That life could give do-overs and that I could turn back time.

picking up the thread
 

what do you wish other people knew about you?

That while it might seem great from the outside, sometimes, often really, I feel that being considered attractive by many is not all it's cracked up to be.

Do you have a particular fear that you know is irrational yet it still holds you back?

"irrational: adjective; from Latin irrationalis; in - "not" and rationalis - "reason".

1. without the faculty of reason; deprived of reason.
2.without or deprived of normal mental clarity or sound judgment.
3.not in accordance with reason; utterly illogical: irrational arguments.
4.not endowed with the faculty of reason"

given a clear definition, yes. bugs that insist on suddenly occupying space that belongs to me at that moment (ditto spiders, bats, rodents, teenagers and perfume models)

i also have one or two fears that do not involve a lack of reason but a lack of cojones. sue me. :huhlaugh:

do you deprive yourself of something vital to your well being and if so, why?

yes, because she's my mom.

how do you space yourself from negative people?

i dont. i never learned how.

how do you offer yourself forgiveness?

I don't know if I offer it or simply work through the issue and take it as part of the whole difficult process. Excellent question thank you.


How often do you set the "ego" on the shelf.

Not to damn long lol unless you want to see someone cranky as hell.

Do you climax easily or does it take awhile?

***depends... if i'm fucked like a jackhammer then yes i'll come early. if not, it will take a while...

what style when having sex do you like best??

Depends on my mood, arousal, and who I am with (or thinking about).

How do you find that balance between selfish and self care?

Do I have to have a favorite lol? Guess if I did it would be taking her from behind.

Can you do acrobatics in bed ?

Not sure on that one I'm a pretty giving person. I usally think of the other person needs first . I have learned not to be as giving as before but it's hard for me lol.

What do you really want out of life?

to be a good dad

How old are you?

To old lol 53.

Do you have 20/20 eye sight?

Actually 20/15 since my surgery.

What do you do to make your self feel better when you are sad?

I don't think so --
but I don't wear specs

I communicate when I am sad and/or do art and/or eat and/or sleep. But never all at the same time.

Did you relax any today?

***NICE!!! I love doggy style :D

i cannot do acrobatic in bed...

what is the First thing you do right after having sex??

Try to go out and be around friends who lift my spirit.


Do you cry at sad movies?