kind of blah ...
must make an important decision about something but would rather continue to sit on this comfy fence and enjoy the view
wasn't always this way but acclamated (<<<---- spelling error I believe) to becoming terrified of commitment .... creeped up on me the last decade ... I know the reason and it has been entirely my making ... unable to trust too ... oh well, not all it is cracked up to be I am sure
games, games --->>> what is the motive, what is the trade-off and hidden agenda ... will confusion be intentionally invoked (again and again) as a smoke-screen to cover one's own selfish agenda?
I have no idea of mine, yours, theirs ....
sorry, just rambling into nothing ...
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