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Clackers...
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camping out on the beach...listening to the pounding surf.....cooking out on the break wall....scavenging with my metal detector...
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The Poodle
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I miss my mom so much...watching my lil sis get weaker..
I want to call her so horribly....she was always there for me when life was.....life. |
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Sleepy head thoughts
my head on my pillow, the cool breeze on my skin from the fan, the feel of the sheets, and the ever so slight touch of warm flesh.
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This month is particularly hollow for me. It begins with Labor Day and ends with my birthday...i miss my family when we were a family...before Mom died...when we'd gather for family dinners/cookouts for holidays, birthdays, special events or just for the heck of it...Mom loved having everyone over, it was so important to her and it felt so wonderful to be together ...i really miss the way that feels...she was the glue that held us together (after she passed Dad tried but he's too detached)...and i am sad that things will never be the same and that feeling of closeness, belonging and family seems to be gone forever...
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I miss having "my person" - someone who gets me, who knows me well enough to get past and through the barriers, a friend as well as a lover (though I sometimes think I miss the friend part most of all). I miss having an activity partner, someone to talk over the events of our day with. Someone to plan adventures with.
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I miss having my Abuelita's tortillas!!!!
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I miss the way she knew me better than anyone
I miss how safe i felt letting her break my walls down I miss the love she used to feel ffor me I miss having my rock But most of all i miss my best friend |
I miss someone to just say, "It's ok." Or, some to laugh at your stupid jokes. I miss, someone to listen to your woes and not judge you. And, someone to say, "Good Luck", when you are embarking on something big. I think mostly, I miss someone to say, "baby, you have had a long tough day, let me make you a cup of tea and I will take care of everything for you."
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I miss oregon. hippies, McMenamins, the voters guide in the mail, diversity, wine oh the wonderful wine, beer and coffee, green so much green your teeth hurt. people that can drive in the rain, use a middle turn lane and grocery stores open past 9pm. :seeingstars:
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I miss my horse, having horse hair on my t-shirt, peppermint papers crumbled up in my pockets, I find them days later.
I miss him nuzzling my neck. Come to think of it, I miss my neck being nuzzled by her. I'm just missing.... |
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him.......
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I miss
My best friend, the one I would share all my thoughts and dreams with.
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I miss feeling like i'm missed, wanted & needed
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What Do You Miss?
I miss having a girlfriend to love and share my day with her...
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I miss a lot of things but in this month I always miss my mom although she has been gone for almost 40 years now. I miss hearing a voice full of feelings for me. Hearing it will be okay, you can do this, I am here for you. I miss saying good night to someone as I kiss her gently and crawl into bed with her to sleep the sleep of fulfillment. I am okay with being single I just miss not being single and the little things that come with that.
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I miss peace and tranquility....
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~My maternal grandparents
~Instant access to St. Augustine Beach Duchess |
In the generic sense now, I miss the knowing that someone is waiting for me at home or cares about my well being. I miss having someone know me.. all of me. I miss being able to totally let my guard down and be myself with someone. I miss the little notes about loving me that are left on the fridge, under the pillow, in my suitcase.
I miss the days where I was actually happy.. I mean truly happy. I have faith it will happen again but until that time.. I miss it. |
i miss the smell of that "right" person on my skin and the sound of the "right" voice growling in my ear.
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i miss the innocence of times gone by...you know, when something triggers a memory of how things were and the memory causes you to try to recapture the feeling at that particular time...you come close but can never quite recall that actual feeling...i suppose it's like that so we keep moving forward...still it would be nice...just once...
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MY fave spot is at base of Bridge of Lions, Fort Side...on that bench!! And Sunset Grille!! |
Everything about being in love
The scent of a woman. Falling asleep with her in my arms, her knowing she's safe. The prodding, encouragement & calming effect only a woman I love has on me. The responsibilty of being Hers.
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OMG, I soooo agree with you!!! My family has a home on A1A near Panama Hatties. You step off the porch right onto the beach. When I was home I stayed there every weekend. I miss it terribly. :) Duchess |
hearing the good morning smile in my Someone's voice. knowing it's there even before i turn around.
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Not directed about any person in my past, but in general:
Having those morning moments wrapped up together before starting a day. Love notes hidden in sock drawers and lunch boxes. Sharing the happiness of the other coming home. Cooking what I know my love wants to eat. Knowing how to pair a hard day with a dinner that might make things a little bit better and smoothing it out for the rest to unwind. Having someone there for me when it's hard- having a safe space to say I've had enough, and to just crash there and be held. Having someone there when I have a bad dream. Having someone there to hold me when the scary movie I insisted we watch gets to be too much. Having someone look me in the eyes with love in theirs. Having someone who knows everything about me, and who I know all about. And still want to be together after all that learnin' is done. |
What Do I miss....
What I really miss is......Days before cell phones~
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Easter sunrise service with my family and friends at the Castillo de San Marcos in St. Augustine.(f)
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life without migraines
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I miss my hometown, St. Augustine, FL.
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I miss kissing... that deep down soul kisisng where there is nothing but you and me and that world where only we exist.....
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~I miss my hometown, St. Augustine , FL
~I alsu miss the Butch women. They're hard to find in Atlanta. Duchess |
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Remember the old Lum's? LOVED it. I LOVE Panama Hattie's. I went there when it first opend...My FAVE is The Oasis...lurve me one of those huge platter sized baked taters. Nombre De Dios....is awesome and the lighthouse!!! Absolutely LOVED the dolphin cruise on the boat there by Santa Maria. I LOVED when the hospital was down there by the Coast Guard Facility now. Lurve lurve lurve St. Augustine and would live there if could find enough roomies to afford it. Not many people grasp that that is the FIRST City in the US!!! Have to confess to riding the Merry Go Round close to the Fort..many occasions...smiles, LOVED when the Old Par 3 was there and I would drive the old Model T's... Sooooo many changes over the years.... The Lions look spectacular now, refurbished!!! Thanks for the walk down Memory Lane lady!!! |
missing you....
who are you? where are you? will I find you? I am here. Right here. Before your eyes. Will you find me? |
Im missing her kisses
The feeling of being in love The feeling of being able to let my guard down Being able to say anything and not be judged! I miss my brothers |
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OMG, I can't believe you mentioned the Nombre de Dios. I used to go there all the time when I couldn't sleep and sit at the base of the cross. Now I'm feeling homesiick.(w) |
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