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Purging possessions
I'm heading towards a minimalistic lifestyle. I'm on my second round of "pitching" things and it's slightly easier. BUT NOT EASY. If it was, I'd be done by now. The whole process is emotionally draining. If i could just open a drawer and throw it all away, but NO! I have to (for some strange reason) look at almost everything and reminisce. :blink:
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Never say "never", especially in matters of the heart :blueheels:
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That I sometimes struggle to understand why, how or what.....
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