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Bard 11-12-2009 02:03 PM

Verse to ease a shattered soul
 
In my dreams she comes softly to me
Wrapping me in her arms
So real I feel her touch on my skin
The taste of her kiss, the sent of her perfume all envelopes me
Her feet entangled in mine
Like a puzzle pieces we just fit together
And we walk through the land of shadows together
Talking of our hopes and dreams
For this moment this brief moment
I am at peace the restless longing fades
But like a wraith she slips from my grasp
Leaving just the lingering mark of her kiss and a sweet memory

Bard 11-12-2009 02:47 PM

thinking
 
Thinking of you with her
When she touches you do you think of me
Do you have to bite back my name from your lips
When you close your eyes
Can you still feel my touch on your skin
Close your eyes
Remember the passion, the dreams, the connection, the unconditional love
Nothing changes
You haunt my dreams
The words you said the plans we made
Are etched deep in my heart
I hope you do think of me
I hope it stings
I hope you long for the forever we talked of
I am here I will always be here
I hope it haunts you
Something’s never change
And god help me
I will love you faithful and true if from the shadows
Forever and for always
Something’s remain
As I remain your temptation

Bard 01-20-2010 04:25 PM

Soft summer night closes around us like a glove
Feel her body so close to mine as we watch the stars above
Her fingers tracing a pattern on my chest and it seems to burn right into my very soul
Her head on my shoulder her breath soft in my ear
The lingering sweetness of her kiss on my lips
Our hearts beating a rhythm as old as the stars we are watching
So I say a silent prayer for this magical moment to not end
Content and blissful to just be with her
To hearts that have come together bound as one by love
Even against the odds

Bard 01-20-2010 04:47 PM

Against the wind I am destined to ride
The saddle seems to be all that keeps me in place
Looking to the horizon I can see only darkness
Looking behind …. Regrets
The journey is a part of my becoming
I must ride this path
The pain it is a teacher
For it shows me who I am
A study in contrast
Strong yet weak
A cowboi with my battered heat on my sleeve
Yet at times invisible
But you can not see what I will not show you
So I pull down my hat tight
Feel the power of my mount beneath me
For it is with her that I am whole
So we ride
And for a ever brief moment I am not scared…

Bard 01-21-2010 03:24 PM

Alone with my thoughts as the storm rages outside
Even as a storm rages inside of me as well
Time for taking stock yet leaving my destiny in fates hands
Was never a dreamer yet now I find no escape from them
Like a journey is calling out to me
The road ahead it will not be an easy travel
And my faith it will be tested to the breaking point
But I know with all that I am
That this is what I am meant for
The refrain beating with the beat of my ravaged heart
“True Love Waits”
Always the outsider never quite fitting in aquward and shy
But finding my way
The study in contrast
Very much a woman but also a little boi
The masculine and feminine they war in me at times
But I can only be what I am
Honest, Loyal, Strong, True of heart yet a wounded soul
See behind the mask and you will find the depth of me
As a lover a friend a partner
Perhaps someday it will be enough for her

Bard 01-21-2010 03:29 PM

Weave me not a web of a perfect fantasy
You captured me just as you are
To be with you the real you no mask no fronts
Is all that I desire all that I need
We let each other in
And it hit us fast and hard was all I could do to not run
Not easy to trust, to believe
Yet even the distance seemed to fade with the sound of your voice
This shakes me to my very core
This overwhelming feeling
This winding rough road of my life has led me to you
But there are specters of the past and those in our present
Who will say we are wrong
Will we fight for this precocious chance at a forever?
Trust in your heart and in mine
Know that I to am sacred
But here is my hand and my heart extended to you

Bard 03-17-2010 04:55 PM

To many times I have sacrificed myself to blend in
been the chameleon to stay under the radar
invisible insignificant
if you can not see me you can not hurt me
I learned early to please and avoid the blows
never quite good enough to be loved or wanted
disposable
if I let the real me show who would want me
was as if only the horses understood
then that to was ripped away
long time spent wandering in the dark
a very lonely boi
but then the shell it cracked
I look in my daughters eyes and see
I can stand
I can be me
strong proud true
I have worth I am amazing
but most of all
I am me
a cowboi
a mother
a lover
a friend
:farmbull:

Bard 03-17-2010 05:17 PM

Discarded like trash ever so casualy
Everything she ever said she dismises with a wave
was i just her experiment
taking a ride
she who claimed to want to take my name
have my children build a life
now going to places we said we wanted to go
with another
i just wanna know... why
was I not enough
I opened myself up let her deep inside
to see me just as I am
the aww shucks redneck
then she says I dont know her
cant love her
but for the first time from the first kiss
I knew love true deep real
so a least I have had that a taste of love
even if bitter sweet
and her kiss will forever linger on my lips

Bard 05-24-2010 05:24 PM

Once in a while we let our feelings show
Share the soft spot we all have
Trusting in a person to hear us listen to our secreats and hold our confidences
Time is a rough teacher when they let you down
spill the dark areas you gave to them to hold
so well I wear my armor and learned my lesson well
Guard that soft spot
for I fear they talk out of both sides of thier face
and me I am just tired
and most have a agenda
Seriously

Andrew, Jr. 05-24-2010 07:47 PM


I really have enjoyed these verses. Thanks for posting them.

:goodscore: :farmer:

Bard 05-24-2010 08:03 PM

Shucks thanks only way I know to let it out


Quote:

Originally Posted by Andrew, Jr. (Post 113524)

I really have enjoyed these verses. Thanks for posting them.

:goodscore: :farmer:


Bard 05-24-2010 08:21 PM

So many words I can not say they remain locked deep inside
like small blades they slice at me
in my head they flow like the river i remember of my youth
but guarded I must remain
for I fear my words betrayme surely as lovers friends and family have all off my days
so here I stand choking on my words
building the armor strong and sure
for after all no one can hear if I scream in my dreams
or see the tears as I withold
as long as I stay true to me and the boi I am
I to will survive battered yes scared and broken
but strong honest and a cowboi to my soul
for to my horse I can tell my toughts
and she will wipe my tears with her mane

Bard 08-18-2010 09:32 AM

Bottle in hand watching as the amber liquid swirls round

Taking refuge for the dreams that haunt me

Take away the false words and promises

Yes I am stronger for the pain

Others pay the price of her duplicity

They deal with the ice that encases my heart

At least it is no longer on my sleeve

It is locked far away with words I can no longer say

yes Stronger for the pain

Guarded, Cynical, walls up good and high

But worth the risk to see inside

You know not what you let slip away...

But she does


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