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40 Questions
I had answered these questions on my blog back in March and I was revisiting them and thinking about what had changed. So, I am answering them again. I wanted to share with everyone as I think they are great questions to ask ourselves. And if you would like to share please feel free to copy and paste and answer them.
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? 2. What's been on your mind most lately? 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? 7. In one sentence, who are you? 8. What do you want to be known for? 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? 15. What stands between you and what you want? 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? 17. When did you first realize that life is short? 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? 27. If not now, then when? 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? 30. What do you want to remember forever? 31. What could society do without? 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
I can follow my dreams because I now have defined them and know that I am worth the hard work and I am worth the happiness that ensues when you follow your dreams. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? My life, where I am going, what I want and how I will get there. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? happiness, love, health, money, fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? Space, space to paint, write and explore. And this sense of happiness and peace to continue. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Happy, truly happy. 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? Knowing that I alone am responsible for my happiness. 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am a happy, grateful being. 8. What do you want to be known for? Being the person who changed the most, the person who loved the most. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? My friends and impromptu get togethers with them. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I will be living in a new place, experiencing a new time in my life. Creating, loving, being. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? I do, and I have some great friends that add to that. I really am lucky to have the people I do in my life. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? I would have to say Honesty, Loyalty and Openness. 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Is it fear of failure or fear of success? My life up until this last year seems like it has been riddled with fear. Although not fear of adventure, I have made sure to do new things as often as possible. Okay the question was 'What has fear of failure stopped you from doing' and I would have to say - Completing my degree. Oh, that's scary to even say. I didn't think I could keep up the marks all the way through so it was easier to not do it. I now know that I just have to get through it and enjoy it as much as possible, even if I don't have honors that doesn't take away from completing it. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? An education. To be the first Phd in my family. 15. What stands between you and what you want? Myself, it is amazing how we make justified excuses when we are afraid of something. 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Lately most everything makes me happy, but my way of expressing is my art and writing. My art journal is perfect for that, I make sure I have art and writing on each and every page before I sign off on it. And when in doubt I call a friend who can ease me and make me laugh. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? When my husband died. Not when my mom died at 56, but when my husband died at 50. My mom had been sick for a long time and I guess I thought of it as a relief for her and us (even though I missed her), but when my husband at 50 years old fell asleep and never woke up... that made me sit up and take notice. Well as soon as I was able to move again. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Moving, I sit to write, I sit or stand to do my art. I need to move more. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? My first thought was my weight, but I have to say no, I have always known that when I dealt with the issues I would lose the weight. I have tried with many therapists and different programs to deal with those issues to no avail. But I have constantly looked at and confronted that. Hmmm, this is a tough one as I am one of those people who constantly is looking at their sh*t to see what needs to be changed, what can be improved on. So honestly I am struggling to come up with something I have refused to confront. I am going to ask my friends if they can think of something. Maybe I'm refusing so hard I don't see it. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Download movies and music from the internet without paying for it. I have always had an issue with this. I have an itunes account and I either rent or buy the movies I want to watch. My friends know this about me so they no longer offer to make a disc for me and if we are getting together for movie night they usually let me bring the movie as they know I want watch it if it is "stolen". 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I have to have everything done my way. It doesn't need to be done my way but if no one else is going to step up I will take the lead. I am happy to have someone else lead... as long as someone leads. Step up, don't wait for me to do it. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My integrity, my beliefs, my happiness. 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? Hate, hate is a huge word... I guess I would have to say - My knowing. I would hate to even for one day question everything I know and I am. There are moments I may do this about something or other, but to lose that all encompassing knowing I have about myself, even for one day would be devastating. 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? I can't think of anything really, because all my losses have made me who I am today and today I am pretty happy. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? The birth of my two granddaughters. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? I need to make sure I am always living for me and no one else as life is too short. 27. If not now, then when? Oh, this is so true. Now. 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Learned to ride a motorbike at 43. Given my kids the space I never got. Learned to follow my passion and stop letting 'real' life get in the way. That's not real life, living who you are is real life. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? I can be anything I want and I want to be an artist and a writer. Oh wait, I am an artist and a writer. And that I am lovable for who I am. 30. What do you want to remember forever? I want to remember how much I was/am loved by those in my life. 31. What could society do without? Small minded people is the first thing that comes to my mind. That and probably fear driven religions. 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? I am loved 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Live your passion, follow your dreams, be creative in everything that you do, be true to yourself. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Contact my biological father, thankfully he never responded. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? I had said I would never have more children and now I really want to have that experience again. I have no desire to give birth again, but to give a loving home to a child/ren that needs it would be fantastic. Crazy thoughts for a Grandma, lol. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? My relationships, good or bad, they made me who I am today. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Be true to yourself, don't let others tell you who you should be. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? Good bye and thank you for being a part of my life. My hope would be that 60 seconds would be long enough to get that message out to everyone who had been a part of my life. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Before this year I would have said no as I have always been about the experiences, but now that I am a writer it will probably all equal out. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Why? I often ask myself why am I doing something, why did I say something, why do I think that, why do I think they think that. I have this innate curiosity that needs to know the why of everything. |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? Loving myself, and allowing to love me in return 2. What's been on your mind most lately? Making changes in my life, only for the better and how I CAN achieve them where as before I never would have believed it 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Happiness, Love, Health, Money and then Fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? To be in the arms of the one I love most 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Hectic 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? Love, it surrounds me and I am truly blessed 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am a strong woman who is a fighter, a lover and a friend 8. What do you want to be known for? For being a good friend, sister, daughter and person 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? Its both my mom and my sister 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I'll have a job, have lost weight and I will just feel much better about myself as a person 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? My family and friends 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Patient, Understanding and Happy 13. What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Living life the way I really want to live it 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? Just to be happy 15. What stands between you and what you want? Me, as simple as that 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Sleep, or come on the Planet and talk to my friends 17. When did you first realize that life is short? Something makes me think that every day, with all of the tragedy in the world around us it constantly reminds me that like is MUCH to short and that its important to always be thankful for what you have and who is in your life 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Taking care of myself 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? My weight and my battles with food 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Religion and personal beliefs 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I'm lazy, but I'm really not 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? The love that I have for myself 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? Talking to my Daddy, I couldn't go a day without that 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? All four of my grandparents :( 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Daddy talking to me in chat for the first time, and growing to fall very much in love with Him 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? Lose weight and gain control of my eating habits 27. If not now, then when? ASAP 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Going back to school in 2006 and getting my G.E.D 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? That I am stronger than I ever thought 30. What do you want to remember forever? How good it feels to be alive 31. What could society do without? Murder, famine etc 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? That I love my Daddy with everything I am 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? We all deserve to be happy, no matter what 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Not sure, I'd have to think on that one 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? Kids, I didn't want any for a long time but now I do 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? One past relationship, that lasted for 5 years, it gave me a glimpse into how strong of a person I am and showed me what I really wanted in a partner (which I have now and am very happy about) 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Don't let people get to you, pursue your dreams and fuck the haters 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? To tell my parents and sister I love them, and to tell rocky how much I love Him as well 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? The first 30 years of my life yes, but the next 30 years I plan to do more than I say 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Why did I let so many years get away without doing things for myself? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? i can breath when i walk. i find myself saying, "let me go get that!" my heart inhales a brand new oxygen. my tears fall like rain. thank you tears. i survived a heart attack and a triple bypass.
