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im thinking how good things do come to bad bois!!! damn im signing paper work on a new home next week... was going to rent to own type thing but the owner just said sell it to me!!!!.. wow im trippin.. thought my credit was trashed.. guess it aint that bad.
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oh wait.... i think this means im going to miss sturgis... |
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wish someone who thinks they are a dogooder would stop posting personal info about her.. you truly are cluless of the problems it causes her from her dom.. you really shouldnt talk until you read the book!
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Lists for a weekend away with my gorgeous girl and another friend.
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What is on my mind now? Why do people on dating sites put in their profile " looking for penpals or to make new friends" and then when you reply, they will not even answer?
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Decisions, decisions, decisions...
Hoping I make the right decision regarding my living situation.
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What do dreams really mean?
How do others actually know they're interpreting them correctly? After having the same dream for a few nights now, I'm thinking about it. In my dream I'm told to seek out a woman named Harmony. I know sounds hokey, but true. Anyhow, every time I get to where I'm told she is, I just miss her. I've never seen her face and have no idea why I keep on her trail. I just keep going and never find her. I wake every morning thinking about a friend and the dream I had. Makes me wonder what the purpose of this dream is for me since it's recurring. |
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And if a specific friend is on your mind after the dream, i would pay attention to that, surely. *shrugs* who knows..... :hippie: |
Try being still for a while
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Hey, you may want to post this in Nat's thread about dreams where another member offers an interpretation of it. Some people have really good insight as to the possible meanings of a dream. Here's the link: http://www.butchfemmeplanet.com/foru...ead.php?t=1600 :) |
Whats on my mind today...well...hear it is straight and simple,next week I start my pre surgery rehab and when I called to make shure all the i's were doted and T's were crosed the receptionest kept calling me sir..it happends all the time on the phone and real time as well as in person..dureing the 15 minit call she kept asking if I was a man I kept telling her no I wasnt..she says are u shure..yes I said I was shure.Then I ask who my threapist was she said John..I ask for a female therapist she said there wasnt one in the out paitent clinic..then she laughed and said to someone next to her ..this one is going to be one of them and John is gonna flip.I'm gonna go cause I want to get this back surgery done if I have to do nearly what ever I need to do to just get it over and move on.I was told to bring some workout colthes and tennis shoes with a good sole on them,poor John cause I refuse to shave my moustach off or shave my legs wich hasnt seen a razor in a lot of years...I cant change my deep voice nor would I even try.I hope this goes well but I kinda think not..
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I hate that I'm going to miss Little Rock. There's soooo many people I would love to meet. I work way too much.:|
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I have to have an endoscopy tomorrow up at the Cleveland Clinic. I am getting weary from all this medical stuff...
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[B][if you are remembering your dream, and if your dream is recurrent, then it is meant for you to remember it so you can consciously work on it.
I agree with rav about harmony being what she is more than a literal name... I want you to look differently at the dream. You are focused on who you are told to trail. Look also at who is telling you.... and talk about the dream to the person who is the friend you are thinking about when you wake up.../B] Quote:
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im thinking when you meet someone in person from the internet and they say lol instead of a real laugh there might be a problem.
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I'm thinking about how things tend to wind up happening in my life. Repeating patterns, both good and bad.
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thinking about starting up a personal blog, again...
i miss writing ! |
She Rocks, Dylan |
Somebody I know (not overly well apparently) has been arrested and turned over to the secret service. Jesus Christ - please don't feed your money/addiction problems by committing serious federal crimes.
In the words of a long-ago ex: one crime at a time! She has 3 kids and she just threw her life in the toilet. |
I hate the taste of protein shakes, I don't care who make them.
I have a favorite for the amount of protein and nutrients, but the taste is terrible. Next time, I'm ordering vanilla, adding vanilla frozen yogurt and canned cherries. |
thinking about my life and so many other things that people already know
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tupelo honey
oh Dylan...of all the songs you could have picked tonight, you pick this one...
this song was the song one of my great loves of my life said was my song. I remember laying in bed, listening to this song and feelin oh so loved...the soft breeze would flutter the lace panels on the windows and the gentle bleating of nearby sheep could be heard as we kissed and claimed our love for each other... oh ...what a perfect memory you have brought to me...thank you so much... this love I had and left, is what is on my mind tonight... and yes, it was the right thing to do in leaving..nonetheless, it didnt make my love for her less real... |
I wish people would THINK before they SPEAK!!!! Was having a good time out with friends until th e very end when someone was quite demeaning to me... As usual, I couldn't respond like I should have at the time. NOW I am sitting here, crying.. thinking of leaving this group... bc this one bully made me feel bad and NO ONE stepped up to help me out of that God aweful perdicament. I was so dumbfounded that I said something stupid.. I don't need stress when I go out with "friends".. i go out to destress... NOT going to go out with that group for a while... I need a break from stess .. NOT MORE for God's sake! Damn!
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Do we ever really know anyone? Hell, there are days when I don't feel as if I know myself and no one would know I've been in this body for 36 years and change. Thankfully, those days are far and few in between, but they do exist. |
Thinking of the CT scan I had earlier & hoping they find something to explain my headaches and other symptoms. I don't care if it is a shunt malfunction, I just want the symptoms to go away!
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Hoping against hope that what I think might be a conversation that gets somewhere... does! Gotta have hope, right?
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Lots of stress over a personal problem/issue for the last several months. Hopefully it will all be over with soon, and I will be set free from the binding of my life being put on hold.
PS. I need prayers for Aug. 31st and at least 2 weeks into September, Heavy meaningful prayers that God sends me his Angels to help me fight mine enemy and protect me from harms way. |
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i should never have agreed to go anywhere tonight. i have been working all day and my brain is fried! we close in 47 minutes and then rushrushrush home/walk dog/feed dog/feed self/get cute OMG too much |
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Picnic in the rain, did I mention POURING rain......chuckling....waves to Pearls
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My best friend asking me if I will still watch her 20 month old son and newborn son once she goes back to work, even though she knows I will be in college and pulling an Anatomy and Physiology class in six weeks. I can honestly say, I love her little boy, but I damn sure didn't tell her to go and get pregnant with another baby that she cannot afford to take care of....
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how the cut on my arm from yesterday at work hurts very bad, sometimes I want to cry but need to be a big girl.
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drama going on at work, makes my head spin..
and thankful none of it involves me.. see it pays to be quiet and a loner LOL. |
Wondering if there is some secret chant or voodoo to conjure up the Sandman.
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:coffee:you just might have a drinking problem if you wake up minus a digit?...
http://bodyodd.msnbc.msn.com/_news/2...life?gt1=43001 |
For the last week, if it could go wrong it has
Getting closer to the reunion and am now getting worried Hopefully in the end, it'll all work out |
Wondering if anyone will be around here while the Reunion Party is happening in Little Rock.
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