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Today is the memorial celebration for my dear friend. Although it is a celebration of his life, and we will share stories and smiles remembering the wonderful man he was, it is so very bittersweet. He was taken much too soon and it hits me on an almost daily basis that there is now a hole in my life that will always be there.
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54 yo Steve Ballesteros, the 5 time major golf champ, died this morning from brain cancer in Pedrena, Spain. He died with his family surrounding him. He will be missed. RIP Steve. |
I swear this is the saddest year of my life.
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I have the it's the end of the year and
I don't really feel close to any of my colleagues and I broke my pretty new salt shaker blues. |
What a shocker. A young horse fractured his leg during the Derby. Let me use this day, as I do every year, to say how inhumane horse racing is. They run them too young and too hard and many of them end up crippled and at the slaughterhouse. Sad.
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I found out a few minutes ago that a friend of mine passed away a couple hours ago. Someone had attacked him with a baseball bat Friday night. I've known this person and his entire family all my life. When I was younger our families went to church together so I was friends with him, his brother and his 2 sisters. His mom and dad were really great folks too. His sister and I were friends in the same grade since kindergarten. He was a hard-working, church-going person with a wife and kids. I've never known him to even be rude to anyone, so I have no idea why someone would attack him in the first place. I feel so sorry for his family. His mother passed a few years ago. In a way, I'm glad she wasn't here to see her oldest child pass away on Mother's Day, especially from such a violent cause. :(
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I am greatful todayI could say I have nothing to be sad about
I send all my BFP freinds love and peace and please remember that change is constant and knowing this gives us hope that tomorrow will be different...maybe even better.
The lost of a love one is also temporary becuase you will meet again in the next life becuase life is eternal while the physical returns to earth. |
Waking up and realizing that it was Monday NOT Sunday and i had to get my sparkly tail in gear...
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for Ryan -
been thinking of Ryan and his family these last few days.. so sad for his loss, and sending him thoughts and hugs his way... |
That a wonderful weekend had to end...geez reality can be soooo annoying!
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Having had to go thru all these Dr visits and hospital stays alone. I'm tired of it.
And I'm out of :chocolate: |
The current essay...
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Damn!!! The weekend is over already?????
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Tomorrow is monday...baugh humbug a work day.
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Just realised i left my beloved red Starbucks travel cup on a certain kitchen counter...:seeingstars:
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I'm feeling (emotional) today...
so just admitting that I feel sad today might help me to feel better (maybe). |
[I]when I got home from work tonight I got an e-mail with some very sad info from my old job at the Gap. My old friend Ron who was my chosen straight brother died in his sleep last night..so Ive been sitting her crying cause my brothers gone...
and also a male co-worker committed suicide last night I wish I could go back for Ron's funeral ,but I just started work and cant do it..I will miss my buddy and brother..I took him to his 1st frag show at the Connections..he was one of a kind..Im gonna miss that man...[I] |
A very special friend and his family are in mourning...
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Finding out just this morning the I have til the end of the month to find another place to live. A little notice would be nice. And the fact my roommate owes me 425 bucks that I will most likely never see is making it just that much more fun. Yipee.
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Conflict. Yes, it is part of life, but makes me sad sometimes.
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----silence----
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Reading about the woman who was beaten outside of a 7-11 in Virginia.
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Attending Graveside memorials, and thinking about how much they are missed. Nothing has been the same since. Peace be with you all. We know that you watch over us.
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Another wonderful weekend comes to an end entirely too soon...back to the real world tomorrow...
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Reading the violence against butches thread. :(
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The news of Pat Summitt being diagnosed with the early onset of dementia
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Not being where I need to be to give people the support needed...
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A baby lost
While at the Museum of Science and Industry today, there was a special exhibit that showed the life cycle of a baby from 1 week all the way to full term. I was mesmerized at the nine week old fetus because you could see individual fingers and it already had facial features!
What made me sad was the six week old fetus. It was very tiny, about the size of a grain of rice. I had a miscarriage at six weeks and it brought back sad memories for me because I wanted that baby. I stood there just staring at it, remembering how I'm pretty sure I had seen my fetus (please don't think this is gross) as I wiped after I had gone to the bathroom. I remember holding it and wondering :confused: and now I'm pretty sure it was. That's what made me sad today. :vigil: |
a missing Chicken named Henrietta .......
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I know this is an old post, but if by trich you mean trichotillomania, I would applaud your taking action to increase awareness of the disorder.
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I know this is an old post, but Owen, if by trich you mean trichotillomania, I would 100% applaud your taking action to increase awareness of the disorder. Just my two pennies. Red, who has trich.
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Went to visit my Grandpa's grave last weekend. He has been gone a little over a year and This was the first chance I have had to go as it is a 2 hour drive and my car is not the most dependable. I never had "the talk" with him, but always felt like he knew me better than anyone in my family.
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living a nightmare
What makes me sad today? My son was arrested, I am doing everything I possibly can to raise money to get him out, but I am hitting one roadblock and wall after another. I feel so incredibly HELPLESS! I was really physically sick last week, am still sick, but this stress is absolutely killing me. This has been a nightmare building for several months now, and I had really thought we had turned the corner, until his arrest last week.
I can't think of much of anything else right now, not my health, not my work, my new business, nothing. Prayers would be helpful and MUCH appreciated! |
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not being able to talk to friends
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i read the news today oh boy
I read the paper every morning, but todays news was just bad after sad after bad.
A local man was found guilty of second degree murder, child abuse and neglect. At the time of death his 2 yr old step son weighed 18 pounds, had an untreated broken arm, second degree burns, untreated cuts and bruising. The child was found wrapped in plastic and tape in a landfill. The mothers trial is in October. How did this happen? Why did this happen. I start to cry when I think how much that baby suffered. That story along with others involving so much abuse, mistreatment and hate, makes me so sad today. |
A few things make Me sad today:
~ Reading the above story about the poor 2 yr old and the abuse he suffered ~ makes Me want to take anyone who abuses children (and animals) this way and give to them exactly what they dished out !!!! ~ Not being able to text someone, still looking at My phone and realizing its just not coming ~ Being in a cuddly mood, and not having anyone to cuddle with :( |
Orphan
Today I miss my parents, I just want to sit and talk to them and hug them. I miss how they smell and how they laugh and holding their hands.
They have been dead 11 years now. |
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