2. What's been on your mind most lately? i'm thinking about the victory that is about to happen. not the defeat. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? the most important is to love myself. the rest will follow. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? life is pain, happiness, love, heart break. we get moments of each and every. i just want to enjoy life, and make a difference while doing so. and go through the moments. just live the moments. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? rising. 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? myself. 7. In one sentence, who are you? i am special. 8. What do you want to be known for? gambaru ... i never want to give up. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? mississippi magnolia blooms. i believe thats one of heavens scents. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? i'll be as rich as rich can be. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? i do. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? loyality, laughter, patience. 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? being honest. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? a go cart. 15. What stands between you and what you want? air. 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? eat popcorn. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? do we ever really realize that? even at death, ... 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? anything that is productive. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? blah blah blah. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? they tell me what they don't like. i want to know what you do like, not dislike. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? not a clue. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? my salvation. 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? sports section. 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? sex. yeah, not nearly enough sex. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? i'll let that be a private memory. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? eating healthy. 27. If not now, then when? when i lift my head. amen. 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? i'm truly proud of the people around me. i chose, partially, to be with these people. i can pick good folks! you all, i'm proud of. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? i've always looked for angels to save me from me. everyday angels. i've learned that i am an everyday angel. i can save myself from me. 30. What do you want to remember forever? my momma loves me. 31. What could society do without? facebook lol. 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? whitney houston had a gift. the voice. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? we as a whole nation, this world of people needs to fight for health insurance. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? i said i'd never forgive that 4th grade teacher that made me feel less. but without that feeling she made me feel, ... i wouldn't be able to defend others as well as i do now. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? my momma isn't the only woman that can make biscuits. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? the ball player that i will always be, if only in my heart. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? don't waste time. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? "i'll be just around the corner. i'll wait for you. i'll never leave you. i promise." and then, when i see them again, ... getting to see the look on their face. i really did wait. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? yeah, probably so. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? why don't you play bingo? why did you eat that whole pack of gum? and why do you wear black socks every damn day of your life? (that made me laugh) |
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1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? Love where I live
2. What's been on your mind most lately? Friendships 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Health, happiness, love, money. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? More time… 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Living 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? Good people 7. In one sentence, who are you? Chris 8. What do you want to be known for? That I tried… 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? I just did this…my chosen family. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I have no idea nor do I want to have any idea…surprise me 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? Good decisions 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Honesty, kindness, humor 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Taking some necessary exams 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? Loving parents 15. What stands between you and what you want? Nothing 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Sleep 17. When did you first realize that life is short? A few years back… 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Anything but work 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? Let’s start with aging… 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Not agree with me…of course ;) 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I am full of myself 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? Me 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? Love 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Tim 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Tim 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? Take those damn exams… 27. If not now, then when? Before March 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Become me… 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? The older I get the less patience I have.. 30. What do you want to remember forever? Tim 31. What could society do without? Asshats 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? Me 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? THINK!! 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Move again… 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? Peas 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? Tim 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? You are loved… 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? Thank you!!! 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? More than likely **laughing** 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? When can I get an AARP card and where’s the nearest IHOP? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
It might be better to ask what I didn't realize I was capable of a year ago... I understand now that I'm capable of almost anything. I also got good at breaking up over the last year. I used to suck at that. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? How unusually grounded I feel. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Health, happiness, love, money. Fame looks like it sucks, no thanks. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? To know what the future holds. Call the lady who throws the sticks. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Busy 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? the priorities i've set, goals that are within reach. 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am the Queen of Awesomeness. 8. What do you want to be known for? Genuinely helping a few people. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? Good Southern barbeque 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? OMG There are SO many possibilities for next year! Once my MPA is finished, I could go one of about a million ways... 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? My friends, my lover, no one is allowed to be in my life who doesn't do this. I'm getting too old for frienemies. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Honesty, kindness, fun (good taste in shoes never hurt either) 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Really giving myself to someone in a relationship. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? I spoil myself these days.... Hmmmm..... A music studio in my house 15. What stands between you and what you want? You certainly don't want it to be you! 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Sing 17. When did you first realize that life is short? I always thought mine would be. Then I realized I'm here for the long haul. Bring it on. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Research. Working out. Salsa dancing. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? Self-esteem 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Vote for assholes 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That you can push me around without consequences. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My spunk 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? Tenderness 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Intense spiritual experiences. Perhaps it's time to do a retreat when it cools down some. I could use the me time and the closeness I felt to my creator. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Paipa :) 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? Hit the books. Hard. 27. If not now, then when? Tomorrow. Procrastinators love tomorrows. 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Started a new career. Well, technically I do that in about 8 hours. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? The thing that has held me back most in life is forgetting that I am awesome. 30. What do you want to remember forever? The feeling that I can have everything I want. Felt that for the first time a few weeks ago. 31. What could society do without? The people from Jersey Shore 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? I can do this. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Care about something other than yourself. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? I swore I'd never date another person who is smarter than me. They are tough people to crack. But some things are worth the time and effort you have to put in. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? owning a gun 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? Skydiving 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? If a person isn't worthy of your respect, what they think of you is irrelevant. Stop worrying about them and start worrying about you. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I would filibuster the whole 60 seconds. First, I'd pray. Next, I'd tell people I loved them. Then, I'd tell someone where I hid a bunch of gold... Just to fuck with them 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Nope. I'm a lot better doer than I am a sayer. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Why am I still awake? How did I get so lucky? How am I going to keep myself from messing this up? How am I going to finish this [work/project/etc]? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Feel genuinely happy. Focus more on things that interest me. Feel the fear of losing the positive people and chosen family in my life right now, but also the joy of how much they've come to mean to me. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? 1. Surgery and being happy with the results. 2. My financial situation. 3. Worried about whether or not I'll be able to afford to go back to school. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? 1. Happiness. 2. Health. 3. Money. 4. Love. 5. Fame. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? To have a clearer view of my future and what to do with my life. Also, to see one of my roommates get the health care he needs since he keeps getting the shaft from every angle and it breaks my heart to see it. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Happy? :P 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? That I finally feel like I actually want to be alive :D And that maybe that feeling means I finally have something to offer my community! 7. In one sentence, who are you? Dunno. 8. What do you want to be known for? Nothing really. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? My community. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? Hopefully I'll have a better job. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? My roommates and my mother. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Honesty. Trustworthiness. Socially-minded. 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? So much :( 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? Top surgery :D 15. What stands between you and what you want? Already go it. From here on out I hope things can only get better, lol. 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? I just ride it out. When I feel depressed sometimes I just need to sleep it off and wake up the next day feeling less hopeless. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? Not sure the first time...but every time I realise that there's way too many things I want to do in my life. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Looking for a new job. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? I'm not sure. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Not sure about that either. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? Not sure... 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? The happiness I feel right now. 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? Pants or shorts. I don't like being naked in my nether regions :p 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Right now, probably seeing some friends I haven't seen in a year or so. My cousin as well. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Top surgery! Yes, I'm redundant lol 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? Get a new job and start volunteering at a local clinic that I keep meaning to try to get signed up for... 27. If not now, then when? Good question! 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? I don't feel I've ever done anything so great that I should be proud. But if I manage to contribute something to my community, that's enough. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? 30. What do you want to remember forever? This moment...is etterrnniiitttyyy! :p 31. What could society do without? Where do I even start? lol 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? That I'm happy with my life right now and the people around me. I've definitely managed to surround myself with some amazing people and I've learned so much from them. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? N/A 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Dance, lol. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? Too much to list. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? Current living situation...may not last forever, and I wish it would...but has been totally worth it. I hope it continues for a long time to come though. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Hey, there's this thing called transgender...it may be why you're acting so fucked up right now :p Btw, you'll get away from your father and your classmates alive and you'll actually be happy one day. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? Oh shi- 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Probably. That's usually the way of the world. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? What kind of human being does it take to vote for Stephen Harper? Will Canada ever get rid of the conservative party? Will I be alive when it happens? |
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1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
I can breathe so much better. I spent so much time last year in the doctor’s office trying to figure out why I was sick all the time to find out that I have developed allergies. So not fair to get them when you have never had them before in your life. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? My family and the problems we are facing right now. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Health, happiness, love, money, fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? To not be needed so much but to have more free time 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Taking care of sick parents 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? My daughter is because she calls me to remind me how much she loves me and enjoys having me in her life right now. 7. In one sentence, who are you? A girl who loves with her whole heart and enjoys getting it back not only emotional but needs it physical as well. 8. What do you want to be known for? A best friend 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? The Ocean 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? My goal is to be less in dept and have more time for me. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? Three people my best friend, my partner, my daughter 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Acceptance, Understanding and love 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Leaving my job and move away 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? Real diamond earrings the size you can actually see 15. What stands between you and what you want? Finances 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Put on my headphones go down to the track and run 17. When did you first realize that life is short? As a teenager when my whole life changed and was never the same again 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Taking time for me and less for work, family and everything else 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? Choices the doctors want me to do and I refuse to 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Judge others 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? ?? 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? Memories 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? My computer “sorry I guess I am addicted giggles” 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Intimacy 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? My new niece she is a beautiful baby 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? ?? 27. If not now, then when? 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Gotten my son back into college 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? I am stronger than I ever knew 30. What do you want to remember forever? The people who made a difference in my life 31. What could society do without? Judgmental people 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? Getting a paycheck keeps me paying my bills 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Treat others like you want to be treated 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Something I regret but it is done so let’s move on 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? Leaving my life to find happiness somewhere else 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? My beach vacation 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Don’t listen to others and believe in yourself 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I lived the best life I knew how 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Trying not to 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? What I could have done different with my oldest daughter to change the fate of us |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? OMG, So very much! I am working! I can do so much physically I couldnt do last year! I am no longer an insomniac. I dont have night time hallucinations. (from lack of sleep and lack of oxygen) I can eat again. Financially, I rarely have to ask for help from anyone. I can buy groceries as needed, instead of making due with whats in the cupboards until the end of the month. I can afford to repair my house. As for romance...I can feel again. I am open to love and am involved once more. More on this later on...
