lolkaryyyyyyyy ~~ YOU ARE NOT ALONE ~ always be upfront w/ anyone u meet in person as well as on line ~ You dont have to jump in bed w/ anyone ~ and u don't have to hide in pain either ~ sometimes putting reality in her face will do u both good ~ live like she's gone already ~ go out and have fun w/ friends ~ be good to urself ~ don't take the blame ~ ppl grow apart theirs no guarantee anything will last forever ~ do what will make u happy ~ of course the tears will be their till u heal ~ even then u will still feel for her yrs down the line ~ once u start getting out and socializing the cheating feeling leaves ~ REALITY hits u ~ u r single not alone ~ BIG difference how u look at that ~ being single is awesome ~ just as much as marriage is ~ your future is yours to live ! put your booty jeans on and strut ur beauty ~ `

LOL! Gemme! I am absolutely going to do everything I can to avoid Jerry Springer. ;) You can bank on that!

And thanks for the kind words AfricanQ. I appreciate it!

Ocean. You are so right. I am doing what I can to live the best life I can now... and trying to discover my authentic self is proving to be a little bit of a challenge but I am doing my best. I figure it will come in time.