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Just this morning I found an old address book with names of relatives and friends. I leafed through it and realized that most of them have passed away. I miss my family because I am the only one left, except for cousins and an aunt. I miss them because they were so dear to me and I loved them - still do - but it's just not the same. It's hard to go through life missing lost loved ones - but I am very thankful for my friends. Without them, I would have no one to share new memories with...
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a man named David, who was the gentlest soul I had ever met. His intentions were good, but he was an oddity in his community and people often didnt take time with him. He died in a fire on Christmas day. I dont think I will ever experience a Christmas again without thinking about him and what a loss his death was to that community, who never really respected or admired him for the man of God he was...
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My Sir... Because he is enduring a lot of emotions on our visit to his family. I am so proud of him. I am trying to be the silent rock he can lean on.
I love you Sir. |
My dad and my brother.
Me and mom went to the cemetary and put Christmas wreths on their graves. My brother now has a headstone. I don't know why but it sorta made it more real. We just hugged each other tight and cried in the cold rain. But, somehow, me and mom felt their love for us. We miss them both so much. It is really hard to accept somedays. We got back in the car and started singing Christmas songs and tears tunred into smiles when we started remembering beautiful memories from childhood to adulthood. What a blessing memories are. |
Jo and Rooster..they are spending some quality time together at Hollywood studios because he flies out to go to his dads for a week in NY the day after Christmas
Oddly enough my mom....she will be spending Christmass alone this yr because the weather is kinda bad where she is and she wont drive in it. my son...i've worked so hard to give him a good life---i wonder at times if it was right thing to do,because it meant not spending as much time with him as i would have liked ME...wondering what the hell is making me so gabby and sharing all of a sudden lol |
lil r is on my mind... cuz i have been so sick i havent talked to her in forever... another form of DTs...
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MOM
My mom was placed in hospital about 4days ago. I hope she continues to get better and be home for Holidays!!
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Friends
Thinking of my new friends that I have made. I am very blessed. I hope everyone has a wonderful Xmas!
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Around the holidays, I always have my mother on my mind.
I've made the best of holidays ever since she died, but they still never seem the same without her. |
I'm thinking about my Mother. This was her favorite time of year. She over-decorated, over-cooked and over-spent! She loved to give and give and give.
Also, thinking about my Father and how he taught me this time of year means GIVING is much more important than what you get. We spent every Christmas Eve taking food and presents to those who were not as fortunate. I will always remember every face I saw during those visits. Peace to all! |
Thinking what could have been
I'm thinking of the lady I loved and who i thought loved me. Thinking that I would have been just back from a visit and how wonderful that might have been. Instead I worked 17 hours a day everyday. Thinking I'm spending another holiday alone yet again and wondering if she ever thinks of me.
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My Momma.... I always miss her, but Christmas is really bad.
I love you Momma...The Yellow Rose Of Texas!! |
I'm thinking of my daughters......
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certain Someonw
thinking of a certain Someone, hoping that Hy had a good day, that everything turned out alright, and hoping Hy has a restful amd peaceful night.
pres :moonstars: :candle: |
a friend
thinking of cindi, how her call cheered me, and feeling glad that my message did the same for her!
pres :moonstars: :candle: |
a friend
a friend who went out of her way to let me know she was thinking about me
pres (w) |
Tammy McMillion
So...I was just laying in my sofa channel surfing, enjoying my popcorn, coke, and smoke, when suddenly I see, an old friend/co-worker come on the screen. We use to joke around and flirt, and I even made her pee her pants once or twice. Now she is on TV as a Tele-Evangelist. Lmao!
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My best friend Annie...I called her on her birthday (Dec. 16)...no answer, left a message on the machine. Called again a few days later...no answer, left a message. Still no word from her. It's possible they went away for the holidays, but I don't remember her mentioning that...and it isn't like her to not return a call. She's been under tons of emotional stress, and now I'm 1300 miles away...so I can't just swing by her house to check how she's doing.
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A friend who I am getting to know - at glacial speed, no less!
She's not one for the holidays - I wish I could be there for her. I hope she feels better soon. |
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