2. What's been on your mind most lately? my shop...its never off my mind. And Jo. Jo is on my mind alot lately. And horses. And my damn daughter who I love but cant have a relationship with. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? I have the first four and a bit of the last one locally. I think they all matter and the one that matters most is the one you dont have at all. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? Immediately, I want ice cream. But in general, I want a car that is easier on gas. I want a beater. I have a 350 dually truck that is KILLING me with gas mileage. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Stabilizing 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? my age. I am running out of time so I am making sure I get the most out of the years I have left. 7. In one sentence, who are you? She laid her hand faintly upon his and softly said "softness...." and in that moment, his heart stopped bleeding and began to beat again... 8. What do you want to be known for? that I was good and bad and was proud of both 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? my family 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? well I will be married.... 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? when I am productive. Thats probably the most important thing to me in life 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? trustworthiness, availability, and compassion 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? I have to say not much that I can remember. I have accomplished everything I set out to do, except to finish my massage therapy schooling and I stopped that because I got a job as a children's therapist. I have gotten every degree or certification I ever wanted, learned every trade or craft I wanted. I have had all the relationships I wanted. I have traveled, moved,etc. I have journeyed, traveled, etc. I really have led a much fuller life than most people 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? a horse 15. What stands between you and what you want? I have several answers for this. None of them are about the same thing. Several states. Money. Time. Age. Ability. 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? I dont need to be happy all the time. I am ok having periods of bleakness and pain. its all part of life. When i need to change momentum, I ride a horse. If I cant, I garden. If I cant, I paint. If I cant, I clean house. If I cant I write. If I cant I read. See a pattern here? 17. When did you first realize that life is short? When I could no longer plant a tree and know i would not see it mature into old age. When I had to think about acquiring animals based on my own longevity. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? paperwork 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? paperwork 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? obnoxious drunkeness. I cant tell you how much this bothers me now. I use to be tolerant of it but cant stand to be in the same space as someone who is pissing in his pants drunk. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? probably the same ones I have about me 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? I have learned everything can be taken away.I have also learned I will kill before I let people take some things away again 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? there isnt anything I couldnt do without. 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? my daughter's childhood 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? so many experiences involved with opening my plus sized womens clothing store 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? my eating habits are atrocious again. I dont eat alot. I just eat bad. 27. If not now, then when? yeah,when? When i am dead from clogged arteries? 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? not to sound vain, but there is alot I have done that I am incredibly proud of. The most recent, is that I got back on my feet after becoming disabled. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? that I am totally insensitive about other people at times and am totally unaware of it until they point it out to me. its not my intention to be. It translates out to be like an episode of Bones. 30. What do you want to remember forever? to be in the moment 31. What could society do without? extreme-ism of any kind. 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? I am loved. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? support the arts... 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? date a person who was born male 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? the importance of insurance. I am not kidding 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? he knows 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? dont move out of state for anyone 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? FUCK! SIXTY SECONDS??? My facebook password is... 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? I have walked the talk 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Did I pay that bill? LOL |
40 Questions
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? Stand up for myself and tell people what i think and feel without any sorta guilt!
2. What's been on your mind most lately? Wondering if the relationship Im in now is worth all the headache? 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? health first with out that none of the other things will happen. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? A partner that respects me and my boundaries.. Lol i know gay, but its true.. i dont ask for much just a little comnmon curtiousy(sp) 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Living it to the fullest, seeing people I havent seen in years.. 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? The fact I want a new coach purse and without work i wont get it... 7. In one sentence, who are you? The girl your mother warned you about... 8. What do you want to be known for? Being the one person in "your" life that you can count on. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? My momma 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I'll be finished with college and looking for doc school on the E coast 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? Noone, anyone up for a challenge.. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? 1. honesty 2. communication 3. open mindness 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Living life to the full potential. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? not really sure, but I think a pink soft tail harley 15. What stands between you and what you want? 80K 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Smoke a bowl and play castelville 17. When did you first realize that life is short? When i was diagnosed with cancer at the age 15 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Things that make me happy. i am a giver so everyone comes first. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? self esteem 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? cheat, lie, negative shit 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That im a rebel cause of my tattoos 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? pride 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? My perfume 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Nothing LOL.. ok maybe being a little girl with my momma again.. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Every minute i spend with my son 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? My loose skin and my neurotic gemini self lol 27. If not now, then when? 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? survived another day in the hard world.. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? That I am a strong independant woman who DONT need anyone but wants someone. 30. What do you want to remember forever? hell Idk, what i did yesterday would be a good start... lol 31. What could society do without? not really sure, everything prmotes ballance and if you disrupt that then who knows.. 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? That i am sick of investing myself to people that are not grateful. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Stand up for yourself and you are worthy!! 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? idk 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? abortion. birth control 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? My awesome red hair 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? have fun cause its gonna get harder.. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? DRINK UP BITCHES!!! 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? of course 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? When do i get a break? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
stand up for myslef 2. What's been on your mind most lately? th elast 3 months 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? family,happiness,love, health, money ---fame really ??? 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? what i had a week and a half ago 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Happy 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? living 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am a mother,grandmother,daughter,sister, a woman of courage, hope and beleif's, spiritual, I am the keeper of ME. 8. What do you want to be known for? how i truly loved people and always gave the benefit of the doubt even when i shouldn't have 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? the warmth 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I will have continued to grow on my spirtuial path, be another year wiser 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? I do, my kids do my grandbabies do and my lil pup she just makes me smile big 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? honety,integrity,compassion 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? nothing....i am not afraid to fail because i am not afraid to try 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? to see the Nutcracker in New York 15. What stands between you and what you want? nothing...everything is achievable it just takes time... 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? .......... 17. When did you first realize that life is short? The day my dad died 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? theres 24 hours in a day.....i do what i want to do thus im good here 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? one I am confronting....have been forced to confront, my abandonment issue.... 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? drink alcohol regularly 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? that im cold 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? the can take away my smile 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? the sunrise and sunset 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? my parents 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? hearing my mom when my sister read my birthday wish her her to her 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? I do not know yet.... 27. If not now, then when? Is this question related to anything? 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? raised 3 healthy happy kids to adult hood 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? Im not a "casual" kind of girl... 30. What do you want to remember forever? my morals,values and family 31. What could society do without? mitt romney 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? Im totally sure of who I am and what im capable of and what im learning 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? dont vote for that idiot mitt romney 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? get married...and divorced 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? Life in general, people 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? .................... 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Your going to be hurt, used and taken advantage of, just keep moving forward and continue being who you are... 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I love you 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? I do not know as i have no idea where my path will end up 40. What questions do you often ask yourself?[/QUOTE] Why does hate always outweigh love? |
My list
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Let go of a negative relationship 2. What's been on your mind most lately? Things I've kept buried for years 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Health Happiness Love Money Fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? To get someting off my chest 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Chaotic 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? My freelance writing business 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am a very old soul with a broken heart 8. What do you want to be known for? My writing and my love 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? My family 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? Yes, I think it will be better 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? My aunt 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Honesty Loyalty Respect 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? It's not fear of failure, it's awareness of limitations 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? To be completely believed and understood 15. What stands between you and what you want? Asperger's syndrome 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Go hiking or watch a movie 17. When did you first realize that life is short? I've always known that 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Learning how to be more social and have fun 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? I'm pleading the fifth on this 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Drugs, Alcohol, Drama 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I don't care. I care too much. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My inner strength 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? The Internet lol! 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Ignorance (Being awake is painful) 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? The good times with her 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? I'm not sure 27. If not now, then when? Hmmmm 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Started my own freelance writing business and natural health blog 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? I'm so much stronger than I realized 30. What do you want to remember forever? The little precious moments in life 31. What could society do without? Reality TV 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? I love myself exactly as I am 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? I'd tell people to wake up. Stop listening the media and look inward and listen to yourself. The answer is always there. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Getting involved with another mentally unstable person 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? My mom occasionally knows what she's talking about 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? Oh, so many things. All of them worth it, no matter how painful. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? You have Asperger's syndrome! Read these books or be confused about everybody's reaction to you until you're 27. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I love you 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? I sure as heck hope not 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Why didn't I see that before? How did I not know that? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Read and understand more Russian 2. What's been on your mind most lately? So much. Work. What I'm doing here (meaning Arkansas). 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Health Happiness 'Love Money Fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? Sleep. A hug. A cry. