Now wearing: Black wife beater, black athletic shorts, white ankle socks, sneakers

Now eating: Nothing

Now drinking: Nothing

Now listening to: The Fray

Smell like: Degree deodorant

Last website visited: Student loan

Last person who made you smile: The puppies

Now leaving for: Nowhere.

Now wearing: white tshirt and blue shorts

Now eating: a hot dog

Now drinking: pepsi

Now listening to: the wind

Smell like: me

Last website visited: here

Last person who made you smile: the cashier

Now leaving for: nowhere

How can I be sure the safety of your arms, won't suffocate me.
 

Now wearing: blue cotton dress, minimal silver jewelry, hair in a ponytail, and a smile on my face.

Now eating: almonds

Now drinking: herbal tea

Now listening to:



Now thinking: the weekend will be nice.

Smell like: vanilla musk

Something good: kava kava - good lord, I wish I'd have tried it sooner.

Last website visited: usps.com

Last person who made you smile: coworkers

Now leaving for: the kitchen to make more tea.

Now wearing: grey t-shirt with the UMaine Black Bears logo and Paw, plaid and tan shorts, black socks, white Nike sneaks

Now eating: nothing

Now drinking: nothing yet. coffee soon!

Now listening to: the fan blowing in the window

Smell like: fresh shower, cologne

Now thinking: Why the hell did I come home from work last night with a ring of keys in my pocket? ugh!

Last website visited: facebook

Last person who made you smile: my Spritzer

Now leaving for: more thread hoppin'

Now wearing: Nothing, I shouldn't be awake yet

Now eating: Nothing

Now drinking: Water, but I am seriously going to need some coffee if I don't go back to sleep.

Now listening to: The air conditioning and that stupid clock

Smell like: Orchid lotion, cute girl commented on how good I smelled last night. Just to clarify that was way before I was naked in bed, she was at the dealership I had to trade my vehicle at.

Now thinking: Why, why, why am I awake at 4:30 am on a Saturday morning. I am tired.

Last website visited: FaceBook

Last person who made you smile: My Baby, she always makes me smile.

Now leaving for: Hopefully more sleep

Now wearing: black cotton dress, cream crochet sweater, brown sandals, minimal silver jewelry, hair in a bun.

Now eating: nothing

Now drinking: chocolate coconut tea

Now listening to:



Now thinking: about numbers... because they make sense.

Smell like: vanilla musk

Something good: art and tea in the mail.

Last website visited: gmail.com

Last person who made you smile: a friend

Now leaving for: nowhere for a bit.

Now wearing: Black pants and white button down (just in from work)

Now eating: Nothing

Now drinking: coffee

Now listening to: the tv

Smell like: vera wang ..sorta...long day at work

Now thinking: about a conversation ..and contemplating

Last website visited: my email

Last person who made you smile: it was more of a smirk and she knows who she is

Now leaving for: a hot shower in a few

Now wearing: pink cutoff sweat shorts, grey henley, white ankle socks

Now eating: nada

Now drinking: nada

Now listening to: crickets and clocks

Smell like: laundry detergent and fabric softener

Last website visited: pinterest

Last person who made you smile: Bear

Now leaving for: cool sheets and a good book

Now wearing: threadbare white Women's Festival teeshirt from my uni - 1989 and a cotton sarong

Now eating: just had some yogurt

Now drinking: just finished coffee

Now listening to: ceiling fan and yahoo msg popup sound

Smell like: nothing really

Last website visited: facebook

Last person who made you smile: my dog

Now leaving for: take my dog outside for morning bizness then I believe a nap is in order ...

Now wearing: white linen shirt, gray pants, two strap mary janes

Now eating: nothing

Now drinking: tea

Now listening to: thunder and rain

Smell like: rosemary and mint lotion

Last website visited: overdrive.com

Last person who made you smile: my local weather person

Now leaving for: work

Now wearing: black skirt, black tank top, tan skirt, sandals, a few bracelets and rings, and hair in a ponytail.

Now eating: plain greek yogurt

Now drinking: chai tea

Now listening to:



Now thinking: THAT was not a coincidence.

Smell like: lotus

Something good: I had an extremely peaceful evening yesterday.

Last website visited: usps.com

Last person who made you smile: coworkers, being ridiculous

Now leaving for: the other office.

I was thinking that I could come by here and say that today was a sizzling hot day; but it was a lovely day in that I could do something good by not eating or drinking too much.... but I did take a nice long swim in the Sandy River (which is still ice cold!). I've been listening to The Mountaineering Club Orchestra (Cruising The Ice). And, because I just took a cold shower to help me cool off, I smell like fresh coconuts. :) Mostly today I've been offline, but the last place I've been online is here at The Planet (because I'm loyal like that!). I will be leaving for dreamland in a bit because it is almost Pillow Time (will take a tall glass of Crushed Ice and water to bed with me soon).

