[TruTexan]

OK enough for today of my mom. I wanted to strangle her today because she wasn't paying attention to the cardiologist telling her NO SODIUM OR SALT in her food anymore and Then after seeing him, I took her to a pretty darn good and local bbq place because she hadn't had any in a very long time. She was just griping about everything. OMG,That is when I was about to lose my cool. I had to walk out after eating and take myself out by the car and just light up a smoke. She stresses the hell out of me and I hate it, then I want to strangle myself because I can't seem to manage my stress level around her and she aggravates my ptsd so badly. I'm still tight and stressed and just got home, so I'm going to try and relax now because Tomorrow I have to take her BACK to the Cardiologist in the afternoon for an ECHO on her heart. He also took her off of 1 of her blood pressure medicines named amlodipene (sp?) because it can cause swelling and then wants to see her after the ECHO is done but 2 weeks later. I'm trying to be the good daughter and caring daughter I was raised to be but it's taking it's toll on me to do it. She honestly grates my last nerve of the day at times. And THAT makes me so upset with her and myself. OK that's enough of my ranting. sorry.