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Busy 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? A huge desire to take care of myself 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am an old, strong soul who refuses to quit. 8. What do you want to be known for? My writing and my love 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? My children, if they didn't come with me. Otherwise, nada. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I know a lot of goals I'm just starting now will be accomplished. I'm scared to think of that, actually. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? My daughter 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Honesty Loyalty Respect 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? I think I have the opposite. Fear of success. If this actually works, I'll have to ask much more of myself. I've been putting off looking for a better position and improving myself to get said position. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? Peace of mind. I'm much better now than I was then. 15. What stands between you and what you want? My own fear. 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Go to sleep, or read. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? I've always known that 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Taking care of my own needs and wants. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? I actually try to confront things as they come up. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Being lazy. Not meeting their obligations. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I'm unemotional and aloof. I'm precisely the opposite. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My inner strength 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? My hearing 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Innocence 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Reunion was probably the happiest I've been all year. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? Attend to my eating habits and fitness. 27. If not now, then when? You're right! 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Teaching in China 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? I'm so much stronger than I realized 30. What do you want to remember forever? The little precious moments in life 31. What could society do without? Anything named "Kardashian" 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? I love myself exactly as I am 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? I'd tell people to wake up. Stop listening the media and look inward and listen to yourself. The answer is always there. (i'm borrowing a lot of the answers, it seems) 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? that's a fifth 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? That I'm not so dumb, and even quite smart. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? Oh, so many things. All of them worth it, no matter how painful. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Have faith in yourself and know you can do whatever you put your mind to. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I love you 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? I sure as heck hope not 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? It's not "why me?". It's "why NOT me?" __________________ |
first things that come to mind...
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? Have a tactful discussion with my Lab Manager...(very much an accomplishment)
2. What's been on your mind most lately? being a bad influence, and jobs 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? health, happiness, love, money, fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? It's the middle of the night...what do you think I want?......sleep, get ur head out of the gutter ;) 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? productive 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? just one? Being healthy...mind, body, and soul 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am who I desire to be 8. What do you want to be known for? being kind 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? Seasons 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? Looking forward to some big changes 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? my bff's 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? my kind of humor, vault, and introvert 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? making not so wise decisions 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? A pickup...just bought it this summer 15. What stands between you and what you want? Other people 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? I don't think that ever happens...:blink: 17. When did you first realize that life is short? 4th grade...death in the family 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? organizing family heir looms 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? I confront most things head on... 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? have their priorties wrong 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? hmmm...you would have to ask them I would presume 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? my smile 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? currently...my phone. Usually, the opportunity to learn something 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? not worrying about money 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? most of the year...I have a lot of good memories 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? location 27. If not now, then when? when it is right...everything for a reason 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? become one of the best in the world at my job 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? ...I believe the word smother came up in a convo...lol 30. What do you want to remember forever? as many positive memories as I can 31. What could society do without? war 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? Nebraska is not where I belong 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Stop judging other people's lives 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? been around pot 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? I don't want to be President anymore 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? Every relationship I have had...I have learned a lot 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? cutting just leaves scars...and Bad memories...don't start 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? night beautiful 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? I'm pretty good with the follow through, at least with good intentions, and I try 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? What's next? How could you not? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Sadly nothing.ask me again in a year and it will be a different answer 2. What's been on your mind most lately? doctors appointments and tests 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? health happiness love money fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want? to be healthy mind body and soul 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Quiet 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? knowing my health is starting to get in order 7. In one sentence, who are you?mother,girlfriend,introvert,chill 8. What do you want to be known for?no idea 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most?my town,everyone else will be with me 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different?goodness i will be 100percent healthier 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? right now i dont feel good about myself really.therapy is going good though lol 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? goofiness,loyality,trustworthy 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? living 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid?peace 15. What stands between you and what you want?fear of failure 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Sleep,go for a drive 17. When did you first realize that life is short? my fathers death..sadly it is something we seem to forget 18. What do you need to spend more time doing?Loving 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront?reality but i am trying 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with?vote for Romeny 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? hhmm.prob that im a bitch.meh. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? my kids 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day?my sanity 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most?the way things were 5 yrs ago.if only there was a rewind button 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most?traveling,spending alot of time with my other half,and watching my kids and pup grow 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?my health 27. If not now, then when?tomorrow 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? the steps i am making now 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? i have been abandon nearly half my life..im changing that daily 30. What do you want to remember forever?the feeling of l o v e 31. What could society do without?assholes 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? the choices i am making 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? love and help one another 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done?hhmm..nothing that i can think of 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? prob to stay in the town i was born and raised in. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? some friendships 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell?that my birth mother is a fuking mess and to love my adopted parents more and to not cause so much teenage grief. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? oy i can't even think about that. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? said more sadly 40. What questions do you often ask yourself?what is my purpose in life,why am i here,how come i don't think like that? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Find my way around NH. I can orientate toward the ocean and know it is east and not west now. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? how am i going to make the most of our time apart to be ready to live together every day. getting home for a visit. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? love, health, happiness, money, fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? positive bank balance 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? working hard, loving hard and trying to get ready for new ways of being 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? My family 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am a beautiful, strong, joyous woman. 8. What do you want to be known for? laughter and acceptance. that I was open to people as they are/were and found joy in odd places 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? well I'd be back home so I'd find it tricky to miss what is still newer to me out here... maybe the utter continuity of the homes and the way things seem to look the same/follow a pattern out here. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? snort... I'll be in another state, farther north, living the everyday family life and I will still be wondering when I am going to like folding laundry. My job will be different, The General will be older... etc. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? that I try, over and over to keep the focus on the positive, that I know how to be strong and start over. that I don't stay down for long ;) 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? individuality, sense of humor and appreciation for the unusual. 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? asking for help, trying things until I have to, sorting out finances. long list 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? I've wanted my mom to be happy and relaxed. 15. What stands between you and what you want? a plan and the willingness to take the first step 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? call my mom 17. When did you first realize that life is short? remember the zany parts, make a plan, do something new 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? folding laundry and doing dishes 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? initiating conversations with people that I disagree with 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? I disagree with going along to make things nice and because it is what a community expects. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? that I don't follow through 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? everything 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? there are lots of things I would hate to go with out for a day. from my mom to clean hair. 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? college 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? I have many smiling memories to choose from. I think when The General said I feel left out and Stoney, myself and I ended up in a group hug on the couch. I knew then we'd be family. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? how i account for spending money 27. If not now, then when? I don't understand the question. why am I not doing it now? It is in process... small steps forward. 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? nearly everything. there is a lot to choose from. I am most often proud of my picking up and moving on skills. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? that I can commit to forever and the traditions I swore off because it fits now. 30. What do you want to remember forever? It hasn't happened yet. 31. What could society do without? many many things swiffer and those clorox wipes and plastic water bottles. 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? I am sure that The General will have a home and a parent if something happens to me. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? I know precious little in my life. And I know this.. as much as we think we know it is shaped by our perceptions and experiences. My experiences have taught me this... you do not have to accept the impossible, improbable, unlikely or the fate that seems handed to you. You can have a dream, to live. And what ever limits life puts on you find another dream to make come true. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? I said I'd never get married again or change my name. I'm likely to do both. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? what I wanted to be... 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while?All of it. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Your a dumb ass and it is okay. Seriously honey you are going to be wonderful, stupid, smart, klutzy and nutty. And it will all be part of the point 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I love you and you will be wonderful. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? probably... I am a talker. But I don't know yet. I don't want to know. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Seriously Jenn what were you thinking? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