Wearing : Black T with the sleeves cut off blue boxers .......... you will laugh maybe not....... 70% of my tees have the sleeves cut off I just cant stop myself I dont know

Eating & Drinking : Hazlenut creamer with a little coffee thrown in for good measure nothing to eat at this point although I should ......... sitting at about 112 lbs hummmm that is about 116 ilb weight loss but the good thing is 50% is bone and skin 50% is muscle may decide on toast and some fruit later

Listening to : All things hard, dark with lots of bump on my zune

Thinking : almost done with the work week and some fun will be had this weekend

Smell Like : Irish spring soap and reaction by cole

Last Smile : The drive thru gal at mcdonalds when I go in late at night for a icecream cone hummmmm she calls me Syr but like she means it ? you know what I mean?

Last website : fetlife

Leaving for : work a little later

Now wearing: dark/light pink athletic capris, 'recycling is survival' t-shirt (with the sleeves left on), slide on sneakers

Now eating: nada

Now drinking: nada

Now listening to: outdoor sounds, cars, dogs, a little breeze

Smell like: me, fabric softener, deodorant, etc

Last website visited: company intranet

Last person who made you smile: initiation into the spy club, and the 6,136 missions I must complete in order to become a leader

Now leaving for: lunch and haircut

Now wearing: black running shorts, grey tee, brown flipflops

Now eating: blueberries from the farm stand, they're aaaaa-mazing.

Now drinking: water

Now listening to:

LOVE this guy!





Now thinking: I don't want to clean, but I want a clean flat...sigh.

Smell like: anti-bacterial soap

Something good: Tomorrow is going to be *great*

Last website visited: shazaam and then youtube

Last person who made you smile: my Darling

Now leaving for: the corner mom & pop for some coffee, 'cause I'll be sorry in the morning if I don't

Now wearing: My heart on my sleeve

Now eating: My words

Now drinking: In the view

Now listening to: Myself

Smell like: Trouble

Last website visited: BFP

Last person who made you smile: Saleslady

Now leaving for: I know not where

Now wearing: black and fuschia yoga pants and my bra. Its so humid here.

Now eating: Nothing

Now drinking: Hazelnut Coffee

Now listening to: the tv in the background called 4 weddings lol

Smell like: Juicy Couture

Last website visited: Etsy

Last person who made you smile: He took the time to show he cares.

Now leaving for: the couch!!!! And hopefully a night filled with no nightmares! I am always on the go. Way to stressed. I need a spa day soon.
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Little known things about me lately are that I've drastically reduced consuming too much food, expanded my intake of fluids and have ultimately had the pleasure of revising my life so many times over the past few months, that I am positive I am no longer the same woman I was a few months ago (citing: what I am I drinking, eating, what I am thinking, where I have been lately).

Fortunately, I am wearing a much beloved set of clothes that have survived too many days of wearing them over the years: Black yoga pants, fuzzy pink and teal striped socks and a beloved t-shirt with quarter length sleeves pushed up to my elbows. As well, I do smell rather womanly today (we'll not talk about that right now) as I do not have to make any public appearances but I do smell rather lovely (Y'Lang Y'lang + Jasmine, and escential oil potion that is simply divine).

Mostly today, I have enjoyed wearing a beautiful smile, the genuine type. The good news is that I am going to go now because I must retreat to my own quiet universe and buckle up for a rather frenzied affair that must be attended to with speed necessary to my financial empire (which is rather low right now).

As it is, I am listening to a beautiful melody that I feel every bell tower on a university campus should play no matter the season of the year.

:stillheart:

( Citing all things: "Here & Now" :) )

Now wearing: over-sized brown on brown Mumford & Sons concert t-shirt

Now eating: nada

Now drinking: nada

Now listening to: my own fingers clacking the keyboard

Smell like: fabric softener, deodorant

Last website visited: email

Last person who made you smile: me - auditioning for a comedy and hearing the directors laugh

Now leaving for: land of zzzzz's

Now wearing: NY Yankees pajama pants, a light cotton long sleeve salmon colored pullover that says "starter fluid" with a coffee mug above it

Now eating: nothing

Now drinking: Bottled water

Now listening to: The fan and the crickets outside

Smell like: Chocolate ice cream that I ate a while ago

Last website visited: Here

Last person who made you smile: A complimentor

Now leaving for: I am thinking this over

Now wearing: yoga stuff

Now eating: a bosc pear

Now drinking: coffee

Now listening to: Mingus

Smell like: sweaty yoga stuff

Last website visited: google search

Last person who made you smile: yoga instructor

Now leaving for: the kitchen for more coffee

Now wearing: Tee shirt and jeans, fleece button up, it's chilly in here, and brogans

Now eating: Nothing

Now drinking: Great coffee

Now listening to: Beautiful silence

Smell like: Eucalyptus soap

Last website visited: Email

Last person who made you smile: The cat

Now leaving for: Nowhere yet, soon the beach

You were just someone that I used to know.
 

I rose from my sleep late today and even though I've had a few cups of coffee and nibbled on a homemade blueberry waffle, I really need to up my intake of water and go for a very long walk (probably down by the river so I can really stretch my body out and breathe in the quietness of river life).


