There is Nothing Better
 

Headphones on
Music jammin on in my ears
Feet moving and grooving
To the tunes that move my soul

I imagine dancing on down the street
The music blaring from my body
Sharing the joy of music
Sharing the joy of carefree dancing

Contagious the motion
Contagious the melodies
Come with me
As we dance and sing on down the road

Free your spirit
Free your soul
Free your love
For there is nothing better

Shove It
 

Sitting in the window
Watching the rain come down
TIme passing by
So utterly disappointing
Do you ever wonder what is the point of it all?
I wonder how do I cope with the boredom
With the frustration.
With the major let down
Of the every day bullshit
The TV and magazines
Say they have the cure
Which in lieu so say the doctors
Oh I have a pill or two or maybe even three for you
Oh Come on take these lovely pills
You will feel so much better
Almost like wearing rose colored glasses...
Take you pills kind doctor
And shove them where the sun doesn't shine
I have had my fill
Ready to live my life to the fullest
And maybe to learn how to cope with the ups and downs of life
Without chemicals fucking with my brains...
So take these pills and shove it.

Crazy Dream
 

Come share your dream with me
Tell me all the ins and outs
Are we on a beach in Bali
Or the Appalachian Mountains

In this dream of yours
Are we on a big ship
Travelling over the waves of the Atlantic
Or maybe the Pacific

In this dream are we like Indiana Jones
Tramping through tropical forests
Coming across rare tribes
And discovering cursed treasures

Come on, lets runaway
Off on a wonderful adventure
I know this is crazy
But hey we only live once!

An Apology
 

Fun Memories
 

Weather changing again
From Summer to Autumn
Leaves changing
From green to red and gold

Lets start pulling out our jackets
Our gloves and scarves
Time to bundle up
To drink warm cider

I want to sit around a fire
With my love and my dearest friends
Bundled up nursing our warm drinks
Building fun memories

Come my love
Wrap your arms around me
As the night wraps us in its embrace
Lets build these memories together that last a lifetime

indeed it did

Lets Pretend
 

Lets pretend that all is fine
That my own insanity
Doesn't make me feel empty
Empty and lonely

I stand in the middle
Of all these people
The room starts to spin
They spin away from me
Leaving me there all alone

Lets pretend that this all makes sense to me
That my emotions work normally
That I make connections with people
Deep and meaningful

I go down this line of people
Reaching out to each as I go by
As I come close they pull away
Leaving me feeling hollow

All These Pills Are Killing Me
 

Here I sit, setting up my medicine tray
A weeks worth of pills
Looks like a month of two for someone else
Is this how it is truly meant to be?

A pill for depression
Then it makes you too happy
So another to bring you down a bit
Because god forbid you smile too much

A mild allergic reaction to those
So another pill to stop the itching
Which increases my anxiety
And another pill for that

Is there no end to all these pills?
A pill here, a pill there, a pill everywhere it seems
Doctor doctor save me please
I think the pills are killing me

Maybe not my life
But for sure my personality
For sure my inner being
These pills are killing me

Doctor there must be another solution
Pills cannot be the only answer
Doctor Doctor save me please
All these pills are killing me

Weren't Perfect
 

When I was a little girl
All I wanted was to grow up
Be cool like my mother
For she surely knew it all

In my early teens
Reality started to set in
I could see all of her flaws
And it shook my world terribly

Those late teens were hell
For I thought I knew it all
I couldn't accept a word from her
Because she wasn't what I thought she should be

Being an adult was no better
Wanting nothing to do with her
Blaming her for everything wrong in my life
Though she is only human just like me

Years have passed
And her past has caught up with her
Now it is time to say goodbye
To a very human mother

I forgive you
Can you forgive me?
For wasting all those years of anger?
In all this time I never stopped loving you
I just couldn't accept you weren't perfect

Karma
 

Anger and pain
Swirl about in my head
And in my heart
It would be so easy
To call it all to my fingertips
And let a curse loose upon you

Hell hath no fury
Like a woman scorned
So easy to be vindictive
And petty
Such is human nature
To call down on you what you did to me

But will I rise above
I have faith in the powers that be
That you were here to teach me a lesson
Though I might not get it just yet
I will let Karma take it's course
For it is not my responsibility to punish those who have done wrong

What I put out
Will come back on me three fold
So in the meantime I am thankful
For the time you were in my life
And the joy you brought me
I will pray every day that you will find what you are looking for

My Friend
 

My friend so dear
Your heart so tender
I am here for you never fear

Here I am to help you
Bandage your crack heart
With my Hello Kitty band-aids

To make you smile
Though you want to cry
To let you know how loved you are

So never forget
No matter what happens
I am always here when you need a shoulder or a hug

And the next little honey
If she goes breaking your heart
I will go breaking her face

Master
 

Angels and Demons
 

The Poetic Witch
 

Time Moves On
 

Happy Birthday Mother
 

Another day has come and gone
But this day was special
In my memories
Today and tomorrow and always

I woke up this morning
Wanting to pick up the phone
To call you and give you
Your yearly birthday greetings

Then I remember I cannot
For you are no longer on this realm
But high above with angels mayhaps
Or far below terrorizing the devils for sure

Happy Birthday Mother
No matter where you are
High up above
Or way down below

We have not forgotten you
And never will
As long as a tear can fall
From my eye

I love you mother
You weren't perfect
But hey neither am I
I love you none the less.

Lets Soul Dance
 

Coffee Shop Debate
 

We settle at the table
Sipping our coffee
Ready for a good conversation
With agreements and disagreements alike

I am perched on the edge of my seat
Listening to your every word
Watching you lips move
Wondering how they might feel upon mine

It is not that your words are meaningless
But your intelligence rocks me
The more you talk
The more I want you in ways that aren't verbal

If I could I would make love to your brain
But that is rather impossible
So neither here nor there
So please just kiss my lips first

Let me feel your hand drift down my arm
So I might feel shivers and bumps
Oh hell lets leave the coffee shop
Mayhaps go somewhere more private

I am sure our conversation can get much more lively
Without interruptions it might get very pleasurable indeed
So do you agree my friend?
Shall adjourn to a more private place to conclude this debate?

To a very special friend

Forever Loves
 

Dream Haunting
 

Night is coming
Time to lay down
Time to dream
Which I am so hesitant to do

Dreams of people who have passed to the other side
Dreams of people of the long past some possibly forgotten
Dreams of fears that don't fit in my life
Dreams of discontent spilling over into the waking world

Why do I feel so haunted by these images?
I feel as if these souls are trying to give me a message
But I am not getting it
And until I do the dreams will continue

Sooner or later insanity will ensue
Can these spirits of the past be more plain?
Couldn't they just send a text or perhaps an email?
Apparently my brain doesn't work well in dreams.