cook sushi rice (my life is so much better now...) 2. What's been on your mind most lately? Honestly? My dream-love (it's still legal to dream isn't it?) 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? love, health, happiness, money, (fame) I don't think I want any fame at all 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? A big hug without words or expectations... 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? tired 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? Chocolate... Ice cream... revenge... :batman: (yes, that's my outfit for seeking revenge ;) ) 7. In one sentence, who are you? I'm the one that nobody gets but everyone thinks they can figure out (You can't. Give up) 8. What do you want to be known for? I don't know. Don't care really... 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? I've already done that and what I missed the most is food, familiar smells and sounds 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I have NO idea. But I do hope I will have more energy and more money so I can do stuff... 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? Me 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? honest, caring, equal 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Living out my sexual orientation earlier in life... :/ 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? To live in a tree house! :) 15. What stands between you and what you want? What ever does should better get out of the way and fast!! 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? I dance 17. When did you first realize that life is short? Life is short? :| Oh crap! :blink: 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Stuff that make me feel good 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? I choose my battles 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Brag... 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? Far too many... They usually get just about everything wrong. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? I don't dare to say. Don't want to challenge fate... 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? Some alone time. 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? My childhood summer house... 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? When I met my cousins daughter :) I hope to meet her again soon 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? I think, to learn to say no... 27. If not now, then when? It might as well be never... But it's never too late to try :) 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Doing my best to take care of myself even at the hardest darkest times 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? That I'm only female in the body, not in my heart and mind... (long story) 30. What do you want to remember forever? love 31. What could society do without? people 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? nothing 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? :dots: 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? lie 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? That blood is thicker than water. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? I think love is always worth it... At least you tried. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Stay away from guys. Do drugs instead. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? so long suckers! :byebye: 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Probably... I talk a lot... But I do mean the things I say and I do try to put them into practice 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? What the heck am I doing here? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Moving on 2. What's been on your mind most lately? My future 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? happiness, love, health, money, fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? To be by her side 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? lonely 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? happiness 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am a dedicated, hard worker - I am her Daddy - I am a proud parent 8. What do you want to be known for? Going the extra mile for people 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? My family 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I will be living in a city in central Texas, missing My West Texas sunsets 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? she does 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? staying power, honesty, having My back 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? taking that risk 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? My mother to be happy 15. What stands between you and what you want? distance 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? listen to music and drink beer on the porch 17. When did you first realize that life is short? when I lost a friend to alcohol every year when I was in high school 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? taking walks with My girl 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? work related favoritism 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? discriminate 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? that I do not have fears 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My knowledge 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? love 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? My nephew and My best gay friend 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? private moments with her 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? turning in My notice and moving on with My life 27. If not now, then when? in a couple more weeks, notice will be given 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? I have made many customers happy 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? that I love someone so much I am willing to move from My hometown to start over in a new city 30. What do you want to remember forever? My son's laugh 31. What could society do without? bigotry & hatred 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? I love My family 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Stop hating those that are different from you, everyone has a heart inside that beats the same as yours. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Leave My job that I love 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? politics 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? Having My nephew in My life 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Be compassionate, honest, hard working, and love.... with all of your heart 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I love you son 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? probably 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Why was I such a fckn Dawg back in the day? |
I feel like doing this again :)
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? Making decisions, owning upto my mistakes, appreciate what I have already
2. What's been on your mind most lately? The last week & everything thats happened 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Love, Happiness, Health, Money, Fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? to snuggle with the one i love the most 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Whirlwind 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? making a better life for myself & my honey 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am human. 8. What do you want to be known for? for my personality & being a good person 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? my mom, sister & friends 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? hopefully going to school & getting a good job 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? the one i love 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? honesty, sense of humor & personality 13. What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? everything 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? i can't remember lol 15. What stands between you and what you want? only i do 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? listen to music 17. When did you first realize that life is short? just in 1998 & 1999 when my mom's parents died 360 days apart :( 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? taking care of my health 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? my weight 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? holding a grudge 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? that i must be lazy because of my weight 22. What’s something no one can take away from you? my happiness 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? the internet :) 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? my grandparents & my cousin Tia who all died of cancer 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? reconnecting with someone that i never stopped loving & coming home to them 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? lose weight 100% 27. If not now, then when? better start now 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? finished my G.E.D 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? i'm stronger than i realize & i can make hard decisions 30. What do you want to remember forever? being in love 31. What could society do without? haters 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? i'm finally home with my true soulmate 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? love one another, don't judge & be yourself always 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? not sure 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? what i wanna be when i grow up 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? my transition b4 deciding to remain female cuz it taught me so much about myself 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? keep a job, maintain your weight & don't ever be afraid to live life 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? i love you to my family, friends & my honey 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? i sure hope not 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? what is my purpose in life? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
I make better decisions, have gotten better at handling my anxiety and have learned to let go. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? Finances :blink: 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Love, Happiness, money, fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? To shake this joint pain! 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? In transition (mentally) 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? Independence, I suppose. 7. In one sentence, who are you? A compassionate, empathetic being capable of endless things. 8. What do you want to be known for? Genuinely caring about people. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? My brother, and parents. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I couldn't say, but I hope I've made even more progress. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? Family and friends. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Sense of humor, honesty, compassion 13. What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? That list is endless. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? To be a mom. 15. What stands between you and what you want? Me 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Nap, cry or sing. Or all of them. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? Probably when my grandpa died. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Taking care of myself. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? I try, but I consistently have to retry not bottling up my feelings. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? The whole group mentality thing that happens. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I'm cold or arrogant because I can be shy. And sometimes my sarcasm/sense of humor is misinterpreted. 22. What’s something no one can take away from you? Self-worth. 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? Chapstick 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? My cousin, my aunt. Many people that passed. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? My progress 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? I need to start going to therapy again. 27. If not now, then when? Now, right? 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Surviving. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? I'm tough. 30. What do you want to remember forever? That I'm not alone, and I am loved. 31. What could society do without? Zealots 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? I'm alive. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Be kind to each other and to yourself. We need one another. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Smoked 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? So many things! Career aspirations pop into mind first. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? A lot of relationships. Friends and lovers. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Breathe. It's going to be ok. You're worth this life. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I love you to my family and dog. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? .. Probably 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Why am I here? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
I have the finances to travel. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? Why I fall in-love with the people I do. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? First-Happiness, Second-Health, Third-Love 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? To have spent the day visiting Mom, even if it was in the nursing home. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Improving 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? Improving my health. 7. In one sentence, who are you? The daughter of William S. 8. What do you want to be known for? Laughter and living life to its fullest. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? If my son didn't move with me, then him. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I will be much healthier. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? That I have good friends. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? That they can make me laugh, that they aren't too crazy, that they can be occasional friends and still be true friends. 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Loving my son fully. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? A monkey. 15. What stands between you and what you want? Usually a spouse. 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? I call a friend that will make me laugh or that makes me feel special. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? At about 25. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Exercising 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? Why I can't form commitments in romantic relationships. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Get married. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I'm a party animal. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My personality. 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? The interwebz. 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? My Mom and Dad. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Waking up to a text I received during the night while I slept. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? Open my heart/mind to love again. 27. If not now, then when? As soon as I'm able. 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? The Boy makes me proud every day. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? That I am picking unatainable women in order to prevent from having to make a commitment, open my heart. 30. What do you want to remember forever? What my parents taught me. 31. What could society do without? Religion. 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? That I love The Boy. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Stop killing each other for ANY reason. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? I did alot parenting The Boy that I said I would never do. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? That I always have to be right. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? Love. Always love. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Study Chemical Engineering, you'll love it. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? J, Be proud of who you are, you are incredible. Be confident in who you are and what you have to offer. Do not follow my examples in love, it really can exist and be wonderful. I love you. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? That is not my intention. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Is this all there is? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? Giving helpful advice to others.
