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I am new here, so posting this tidbit from my blog (on the other site :P) check it out if interested..;) (Teary...green rubber clogs on, getting ready to go to vet's soon) Because I am Femme...I really want a strong butch by my side today as I struggle to deal with finding a new home for my beautiful dog who just bit someone randomly yesterday. Because I am Femme...it's hard for me to admit the above statement, because I'm strong and can handle it with as much grace and dignity as possible, but I so could use that strong, steady, loving butch energy today. Because I am Femme...I am recognising and missing a whole new level of "bondedness" in the magic dynamic between a butch and a femme...that of true, deep and steadfast friendship. (shuffles off to the vet to get shots and begin the process of saying goodbye...insert broken heart here) Boots |
the adorable girl in my life.
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Disappointed that my friends wanted to go fishing tomorrow instead of today. Not waiting around for them anymore. If they're not ready in a timely manner, I will just go by myself. :4femme:
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Hiatal hernia?? or some other kind of serious stomach troubles?
how much I hurt and how it nearly ruined a good evening/good meal Thinking how grateful and thankful I am for having such caring, compassionate, helpful friends that take such good care of me. Sorry I made them worry so. Am a bit blown away as to how/why that "attack" hit so suddenly and without warning. |
a great dinner, and great company, texting my love and spending the evening with my aunt and my fat prego dog.
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picking out my next tree frog tattoo... so I can have two, one for each of my kids
http://peglegsurf.com/store/images/Froggie-Logo.jpg I like this silly froggy but not the rest of the stuff |
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and to answer a ?? about maybe this person not being single........ yes hy is very single.... im just kinda surprised by this behavior... and no tis person is not on this site.... |
The ghetto bird is circling our neighborhood, and yet tonight it sounds like it's either short on gas or has some sort of engine malfunction; good goodness, for fucks sake, get it together APD!
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oh dear...I am dealing with this right now. I am a few days away from a hiatal hernia surgery. 1/3 of my stumach has protruded thru the hiatus. (I wondered why out of now where a few years ago I got a belly roll I NEVER had before)And its twised under my ribs. So...surgery soon...
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Thought on the reunion
What on my mind today, Is how wonderful the reunion was and how sweet everyone was. We do have an awesome group of people. I want to send out a big thanks to all of you for making me feel comfortable there without my partner. Love and kisses to everyone
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I've learned a valuable lesson since moving recently...
Although I was raised in the Appalachian Mountains, a little farm/country girl kicking her boot heals in mud and tromping around in the wilderness with ALL kinds of critters and crawlies... I was never repulsed by certain kinds of bugs until one spider bite made me VERY sick (several years ago)... Now since moving from city life back to the deep country/wilderness... I have learned the hard way to SHAKE OUT ALL OF MY CLOTHES, SHOES, and BLANKETS.... especially if I go to pick something up off the floor or bottom of linen closet. Or.... a person just might get an unpleasant, nasty surprise visit from a BIG ASS HAIRY CREEPY LONG LEGGED NASTY UGLY MAKE-ME-SCREAM-LIKE-A-LITTLE-GIRL JURASSIC-SIZED BEAST of a BUG or SPIDER!!!! Trust me, it was funny AFTER the event/scream was over!! I wanted to put on my old shorts to finish yard chores when I found they had been "claimed" by a BIG ASS HAIRY CREEPY LONG LEGGED NASTY UGLY MAKE-ME-SCREAM-LIKE-A-LITTLE-GIRL JURASSIC-SIZED BEAST!!! with longer front legs than back legs! :runforhills::runforhills: Do we have a smilie that screams "JUST KILL IT!! JUST KILL IT!!" ?? :|:| |
my kid has her first teaching job and tomorrow is the first day of classes. OMG. She is a bundle of nerves. no. She is past that. She is snapping at everyone, not realizing it and trying to get everything done by tomorrow.
In talking with her, I reminded her some of it can be done after school tomorrow. And the next day. But her performance anxiety is getting to her. it brings me back to the day I took her in for testing to begin her first day of school. It was just me and her and the tester. I watched my little blonde child's scalp turn red, her fist ball up in the empty hand and the knuckles that held the pencil turn white from the pressure of gripping it so tightly. Where did she get this? I am so not like this. I can be a nutcase of anxiety inside and not show a sign of it. I take on tasks and never fear I cant complete them. If it gets done, fine. If not, I will not have started a nuclear war. I will be glad when she has this first year under her belt. and I can now tell you, I am so not looking forward to her first mommy years... |
I got two jars of my new favorite pickles: bubbies bread and butter pickles...I may well eat one whole jar tonight...that's what's on my mind...it's a pleasure to enjoy some vapid thoughts for now...