I'm not sure if there's much good news to report about today, but I do seem to remember that someone dear to my heart did think about me today and managed to send me a small note (more like a meme), which was dressed in pink and cunningly vague. But, to their credit and mine, it did make me smile. :)


I guess I have done all I can today, with work search and employment seeking processes, so I will leave the life of the online world (here, fb, yt, et al.) and sashay my sweet smelling self out into the world of pearly gray clouds and vibrant rays of sunshine and take a sweet melody or two with me. I think I shall listen to......


Phil Collins (1988).

:stillheart:

(Citations for: The "Here & Now")

Now wearing: Dark blue v-neck t-shirt, and some ratty old gray basketball shorts that should have been tossed eons ago

Now eating: Nothing

Now drinking: Pepsi

Now listening to: Goyte

Smell like: Lever 2000

Last website visited: FB

Last person who made you smile: tck, tck

Now leaving for: Nowhere

Now wearing: Pink t-shirt and jeans

Now eating: Nothing

Now drinking: Strawberry protein shake

Now listening to: Roy Orbison

Smell like: Almond soap

Last website visited: Right here

Last person who made you smile: a friend

Now leaving for: Nowhere

1) You've inspired me to bond more with the rivers in my vicinity.

2) Homemade blueberry muffin? I think I've forgotten what foods I love.

3) Oh, there is nothing like cunning vagueness. And in the form of a meme ... sheesh some people get all the luck.

Now wearing: black undies and a chihuahua

Now eating: Nothing

Now drinking: agua

Now listening to: someone saying his back hurts

Smell like: vanilla lotion

Last website visited: google

Last person who made you smile: someone who is almost 50

Now leaving for: not for 10 more days

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Now wearing: Brown Tshirt that has a pic of a Hostess ding dong and says "King Ding Dong" along with some blue VS Lacies hiphuggers. I don't feel like matching or looking good right now. Don't judge me!

Now eating: Nothing

Now drinking: H2O

Now listening to: Penny, Raj, Leonard, Sheldon, Howard

Smell like: Lavender soap

Last website visited: FB

Last person who made you smile: myself. I FINALLY beat the guy in my Physiology class tonight. Kicked his ass thoroughly with my 100 to his 87 on the test.

Now leaving for: Nothing

As I sit here this afternoon, I find myself dressed in a beautiful smile and also wearing comfortable clothes that never go public but remain with me here at home because life at home is nearly as comfortable as possible, on most days I live to tell about it!

Naturally, out of habit mostly when I spend quality time at home, I have already had a few cups of coffee and now must increase my intake of water and will no doubt go out in the afternoon sunshine for an activity which will help me meet my previous exercise experience in my former work life.

Mostly, today, I've immersed myself in positive thinking and await the moment when a new work offer is placed within my possession. The good news today is that I enjoyed a leisurely bath and now smell remotely like coconuts; to wit, I must now find my secret stash of Almond Joys because I must have something entirely nutritious that is sweet and satisfies my desire to coat myself in chocolate and satisfy my sweet tooth....

All in all, I have yet to listen to music today but the Pelican windchimes on my patio and the adorable baby bird (who grew up rather fast this summer) are providing the sound of music that is delicious to my mental state. :)

I have spent my morning in the real world and my break this afternoon was spent here and elsewhere in the online world; but I retreat now to life in the real world as today I want to make my day ridiculously *Amazing*.... That said, I shall now go get my bottle of ice water and commence to entertain lovely ideas for supper while I take a walk out in the sunshine and then return home to see if anyone has left an offer of employment.

:stillheart:

(Citing all that is valid under the criteria of: The "Here & Now")

Now wearing: Olive green sweatpants shorts with "phys ed XXL" printed on the leg and a black t-shirt with my "Montezuma's Revenge - Tequila" logo. Barefoot for now...

Now eating: Candy Circus Peanuts

Now drinking: Shipyard's Pumpkinhead beer

Now listening to: My friend talking, the dryer and the damn Looney Tunes song in the back of my mind...


Smell like: Sweaty gy... from a day of working, walking and doing laundry

Last website visited: Facebook

Last person who made you smile: My Spritzer with her random text... LMAO OMG!!

Now leaving for: More thread hoppin'

Now wearing: Gold-and-mocha bathrobe, someone who loved me gave it to me for my birthday 15 years ago, and it's gotten softer over time, but is still sturdy in a comforting way

Now eating: nothing

Now drinking: iced tea with mint from the backyard

Now listening to: crickets and traffic

Smell like: roses

Last website visited: http://underwaternewyork.com/

Last person who made you smile: our videographer at work. He's a big guy, and I call him My Little Friend.

Now leaving for: the little room that is my sanctuary

Now wearing: sheets

Now eating: nada

Now drinking: soon to be coffee

Now listening: silence

Smell like: sleep

Last website visited: an app...Instagram

Last person who made you smile: my theater friends and their huge hugs

Now leaving for: clothes, coffee, the morning routine