2. What's been on your mind most lately? My Mother , My Grand Mother and my older sister husband * they have passed away. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? 1.health 2. love 3. happiness 4. money 5.fame, I could do with out. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? A g/f a wife companionship, loyalty trust , friend, more love. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Studying 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? My faith and the thought of my mother. 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am someone who will fight for the right cause and stand by the weak. 8. What do you want to be known for? My compassion with people and helping when I can. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most?My family , I've moved away that many miles and came back home glad I did so. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I'm always growing spiritually and always learning about myself. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? I do 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? trust, compassion, understanding 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Being a boss to everyone else. In other words taking on more response ability at work when I used to work. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? Not much really. 15. What stands between you and what you want? Nothing 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Be with family members and socialize. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? When my mother passed away at a young age. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Need to start going back to bible study groups. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? I have confronted most of my issues. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? People always testing people online or in a chat room. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I'm slow or they think I'm femme which I am neither. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My faith 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? My truck 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Having a relationship , a life partner. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? How the students reacted to me the first semester of college. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? Getting my health back on track physically. 27. If not now, then when?soon 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Served in the Military 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? That I am a good listening and that I have compassion for others even if they are pissy with me. 30. What do you want to remember forever? Can't answer this question. 31. What could society do without? War 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? Me 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? To get along and listening to each other. We are all related in one way or another. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Broke up with my ex of 6 years long ago. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? I like trying different foods. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? Being in love. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Go to college first and then go into the Military 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? cremate me and toss me to the sea and then go have a party because I wouldn't want anyone to be sad in my passing. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? I would have done more than said I think. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Is there anything else I need to do while on this planet we call earth. __________________ |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Remove myself from emotionally unhealthy situations. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? Am I living and enjoying life the way it should be... 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Happiness, Love, Health, Money, Fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? To help my sister find peace and ease her worries about my nephew 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? loved 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? To find true happiness 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am a sister, daughter, aunt, friend, teacher, student, perfectly imperfect, and simply me. 8. What do you want to be known for? The teacher that made a student love to learn, the friend that made you smile when you needed it the most, and the person that loved out the ends of her fingertips. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? My sister 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? Every year has brought so many changes for me. I hope just to be wiser, happier, and healthier 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? Mi Abuelita 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Has a great sense of humor and gets mine, trustworthy, and honest (can they also like really ridiculous movies like Space Balls and Stepbrothers! Not important but would love that!) 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Recently, letting my walls down to get to know anyone romantically. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? to learn how to swim :/ 15. What stands between you and what you want? Fear of being hurt 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Go for a long drive or spend time with my very best friend. She makes me laugh until I cry. Then I cry and cry and cry! Usually it is needed. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? The morning of June 8, 2010! 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Less work and more time with friends and family. Just time to do things that make me happy! 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? The hurt my dad caused a long time ago. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? UHAUL! 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? Hmmmmm...they think I am proper or shy. I have a sense of humor ya know and a few other things people miss ;) 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My independence and humility. 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? A little piece of wood my little brother gave me when he was 5. He said his teacher said, so long as a person you love carries it with them, they always remember you. Nine years later, it is in my wallet, and I have carried it with me every day since. 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? The ability to trust without fear. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Walking down the streets of Castro in San Francisco with my best friend and feeling like I belonged. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? Let my walls down... 27. If not now, then when? When I am ready 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Every year since I started teaching, I have taught my students that kindness is the one thing that will make you the better person. For some of them, that idea has stuck 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? I have cravings and desires that I never knew existed *shy smile* 30. What do you want to remember forever? There are so many things! My Abuelita's words of wisdom, my mother's kindness, my nephew's smile...the feeling of being loved! 31. What could society do without? LABELS! 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? The core of who I am, even if we are always evolving. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? I love just like you love, I feel just like you feel, I want so many of the things you want as well...We are not that different. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Bent over backwards for someone that didn't deserve it. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? Coming out...I did it! Never thought I would. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? EEEks...not sure. I pass! 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Get serious will ya! There will be more time for that later! 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I am sorry I didn't show you how much I love you all. You were always loved. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? I really hope not. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Is this how you want to live the rest of your life? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
leave this town 2. What's been on your mind most lately? the future 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? love, happiness, health, money, fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? her 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? stressed 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? My move to San Antonio to be with her 7. In one sentence, who are you? a hard working, honest, faithful, provider 8. What do you want to be known for? My work ethic 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? I am moving 400 miles away, I will miss My hometown and the people in it, it's home 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I will hopefully be making more money and have a better life 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? My co-workers 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? honesty, love, having My back 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? moving from this town 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? a ranch 15. What stands between you and what you want? nothing anymore 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? listen to music and drink a few beers on the porch 17. When did you first realize that life is short? I thought I had before, when I lost friends along the way, but it wasn't until My 19 yr old nephew died in an accident, that I truly understood how precious life is 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? at the moment, packing lol 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? the fact that My father is a douche bag 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? texting and driving or drinking and driving 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I love to fight 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My love for My son 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? My phone 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? family 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? that's some X-rated shit right there lol 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? I need to become accustomed to the city 27. If not now, then when? it is happening now 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? raised an amazingly talented son, he's a professional photographer 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? that I am willing to bend to make her happy 30. What do you want to remember forever? the way My nephew made Me laugh 31. What could society do without? bigotry and hatred 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? My love for her 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? tolerance and acceptance are key 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? lol move from this town, 5 days and counting, and I'm outta here 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? I realized My dad will never accept Me 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? a relationship in which I raised 2 children together with My femme, we had an amazing family, it was so worth it 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? don't be such a dick 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I love you, God please forgive Me for My wrong doings 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? maybe 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? What the fuck was I thinking? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
I can say "No", "Go fuck yourself", and "I deserve better" now more easily than I could a year ago. I can brush aside the imperfections-- though I remain painfully aware of them-- and see the value in myself. I'm not dead; I'm still here. Good or bad, I'm still here. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? A certain woman has occupied much of my thought lately. My medical and financial concerns and how that will be resolved to enable me to move to the Northeast to start my life anew when the time comes. Of all the places I've looked at, that area seems best as I love the people there, the attitude, the climate-- not just temperature, the visual asthetics (the architecture there is amazing!), it's friendly to both LGBTQ and Kinksters and has a lot of activity in the community, and a run down I-95 will take me right to my family if they need me-- close enough to visit them but far enough away so they won't feel the constant need to come visit me. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? I really don't know. If you don't have your health, none of the rest matters, right? Then again, the same has been and can be said for happiness and love. Ultimately, I'd like to be happy. I would like to love and be loved in return. Money is not a big deal for me as I am frugal and never have much of it anyway. And I don't give two shits for fame. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? Her. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Dreaming (with my eyes open) 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? My dad; I can't let him down. 7. In one sentence, who are you? "I'm Nicholas." It says everything and nothing, and I'm content with that. 8. What do you want to be known for? Being a good person, a loving and honourable person. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? A mild sense of security; change scares the hell out of me. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I can hope and dream, but I don't know. I would like to be in the Northeastern part of the USA, starting my life over. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? Me. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Honesty, loyalty, forthrightness 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Telling someone how I felt about her; I started being bolder, but it's still not necessarily a good thing most of the time. People don't always want to hear the truth. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? Motorcycle 15. What stands between you and what you want? Fear, financial means, the fears of those I have valued over the years,... Yeah, mostly fear 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Try to distract myself with things that could generate some amusement-- it beats the old method I had where I'd shut down and sleep a lot or think about offing myself. That's never a solution. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? When my grandfather died, I was really young. I probably shouldn't have been at the wake-- and if I were a parent, I certainly wouldn't take a child there so young. But my biological mother nearly fainted when gasps and such filled the room and my dad pulled me out of the coffin. I had managed to climb in and was patting his face, couldn't understand why he wouldn't wake up. My dad took me outside and had to explain things to me. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Just getting out and about, walking, doing something, anything really. Being more active. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? I feel as though my wheels are turning right now, waiting for medical and financial stuff to be resolved. I don't know where my life will lead me, and it's scary to think about it. Some days, I'm filled with hope. Sometimes, there's a void, and I'm simply in too much pain to give a damn. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Lying-- even if it is done to "protect" someone, it's still wrong. We owe it to one another as members of the human race to be honest in our dealings with others. It's the only honourable way to live one's life, to be able to look yourself in the mirror and know you're a good person. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I'm outgoing. I'm actually painfully shy. I have to really PUSH myself to get out and do things with others. The community here helps a great deal with that. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? Personal integrity 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? Great question, and I'd love to give you a profound answer, but I can't. I'd hate to go a day with access to a bathroom facility. [Camping is the only exception, and that can be worked around.] 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Other than loved ones who have passed away? My innocence. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Realizing I no longer have to be strong, that I don't HAVE to be "Superman" anymore, sweep in and rescue everyone. I can be simple, quiet "Clark Kent", go about my day-- rip off the suit if needed, step up if I must, but it's not a demand made on my life anymore. I realized it when I decided to become a submissive [BDSM]. I felt it finally at a good friend's feet-- of which, I am so grateful; she allowed me the chance safely to explore that. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? Figuring out the whole legal paperwork for my medical concerns and how it will impact my life going forward. 27. If not now, then when? When what? Be more specific with the question next time. 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Recognizing that I deserve better than the manner I've been treated in the past. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? I look better without the facial hair. 30. What do you want to remember forever? Who I am; the calibre of man I am and that I've lived to that standard. 31. What could society do without? Greed, hypocricy, bullshit-- society is suffocating on it. 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? I know what I feel in my heart is right and real. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Don't walk the same road as everyone else; get a REALLY large knife and carve your own path. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Fall in love, open up, let myself be vulnerable-- it's scary, painful, and uncertain. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? Caring so much what others think about me. It used to matter so much what everyone thought, and now, it matters most what I think-- though I value the opinions of a few. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? My previous marriage; sadly, I learned a great deal from it 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? You ARE good enough. Don't let others tear you down. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I'd call HER, tell her I love her. I'd want her name to be the last thing on my lips, her face etched in my memory. Sadly, I don't even KNOW that it would matter. I'd NEED to tell her for myself. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Think about it-- don't we all? We all dream more than we have the time or power to achieve. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Why am I here? Where am I going in life? What will be said about me when my ashes are scattered and I've bid farewell to this life? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
I can do many things today that I did not know how to do a year ago. Mostly, it involves bushcrafting skills and making things with paracord. I have also learned how to dehydrate and can foods safely. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? That would likely be my adopted Father, who I consider my Dad. He has diabetes and a diet that continually worsens the effects of the diabetes, just had a pacemaker put in and as if that is not enough, he has been diagnosed with Parkinson’s recently, after having the symptoms for the last 4 or 5 years. He turned 74 today, but I feel like he will be gone soon. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? · Happiness · Health · Love · Money · Fame 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? I would like for all of the starving children to be fed on a regular basis, and for those who are being otherwise abused to be protected. I want rape and battery of women to be a thing of the past, and I want those of us in the LGBTQ communities to feel safe and validated by society at large. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Laughter 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? I’m still working on that. 7. In one sentence, who are you? I am an earthy spiritual being, interconnected with all other spiritual beings on a journey through a life of learning. 8. What do you want to be known for? For being, just, kind, honest, and truthful. Also, for bringing laughter to others, and being of help to others when I am able. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? The Florida winters, or I should say non-winters. 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I am not sure, but I look forward to finding out. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? I alone am responsible for how I feel about myself. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Communication, depth, responsibility for their behaviors, and a bent sense of humour. I know, that’s four. 13. What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Far too many things. It is not necessarily fear of failure, yet fear nonetheless. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? A family. 15. What stands between you and what you want? Luck of the draw, I suppose. 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Research something that I am interested in learning about, tie knots,(make stuff using paracord or hemp usually) work with Sadie on her training or take her to the park and walk the trails…if all else fails, sleep. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? When I was 7. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? I need to spend more time walking in and amongst nature. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? I have no idea what you are talking about! Pfft! 20. What is something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Assume others think or believe a certain way, rather than asking them how they think/believe about a thing. Sit in judgment of others. I am not sure that I feel comfortable answering when the question is asked using “a lot of people” because it is such a broad question. So I will clarify by saying that I disagree when anyone does the above things I mentioned, including me, when I mess up and do it. 21. What is a common misconception people have about you? That I am so strong that I do not need others support and guidance at times. 22. What is something no one can take away from you? My feelings, beliefs, ethics, and my God. 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? Sadie, my dog. 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Lost love, and my service dog, Bear. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Getting through it. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? Lose weight. 27. If not now, then when? Sooner or later ;) 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? I stopped smoking almost 2.5 ago. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? That I am more capable than I often gave myself credit for. 30. What do you want to remember forever? How to laugh and love. 31. What could society do without? Hatred and fear. 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? That for me, God exists. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Let go of your fears and hatred, we are all one and need to work together to heal ourselves and our earth. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? I rarely if ever say never, so I have no idea on this one. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? Growing up! 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? A couple of past relationships. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Run, Forest, RUN! No seriously, I would say to listen more, talk less. Follow your dream of getting your PHD. Know that you matter! 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? Probably a quick call to God and a quicker call to the person who will take Sadie, when I die assuming both Sadie and the person are still alive. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Most likely, but much of what I say is good stuff. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Dang, you’re nosey! Lol! |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
- Change out doorknobs, plaster holes 2. What's been on your mind most lately? - Finding a job that will challenge me in a good way..Obtaining my Bachelor's to be a good role model for my daughter.. Extending our family.. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? - Love and happiness go hand in hand.. health, money, fame. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? - Arms wrapped around me and a kiss to flood me with warmth 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? - Surprises 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? - My wife.. she makes me want to be the best I can be 7. In one sentence, who are you? - I am someone to everyone, but always myself. 8. What do you want to be known for? - Keeping a happy, loving home. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? - My whole family, dogs included 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? - It can only go up from here! 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? - My 110% supportive, loving wife 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? - Loyalty, honesty, sense of humor 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? - A degree in what *I* want to do, not what others have told me 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? - I have always wanted to dye my hair a crazy, unnatural color 15. What stands between you and what you want? - If we are talking about the hair color.. that would be a good job! Money stands between me and the degree I want. 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? - Cry. Sleep. Meditate to classical music. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? - When I wanted to end mine. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? - Reaching out to others. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? - Nothing comes to mind. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? - Gossip. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? - That because I am quiet and shy, I shock them when they hear me swear. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? - My love for my daughter as if she was my own 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? - Puppy kisses 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? - Nothing. There is a lot of pain in the past. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? - My extended family and my new in-laws coming to the wedding 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? - Get my diabetes under control 27. If not now, then when? - There is no future, it is ASAP 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? - 3.7 GPA - hell yeah! 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? - I am not afraid to speak my mind when someone can't take a hint. 30. What do you want to remember forever? - The way she watches me when she thinks I'm not looking and the smile that appears. I never thought anyone would look at me that way. 31. What could society do without? - Drugs. 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? - My family is happy. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? - Live and let live. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? - Gotten married :) 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? - I don't have enough years to have changed my mind about anything yet. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? - My last bio-male relationship. It taught me to love myself, that I could be loved for me and all my quirks, and to never settle to spare feelings. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? - Don't try to save anyone who has a substance abuse problem. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? - I love you forever, to the Moon and back. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? - Right now I say more than I do, but I intend to do more. 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? - Nothing as of lately. |
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1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Reaching out to more P/people and not be so shy. 2. What's been on your mind most lately? Ethan and how weird it is going to be to have Him home after being gone for over two months. Will i be granted my disability on June 14th? The Reunion my sissies 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? i would rank health to be the most important, love, happiness then money. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? For my head to stop hurting and to be able to actually sleep well.. once. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? limbo 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? my youngest daughter 7. In one sentence, who are you? just a girl wanting and willing to be the best girl she can be. 8. What do you want to be known for? Being caring and compassionate 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? my kids 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? i will either have a job or my disability.. i will be well into my Bachelor's Program. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? my F/friends and F/family 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Honesty, compassion, trustworthiness 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Telling my honest full feelings, being myself, coming out of my shell. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? to be accepted. 15. What stands between you and what you want? Fear, lack of self love and worth 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Reach out and try to be there for O/others and help T/them reach T/their happiness. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? When my youngest daughter turned 16. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Homework ( icky), cleaning, connecting with different O/ones. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? my homework( Algebra), my desires and needs that are buried deep 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Lying, and hurting others. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That i am not shy. i reach out a lot.. and i do have a passion for P/people, however, face to face.. i am incredibly shy. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? my heart for O/others. 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? the internet or some sort of connections with F/friends and F/family 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? my dog Scrappy 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? making new friends that turned to dear sissies 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? my self-worth 27. If not now, then when? as soon as possible 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? helped a sissy recognize her self worth 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? it is ok to not be so reserved. 30. What do you want to remember forever? how it feels to have nothing, so i will not ever take what i have for granted. 31. What could society do without? debt, bullying, the innocent dying for no reason 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? i need sleep 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Treat others the way you want to be treated. Kindness is contagious. pass it on. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Treat my kids the way my parents treated me. ( yes i have repented for that) 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? How i viewed others. 36. What didn't last forever, but was still worth your while? different friendships that have either diminished or grew a part 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Do not drop out of school and it is ok to say NO sometimes. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? i love Y/you and please take care of You 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you've done? Unfortunately, yes... 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? When are you gonna stand up for yourself? When are you gonna be happy? when are you gonna get your homework on time? Really? |
SPLAT makes some great colours. I dyed mine "Blue Envy" and it's growing out (my hair grows FAST), but I'd never done it before either. Was a fun experience, but I'll go back natural after this has passed.