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There has been an increase in domestic violence where I live. In the last week alone, there has been one murder and one attempted murder, both by spouses. It's very disheartening and frustrating to see the escalation.
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Today is the first day of school for my grandson! Pic posted on my FB :) (f) |
sometimes a cigar is just a cigar...and sometimes not...
well, well, well, more dreams and now physical manifestations....
no, no psychosis...seriously. I have done magic work all my life and usually its on this level, brought to me by higher self a bit before my earthly self is ready, so I can actually "catch it" when it appears. Well, it has appeared! I am extremely spiritual...and I know for every spiritual experience there is a physical manifestation ....and vice versa. Well, the physical manifestation has "announced" itself! I should have expected the physical manifestation, especially after the innocent physical act of a spiritual rite was performed intuitively but not consciously. (get your mind outta the gutter..I told someone this today and they went into the gutter...lol. So dont go there..its "other") And it was a quick result... today...I literally was slammed with the understanding of the dreams, and fell into the "purpose" behind it all.... well, well, well.... stay tuned...some very interesting things are about to swirl.... |
This past weekend kept getting better and better. I had to reschedule an assignment, so that meant a few extra days for folly. My friends and I decided to take our fishing to North Carolina.
We're staying at the Wyndham Resort at Fairfield Sapphire Valley. It's so beautiful and peaceful. Mountains and fresh air is the perfect way to rejuvenate. Just got back from spending hours at the pool. My friends are playing cards and talking shit in the background. Will fish later this afternoon. What a beautiful day this is. (f) Duchess |
Why does it always happen in threes?
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Family. I wish they all would find peace.
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Sent my friends to the store for dinner items to go with the fish we caught today. It feels really good to have some alone time. :)
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Can't wait until October.....going to a cabin in Murphy NC. Looks like a real nice place with a creek and a pond and right on the TN line. Not very far from where I use to live at in TN.
Also on my mind...a dear friend of the family died yesterday afternoon. Bums me out some. Thought he would be able to come visit with my parents in October at the cabin since he lived in Chattanooga and it is only a short drive to Murphy. |
Grief,loss,forgiveness...
It is a hard day and I am seeking self compassion for my Heart...,:tea:
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stranger's fruit
:blink:still thinking about that woman and her melons..:blink:
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Hmmmmm.... Certain people need to learn better TIMING... While I would often enjoy such attentions, if you do it when I need to get up and cook, I will still tell you NO!!
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someone better take me out for a bloody raw steak before I go into the hospital !!!!
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Some days I just love my heels and love when they love me back!
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All this and more is on my mind - and here I should be sleeping lol :canadian: |
I need to get a job so I can start saving up for the Reunion :D
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Anyone ever notice that Xenophobia almost always increases in proportion to the economy? When times are good nobody cares but as soon as things get tight they "foreigners" are always the first to be blamed?
This isn't just in the US - when you look back in world history there is a pattern. I am left wondering if this is some sort of a natural instinct thing in addition to or instead of a cultural/ethnic/religious/racial thing. |
How much more bad news about economic indicators can we take?
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Date night tomorrow night.
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***thinking it is REALLY beautiful out today, with a nice cool breeze, and last night was so awesome with no humidity.... should I pack the tent, marshmellows, trail mix, sleeping bag and two pillows, BUG REPELLENT, doggy treats and tell Willy Bear to grab his water bowl, we're going camping?? (he LOVES to camp and hike!!!)
*note to self, don't forget matches, a WORKING flashlight, and Tpaper inside watertight coffee can* |
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http://www.washingtonexaminer.com/lo...-93688844.html Stanley Furn is where my mom has worked for the past 30 some years. It is one of the remaining few factories in this area. Bassett ( the world's largest furn manf.), Pulaski, Hooker, Lane, and American and others have already closed their doors or are in that process. This area is blue collar and factories have been the primary source of income for most families here. I find it ironic that the places the President has visited and touted "new jobs" are actually places like motor companies who have just recalled employees that had already laid off. Not "new jobs". I don't see our economic picture getting any brighter at all and it won't until we put penalties on companies who send manf. work overseas. It surprises me that with all of our work on making the job place safe and to ensure a fair wage, we allow our major corporations to use what is little more than slave labor in other countries. |
Giving up soda is very difficult!
I've been cutting back on the Pepsi intake (again) - but old habits die hard. I'm at the point where I'm fine until late afternoon. But then I get a very bad headache and reach for a nice cold Pepsi. Usually I go for a 591ml bottle. Last week I bought some of those mini cans - 100ml - which help. Although - they are sometimes more expensive than buying bottles when they are on sale. |
Taking hym to the airport tomorrow is on my mind.
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Learning to breathe and De~stress, it's not
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