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In the middle of the night, while reflecting on a long, hard day....
Who was I in a past life? I've been told I'm an "old soul".... Is Karma being good to me or is Karma paying me back? (ie. do I have it good even though I have struggles or is Karma paying me back for some past life transgressions? If it's the first choice, then I should be more grateful for having it good even in the face of struggles.) Who/Where will I be in the next life? Can I please come back as a butterfly or hummingbird? My ex-spouse once said "There is no hell, hell is here on earth." This statement came from their belief in the Jehovah Witness faith... I ponder that statement too. |
Anniversary
Pondering princessbelle's ponder...and remembering Peter Pan. Well, I am also pondering this as the eve of a 7 year cancer free anniversary. When I was told I needed surery, I thought prostate, vs..hysterectomy. :) :rrose: Pondering what I did with those 7 years. Who I met and who I lost. Who I loved and loved me back. Who stayed and who went when it was rough. I am alone in the quiet of this night with my pondering mind. Celebrating in the morning with an invite for my favorite home cooked breakfast ~from the ex of 8 years ago. :superman: Pondering I really did think I could fly. :supermanbooth: |
I have been pondering the feasibility of a recent science tv program that was intimating that we humans and our lives may be just complex computer simulations of an advanced society. Wouldnt that be a kick in the pants. |
Am I too old for a mohawk?
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why was that lady at the dog park shaking that piece of poop off
before she put it in her little bag? ? ? |
Wondering what kind of new porn we should buy.......
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After multiple dreams about being late for or missing work, I'm thinking that it's a good idea to check the next day's schedule before bed.
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i was thinking last night what ever happened to my cominuity.. it seems so many have become i dont know what to call it (upity).
i see so many looking down there noses at others, others that they dont even know casting judgment when they havent even exchanged hellos. all the finger pointing,bickering and belittleing within a cominuity that not long ago was the victim of this same behavior if they were to step out of the closet and onto the street. makes me wonder am i just getting old and this is the new? the cominutiy i recall supported each other, respected each other even if we didnt quite understand where the other "family" member was coming from. we protected and cared for one another, we had to.. because we were the "other kind" that the majority of the population loved to bash. just makes me wonder.. lol and i walked uphill 5 miles in the snow to go to school to! j/k |
Sometimes I lie awake at night (not really) wondering why we would be expected to tolerate ignorance and the "isms" as prevalent in our "community" as the mainstream. Just because we're riding in the same queer boat doesn't mean I'm going to turn a blind eye to bullshit.
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I'm making room in my brain for cupcakes.
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Why am I still up in the middle of the night to ponder
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the thoughts that wake me in the middle of the night...
who decided ties were a good idea who decided we work 5 days and have 2 off how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop do i really want fries with that or have i been conditioned to say yes do i really need a water or can i fall back to sleep without it.... |
i sometimes ponder about people i went to school with and lately, a guy who used to pick me up and drop me home from time to time. i decided to ponder aloud with a facebook friend great at keeping contacts from our class; however, the person i was looking for was absent from his list of friends. we decided to just check whitepages, and the friend i have been off and on pondering about, lives on my street. very strange in a way.
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WHY? Yanno, sometimes I'm just not in the mood for another fucking learning opportunity. |
Pride inginsomnia
Sleepless music beat
Long climbs ocean breeze "waking" in a few hours sleepless wanting cold cut up bite size watermelon in bed sleepless |
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