I am thinking purple.. or fire engine red! Been there, done that, so glad you made it, Sweetie. The world's a better place having someone like you in it. I'm sure Bard would agree. :) I couldn't tell you what kept me here each time... perhaps fear of the unknown.. I have felt unwanted and unworthy a lot of my life. That is a relatively new epiphany. I pray for that day for myself. <shrugs> Eventually, maybe. Closest I ever came was forgetting to feed the cat and being stalked / stared down. You will have it. I promise. No one as amazing as you goes through life alone. xox |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
be fully femme 2. What's been on your mind most lately? missing a friend 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame?love, happiness,health, money and fame. i think love and happiness go hand and hand/ 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? another cup of coffee 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life?chaos 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? HELEN 7. In one sentence, who are you? 8. What do you want to be known for? being a servant 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? if my family comes along nothing 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? It won't be different 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? HELEN 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? loyalty, honesty, and understanding 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? i don't think fear has ever been a motivator in my life 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? i wanted to find me 15. What stands between you and what you want? lack of wisdom in some areas 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? eat chocolate 17. When did you first realize that life is short? when i turned 60 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? sleeping 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? the childhood abuse i suffered 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? lie 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? they think because i am submissive i am weak 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? my joy of service 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? coffee or chocolate 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? i don't think i really miss anything. i am happy where i am and don't need to seek out skeletons. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? when i discovered i was queer. i kept asking myself questions over and over one day and finally decide i liked girls and not boys. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? be more focused 27. If not now, then when? huh 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? changed with ease from a butch look to femme 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? i am happy being femme and love it actually 30. What do you want to remember forever? When i met HELEN 31. What could society do without? marriage 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? i am happy 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? be yourself and express that self 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? gone femme 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? marriage 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? my relationship with OWL 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? don't wait so long to begin discovering who you are 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? fuck 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? no i think it would be equal at least 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? why do humans exist. Interesting questions some very thought provoking |
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1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? Step work and wholesale change.
2. What's been on your mind most lately? Step four and having to move from my home of 16yrs 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Health, happiness, love, money, fame. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? To have finished the step 4/5/6 process. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Service 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? Programme 7. In one sentence, who are you? That mad chap up the road 8. What do you want to be known for? I don't feel the need to be known for anything. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? My friends 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I'll be living in a different place, probably within the same area. I'll be a year more sober (by God's grace) 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? Me, no-one else can do that job as effectively. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Honesty, compassion, the ability to disagree with respect. 13. What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Too much! 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? To fit in...I learned long ago I never would feel that and to embrace my errrm eccentricity. 15. What stands between you and what you want? Myself and my thinking 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Go to a meeting or phone another addict. 17. When did you first realize that life is short? When my Ma died aged 59 in 1999 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Step work and singing 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? Me and my sponsor know, you don't need to. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Download copyrighted music and films. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? That I have more than one braincell 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My sobriety and serenity. 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? Decaff tea/coffee 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Ma and my memory 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Can't remember...would love my memory back. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? To confront the fear of change 27. If not now, then when? Tomorrow...it's always bloody tomorrow! 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Gave up smoking tobacco/nicotine 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? That I can actually be consistently lovely. 30. What do you want to remember forever? *shrugs* 31. What could society do without? Stoopids! 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? That my higher power loves me unconditionally 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? That the worst case scenario can happen to you when you're a smoker. It happened to me. Quit before it's too late to do anything about it. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Drink again...which I did after 17yrs 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? People. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? Relationships with the two great loves of my life. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? Don't let fear stop you doing anything When you come to the edge of all you know You must believe in one of two things There will be ground upon which to stand Or you will be given wings. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? Oh shit...I told ya I was ill! 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Yup 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Why do I always answer these questionnaires? :cheesy: |
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1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
I am a lot this shy then I was a year ago. Its a nice feeling! 2. What's been on your mind most lately? My trip to see my mother and sister. Oh june is gonna be a fun month for me! *eye roll* 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? Love, health, happiness, money, fame. 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? Something sweet to eat. 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? peace. 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? My husband. 7. In one sentence, who are you? This is a hard one! The odd american girl who lives in london. 8. What do you want to be known for? My kind heart. 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? The people, the food and the telly! Oh and tesco's! 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? Ah I wont be wearing a retainer any longer. 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? My husband. 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Trust, compassion and love. 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? Getting my GED. Long story on why I didnt finish high school. 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? A tent over my bed. It was the in thing to have when I was five and I never had one! 15. What stands between you and what you want? Money. 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Drink! j/k 17. When did you first realize that life is short? When I was 13 and I found out my father has cancer is going to die. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Seeing my family. 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? What is really going on with my health. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Pro life people do my bloody head in! It's a woman's right to have the choice. 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? Well, people who have known me for a really long time, still think I am weird queenie. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My empathy. 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? A strong cup of tea or a smoke. 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? Just being young and feeling like I know everything. 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? Spending the whole day and night with my best friend. I miss her so much. 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? To lose two stone. 27. If not now, then when? When I am old and grey. 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? Marring my husband and moving to the uk. 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? That I love to sew. 30. What do you want to remember forever? Going into boston with my father when I was a kid. 31. What could society do without? walmart and mcdonalds. 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? That I love my life. 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Peace. 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Ah that I would stop smoking. And then a week later I bought a pack of them. 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? That its okay to be a grown up. 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? My first relationship. 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? You need to stop worrying so much about what other people think of you!! 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? Just think you for letting me love you. 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Yes. I am a girl after all we do LOVE to talk way tooooo much! 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? Why the FUCK am I in so much FUCKING pain all the FUCKING time!?????? |
1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago? Wire chandeliers! Ask for help.
2. What's been on your mind most lately? My ACA step work, focusing on my own feelings. 3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame? love, happiness, health, money...no fame please! 4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most? Peace and clarity 5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life? Steps 1, 2 and 3 6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now? Steps and getting better 7. In one sentence, who are you? Me. Grown me and little Jenny all together. 8. What do you want to be known for? Humor and love 9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most? my friends 10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different? I will be healthier and more open 11. Who makes you feel good about yourself? My friends 12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend? Humor, understanding, open-mindedness. 13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing? so many things...mainly trusting and opening my heart 14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid? world travel 15. What stands between you and what you want? Me 16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy? Call a friend 17. When did you first realize that life is short? Always knew life was short, am in fact very surprised to still be around. My mother dying when I was 13 formalized it. 18. What do you need to spend more time doing? Praying 19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront? I'm working on all of them right now. Hard Core. Mostly why I am so shut off. 20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with? Fight 21.What’s a common misconception people have about you? I really don't know what people think of me. 22.What’s something no one can take away from you? My friends 23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day? coffee 24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most? my mother 25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most? the love and generosity of my friends 26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months? exercise more and be more open 27. If not now, then when? Now 28. What have you done that you are truly proud of? survive 29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself? that I am stronger than I thought 30. What do you want to remember forever? my friends 31. What could society do without? war 32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of? Prayer works 33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be? Love each other 34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done? Ha, pretty much everything 35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older? that I have to be right 36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while? love 37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell? You will be OK. 38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be? I love and a huge list of friends I hold dear 39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? Id say its even 40. What questions do you often ask yourself? How can I shine my love. |
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