The perfect nectarine. It was so delicious. It was amazing. When you eat a perfect piece of fruit it is like a religious experience with a visceral twist. I don't know why it is so hard to get. A perfect piece of fruit I mean. You just don't know. Picking fruit is like buying a grab bag from the flea market. Pretty much it is a given it going to suck and be a waste of money. But every now and again it can surprise you. I live for unexpected surprises. I know it sounds like the same thing, unexpected and surprise, but it's not really. You can get a surprise that is expected. Like when it's your birthday or xmas. It's a surprise that isn't really surprising. But say you opened your gift and it was a bat house. That might be an unexpected surprise.

I was just reading about Team T---p, over on MSNBC: Team T---p Leaks National Archive Letter, Hurts Its Own Cause (LINK).

This is a short read (thankfully, lol :| ) but here is a priceless observation from that news release:

AND... Here is the original report from Politico: https://www.politico.com/news/2022/0...urity-00053250

On My mind is the future, and what that might look like.

Thinking about my youngest. It was such a relief seeing him today. He actually showed up for family dinner tonight. That was a shocker. He's started meds, therapy, then took his therapist's advice and agreed to go to marriage counseling as well. He's been refusing to wear glasses since the age of seven but finally has agreed and wow he actually looks good in them. Women his wife reports are flirting with him. Yeah well it's amazing how when you keep your hair looking good, your clothes clean, your beard trimmed and your socks changed women don't find you revolting them as much as you used to. He's also made it a priority to find a good job. He's always been a worker but never held jobs that paid very well or offered any real benefits. His father and brother are being being very supportive, doing all they can to help him. It's good to see the three of them getting along, working together, not fighting, arguing the way they used to. I hope with all my might he gets the job he's applying for but if not that he'll stay on track, not let it stop him. If not this one there are other good jobs out there he could make a career of. Anyhow it was a really good time. I'm just thinking about that and looking forward to getting together again next week.

It feels good to be appreciated.

Hoping that this is a good week and that I get positive vibes going in My professional world. I am also thinking about My doc's appointment tomorrow morning - and I hoping for good things there too!

What a great doctor's appointment I had today!!! ALL good news!! and the doctor himself is just amazing - and really listens - like actually listens!!! When is the last time I had a doc that did that? I could not tell you. Also, he is transgender (FTM) and of course that helps as well.

The infection is cleared from My blood and I will finish out this course of medicine and then I am done!!!

He also switched some other stuff for Me which I am super glad for- and I just feel grateful in general that I found him.

I had to cancel My camping trip which should have started yesterday. My sister and I just have too much going on this week to make it happen. Thankfully I was able to get a partial refund.

We talked the other day and decided to see what we could put together for September - possibly coinciding with My birthday.

What is on your Mind?
 

Waiting for my concert on Sept 10, got my tickets printed out and paid for and room rented. I can hardly wait. My brother and I are going together.

The weekend of My birthday and what will hopefully take place around that time. :candle:

That I deserve to be loved with as much commitment, passion, focus, and intensity that I love. Its one of the things that has been on my mind a lot lately. I have been loved and treated very well but I haven’t experienced that kind of love. I thought I did once but it didn’t last. I have been single for a long time and probably will remain so but if I were ever to be in a relationship again I know what I need and deserve. I also know that kind of love takes time and continues to expand and deepen over time. It’s not instant.

On your mind.
 

Back on the date search. Last one did not work out at all. Life is like that eh.

An MD visit recently....